im sorry, i still love you (FINAL) part 10

im sorry, i still love you

Amber POV

 

laughters and loud noises could be heard here in the living room upstairs, Kim Sisters just wouldnt stop joking and even teasing each other

its been awhile, i miss spending time with them like this. Seohyun, Sunny and Victoria are here as well

my eyes then caught a figure of my bestfriend standing outside at the balcony so i went there and stand next to her

"its cold here outside", i said

Sulli just smiled and hummed. i looked at her, i think something is in her mind but she's hiding it from everyone

"what were you thinking about?", i asked her

"nothing", she answered simply

"you know im always here to listen for you", i told her softly

she sighed and turned around to see her sisters and our friends inside

"i've been apart from my sisters for a long time. now that they're back, i wish nothing else but just to keep them close to me. well, that was what i thought before", she chuckled then looked down

"but its still not enough, yes im happy that i have my sisters with me. it just.. it just-"

"it just Krystal is not here", i cutted her off

she looked at me and chuckled again

"you know me well", she mumbled and i just smiled

"i miss her, but i dont want to ever see her again", she said

"i wish i can hug her and tell her how much im missing her and how much i love her that it hurts me like hell right now", she added

i patted her back and keep silent. thats all i can do for her because trust me, telling her that everything will be alright and she will move on someday is useless. 

the love in Sulli's eyes for Krystal is still there, and i doubt that it will fade away.

"Am unnie"

"dae?"

"please dont hate her"

i frowned then looked at her when she said that

"yes im hurt badly when she left but, you dont have to hate her unnie. i already forgive her, you should too"

"sigh, fine", i defeated

 


 

None POV

 

the next morning, Yuri asked Sunny to accompany her bring Taeyeon to an appointment with a specialist doctor to examine Taeyeon's legs. after the appointment, they then decided to buy ice creams for Taeyeon since she kept whining about it

"seriously Taenggo, how old are you again?", Sunny asked while shaking her head looking at how Taeyeon eating her ice cream happily 

"me? oh im just 3 years old. wae?", Taeyeon replied playfully then grinned before she went back focusing on her ice cream

"no wonder you ended up not become the CEO", Sunny smirked

"yah! aish, you're evil you know", Taeyeon pouted

"whatever. now where is that Yuri go?", Sunny looked around

"relax,she said she will be back faster. maybe she have something to buy. come and sit first will you?", Taeyeon replied

Sunny sat down on the bench that is in front of Taeyeon and crossed her arm, she just watched Taeyeon eating

"dear my 3 years old Taenggo, when will you grow up?", Sunny wiped the dirt near Taeyeon's lips using her thumb

"hehehe, never", Taeyeon said

"you- aish", Sunny rolled her eyes. while Sunny busy scolding and arguing with Taeyeon, Tiffany who just happened to be there with Yoona saw them. she then decided to approach them 

"hi guys", Tiffany greeted them

"oh, hi!", Sunny greeted back while Taeyeon just formed an 'O' with because she's surprised to see Tiffany again this fast

"what are you guys doing here?", Yoona asked

"bought ice cream for this 3 years old kid here", Sunny replied and poked Taeyeon's shoulder

"yah, stop doing that. its annoying!", Taeyeon hissed and slapped Sunny's hand

"but you love me, duh~"

"of course i do. you are my one and only Sunshine", Taeyeon winked and giggled

"yeah yeah, can you eat faster? aish, you took forever to finish that ice cream"

"we have to appreciate this Sunny. the way to do it is to eat it slowly"

"ahem, are you two alone?", Tiffany then interrupted their moments

"yes, its a date", Sunny joked

"but my date didnt treat me right", Taeyeon said and pouted

"aww honey, im so sorry. how do you want me to treat you then? you want a kiss? huh?", Sunny asked sarcastically

"hm, one kiss on my cheek wont be hurt", Taeyeon replied and looked at Sunny with her innocent face

"ouch! what was that for????", Taeyeon whined when Sunny flicked her forehead

"you're still a ert after all. go ask for a kiss at Tiffany. i wont ever kiss you"

"you said you'll do anything for me and you asked me first if i want a kiss!"

"well sorry to disappoint you then"

"ugh i hate you"

"i love you too Taeng, really"

"ahem", Tiffany cleared when Taeyeon and Sunny continued arguing like a couple in front of her, while Yoona is trying hard to control her laughter. because the sight of Taeyeon and Sunny who looks like a couple really funny for her, in addition to that is Tiffany seems to be jealous of their interactions

"why did i do to deserve this kind of treatment", Taeyeon fake a sob

Sunny just rolled her eyes at Taeyeon behaviour

"sorry guys", Yuri finally came and she bowed when she saw Tiffany and Yoona

"Taeng? you're finish or not?"

"cant you see? im still eating here"

"finish it faster"

"dont rush me!"

Taeyeon glared at Yuri

Tiffany smiled seeing Taeyeon who's glaring at Yuri because she found it cute

"i cant wait anymore and i have to go", Sunny stood up

"do you have something to do?", Yuri asked her

"kinda, yeah. its ok if i leave right? or you still need help to take care of this baby?", Sunny asked and pointed at Taeyeon

"im not a baby!!!"

"no its alright, i can manage. besides, she's a big baby so its fine", Yuri said

"i said im not a baby nor a big baby!!!"

"good. gotta go now. bye Yul, bye to you too Tiff and Yoona", Sunny waved then left

"and now im being ignored", Taeyeon sulked

Yoona and Tiffany giggled but Yuri just shook her head

"so, arent you guys going to go anywhere?", Yuri asked them

"ah, actually we're just wandering around tryna clear our mind", Tiffany answered

"oh"

"im done! that was yummyyyy. can you buy me one more Yul?", Taeyeon pleaded and blinked her eyes repeatedly

Yuri facepalmed already and mumbled something not clear

"i can buy one for you Taetae", Tiffany smiled

"huh? ah, no nev-"

"that would be great Tiff, thankyou so much", Yuri cutted Taeyeon off

"wait what no i-"

"wait here!", Tiffany excitedly moved to buy ice cream for Taeyeon

"yaaah, i asked you to buy it for me not her"

"but she's willing to do so"

"but-"

"shhh. she already buying there"

"am i not your favorite sister anymore? why you dont want to listen to me anymore?", Taeyeon asked sadly

"oh come on", Yuri sighed

"here Taetae", Tiffany handed the ice cream

"hehe, gomawo Fany ah", Taeyeon grinned and took it

 


 

Yuri POV

 

i smiled seeing Taeng's happy face

"Tiff, can we talk?", i suddenly asked Tiffany

"me? oh, sure"

"Taeng you wait here ok. i have something to talk about with Tiffany"

"how can i trust you that you wont flirt with her?", Taeyeon asked me innocently

Tiffany and Yoona burst out chuckling. i just rolled my eyes 

"im not gonna flirt with her. aish nevermind. Tiff, lets go"

"arasso"

"seriously, what did she think i am? flirting with someone she love? crazy", i muttered. and when i heard someone giggled, i turned to my right

"she's cute", Tiffany said

"she is, ah i think we can sit here", i said and settled down on the bench which Tiffany followed too

"what is it Yuri ah?", Tiffany asked straight away

"well, Taeyeon told us about umm.. what happened. you know, you two.. talked"

"oh that, yeah and so?"

"are you serious?", i asked

"i am. but i need times. Nichkhun suddenly got a little bit busy so we cant meet. i can just text him to end everything but i dont want to be rude. i mean, he's a good guy. at least, i want to end things between us properly and in a good way", she said

"you said it yourself, he's a good guy. why bother coming back to Taeng?", ok dont hate me but i just want answers from her

"because i realised that i still love Taeyeon. she never leave my mind"

"what about your fiance then? why did you accept him?"

"i was lonely and broken. he was there for me. and i, i cant help but to accept him, he gave me all the attention i need"

"what about Taeyeon? she's in pain too. no one's there for her except me and Hyo, Soo only awake after a very long time in coma. Taeyeon was depressed and living like a zombie Tiffany"

"..... sorry", Tiffany looked down

"its ok. i just want you to know something"

"what?"

"she's afraid"

"w-what? why?"

"she dont want to be left again"

"i wont"

"but you did once"

"it.. it was a-"

"Tiffany. if i ask you to never come to Taeyeon again, will you do it?"

"Yuri what are you saying???"

i stood up and stepped forward a little. i put my hands inside the pockets of my jeans

"Yuri, i promise i will trust her with all my heart from now on. i wont repeat what i've done", she said

"i asked her yesterday. if she loves you more than us"

"...."

"she said she love both"

"...."

"and when i asked her if one of us drowning with you, who will she save first. she answered she will save us first. then she will rush to save you. she is sure she can save us both on time"

"...."

"i asked again, what if it was too late. what if she couldnt save you. you know what she said Tiffany? she said she would just let herself drown together with you. she will hold you and die with no regrets beside you"

"...."

i smiled painfully while holding my tears, i turned around to look at Tiffany

"my last question was, if you are back with her but then you left her again, what will she do, her answer is..."

"..."

"....."

"...."

"......."

"...."

"let me just die then. thats her answer"

"..."

"so now, if you really want her back, do it right. because if you leave her again and hurt her, i swear i will hunt you down, i will pursue you, and i wont hesitate to kill you. call me crazy and psycho, whatever. i dont care. my sisters are my everything now. you hurt Taeng, you'll die in my hand"

Tiffany gulped before she opened

"i.. i wont l-leave her"

"so you still gonna get her back?"

"y-yes. i love her"

"fine then"

i stepped closer and smiled at her

"sorry if i scare you. you're lucky that Taeng love you so much that i cant even slap you right now because im sure she will kill me for that but as Taeng said, you are too beautiful so i dont want to ruin your face. and yeah i really sounds insane", i chuckled

"you wanna slap me???", Tiffany widen her eyes

"just kidding. i was just teasing Taeyeon but oh well, she still defends you no matter what", i smiled

"she's... sweet", Tiffany whispered

"hahaha gotta agreed that", i laughed

 


 

Yoona POV

 

i kinda curious, what did Fany unnie talking about with Yuri. Yuri even laughing now. hmph.

"are you jealous?"

i looked at Tae unnie, she have her wide grin right now

"no"

"yes you are. dont worry, i will ask Sooyoung and Hyoyeon to kick Yuri for me if she flirt with my Fany because im jealous right now", she said

i laughed and shook my head

"unnie you asked me when its you that being jealous here"

"ugh, dont tease ok"

i just chuckled when she's pouting

"Yoona ah. if i ask you, will you give me an honest answer?"

"dae?"

"you still love Yuri right?"

"unnie.."

"please, i want to know the truth. at least, if you really doesnt love her anymore, i will help Yuri to move on and find someone pretty for her"

i frowned when Tae unnie said that. god, Yuri? with someone else? prettier than me? no way. hell no. im the prettiest out of all women

"so?"

"umm..", i bite my lips 

"i dont know", i said

"close your eyes. who do you see?"

i obeyed her and followed

"but unnie, i see both Seunggi oppa and Yuri"

"then think about them. what do you feel about your heart when you think of them"

then i closed my eyes again and trying to think of them

 

"Yoona, do you know why i chose you?"

"why oppa?"

"because you are my number one"

"aww, so what if im your number two?"

"thats impossible. you'll be my number one only"

"hahaha arasso oppa"

 

Seunggi oppa, im comfortable with him. he always good with his words too.

 

"Yoong, my baby, baby Yoong"

"what is it Yul ah?"

"why did you take my heart away from me?"

"what? i didnt"

"if not, i wont be chasing for you like crazy and be your girlfriend now"

"but your heart is still there in you"

"oh thats just its twin. but a fake one. the real one is with you"

"what?"

"keke just kidding. but seriously my love, my heart is with you. you cant see it, i cant see it but its with you. and my heart is full with all my love, so you better keep it safe because it wont come back to me"

"thats kinda cheesy but then again, your heart is beating inside you"

"this heart im using is yours because i took yours as a revenge that you stole mine hehehehe"

"aigoo Yul, i dont know what to say hahaha"

"nah, im fine with that. your heart can say anything to me on your behalf and oh! hear that? it says that you love me so much. awww, you're awesome Yoong! saranghae!!!"

 

i smiled remembering one of my moments with Yuri. she can make me happy with anything she said.

"so, did you find your answer now?", Tae unnie asked so i opened my eyes and feel my heartbeat with my palm.

wait, i dont feel anything when i thought about oppa but when i thought about-  uh oh. 

 

 




 

 

 

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Taeny901
#1
I was shocked when I saw it's jungli I taught it's taeny or soosica because youblove that pair or maybe taengsic but more on taent because of the hwaing but nevertheless imma add this to my bookmarks
owheyjae_ #2
Chapter 15: Done reading this.. nice fic. Author!!! More!!! :)
jungchoi #3
Chapter 15: Gomawo authornim...for the happy ending
Khairunjiha
#4
Chapter 15: Thank you for the sweet ending. They are happy with their couple and you had make me happy with the end of the story. And author, keep writing. I'm willing to read another from you. Till then, FIGHTING !!! (^_^)
Tiger18 #5
Chapter 14: Please update....
moamoa #6
Chapter 14: update more pleaseeeeee
moamoa #7
Chapter 14: update more pleaseeeeee
elinlinzz
#8
New reader here..
And congrats author-nim you make me cry when I read your story..
Well I just embarrassing my self at my uni..><
jungchoi #9
Auhthor your such a heartbreaker why did u tag jungli here f u just your reader your not a jungli shipper then..
VampireAlice #10
Chapter 14: Update soon ^.^