the gayo awards had been good
 
good performances and good stories to tell to friends
 
until the performance of the girls
 
the three broke the stage with their performance
 
but jiyong knew since her first shout at the beginning of the performance
 
that was angered Chaerin
 
he knew what was performing on stage without a member
 
and it was an experience he didn't want to live again
 
always looking for that voice on the stage
 
but the whole situation made it worse
 
it was all for a stupid speculation of over two years ago had appeared in the press

Bom had no choice but be hidden for the scandal

ing around all the promotions last of the album in 2014
 
they will not be able to attend the awards mama
 
and the three girls have obligatory attendance in gayo awards
 
yg was not going to let bom on stage in any way
 
and left them no choice to the girls that climb alone on that stage
 
everyone had symbolisms of bom, and cl as a leader, dedicate her rap
 
always reaffirming what they would that OT4
 
cl rap completely silence the public

... such rage, such feeling is what made her so special
 
when he took his eyes off the stage, taeyang clapped at his side , although his gaze was now fixed on him
 
- Amazing right ? like in each performance .... hehehe
 
- Taeyang is not funny
 
- Oh of course it is, all bom nona thing has been a series of bad complications, everything , but .... what about you face now? it  is fun!
 
both groups were far enough apart to be impossible to create a single conversation
 
but gd did not take his eyes off her throughout the entire ceremony
 
He managed to see four or five smiles on her face

but otherwise he could only see how she avoided tears at all times
 
the prizes won that night didn't meant nothing to chae without bom
 
he did not see her more until he had to return to his music studio in YG, and saw her curled up still with the clothes of the awards, crying at the table teddy
 
His heart raced and his hands sweated
 
he could come
 
or he could give her the space she had been searching for
 
He never knew what would have been the right thing
 
because his feet by themselves forced him to enter the room and knelt beside her
 
he thought she maybe had not even noticed him

but suddenly he felt her head on his shoulder
 
- The response from the public is horrible oppa ....
 
he almost shouts of joy at her calling him that way but then remembered the terrible situation

- Hunchae ... stop blaming yourself
 
- Stop calling me that!
 
she pushed him until he released her arm and she rose angered
 
- how?! how this will not be my fault ?! how?! I did a selfish act and now I'm paying the consequences and you know it!
 
- Chae that's ridiculous, you ...

- Me what? God ... .. you did not see her face when she knew she could not go on stage today ...., ! she trusted me! You know how it's feel performing on stage without a member know how tough they can become some comments, I could... I should have stopped!
 
- Chaerin stopped!
 
Chaerin stopped abruptly and both stared at each other
 
She did not know she was crying until jiyong came over and dry the tears were falling down her face
 
Taeyang and Yg walked then through the door

- You have to listen Chaerin

- no no no no…..

- You have forbidden to read comments

- what…?

- you have forbbiden all kind of social networks, unless is strictly professional such as promotion
 
- Nooo! how you ... how I ... Why ?!
 
- Hunchae ....

- Stop calling me that!

- You have to listen

- no no no

- Cl!

The study was silent with his squeal and jiyong smirked 

 
- I did not know you were so weak...

- I'm not weak

- you are

- I'm not

- Look at you crying and calling for attention that is not being a leader and you know it
 
Chaerin inside her, knew why jiyong was treating her like that
 
He knew she wanted herself back with the big armor and that she was not getting it alone

But that did not stop her to come near him and hit it hard on the cheek
 
Jiyong turned his head from the blow
 
And when he looked at her, he smiled at the fire that always characterizes cl
 
- You came back?
 
- I dont know….
 
Chaerin seductive approached him and pushed him for the chest
 
- you tell me…. I'm out
 
She turned to see the confused face of the president and taeyang and she walked out of the room

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I know I'm something lost in this world but all this has an explanation ... I guess if I said final exams and work, I can be understand, right? hehehe sorry
 
I have surgery on Tuesday and I'll have to have bed rest so I'll have time to write :)

at least that's a good point hehe