CHAPTER 1 // // December 2014 rehearsal of the Gayo
 
when Chaerin get off the plane she took a deep breath and smiled
 
there was nothing like Korea, nothing like being home at last
 
it was going to be two hard months in Korea
 
They must be prepared as a group to rehearse without bom
 
without her voice without her awkward dance moves on stage
 
it would not to be easy, no

it would never be easy
 
but they had a reason to put her even in a worse mood
 
not that she was sick, or she had to work
 
bom simply wasn't allowed to go on stage for her scandal
 
and that's why cl was so furious 

 
minzy was saddened to hear the words of the CEO
 
and dara cried like a baby during hours

but Chaerin could only stay motionless in the chair while YG explained again and again why that was the best option and they could not do more about it
 
when Chaerin left the office 

several minutes after the girls
 
since she had tried to convince him though a thousand ways than this wasn't the right thing to do
 
she collided with a hard and quite muscular one by the way chest 
 
who sent her to the ground

although her never touched the ground
 
two arms held her close to a hot body
 
Chaerin visibly trembled when his scent arrived at her
 
and as her gaze turned to the arms that held her and saw a tattoo that confirm his identity
 
then she heard his laugh
 
- How long ... hunchae

hunchae
 
again that damn nickname
 
but she wasn't going to leave things like this
 
Oh no
 
Gently she released one of her hands, and she was going up though his arm
 
she enjoy seeing how his skin shivers by her contact
 
She grabbed her arm to his neck, and put to his ear

- Thanks ... my hero. I also have missed you
 
Chaerin heard taeyang and others laughing and she separated from jiyong to greet them
 
and when she saw top, she pretended to be embarrassed avoiding looking into his eyes
 
She could feel the dark gaze of jiyong on her 

 
- Annyeong oppa .... everything is okay?

- Ye ye
 
Chaerin smiled and threw herself into his arms
 
top was surprised but he returned the hug gently lifting her off the ground, causing her sweet laughter
 
TOP knew that even if they had a lot of confidence she would never act thus
 
if that does not mean that it was all part of her plan
 
- Chae yah!

shouted a irritated jiyong , the boys laughed again and went to their meeting with the CEO

taeyang and gd were to perform alone, but YG had to concrete several things with the whole group

 
Chaerin proud smiled when she saw them go
 
for many things that happened ....
 
she was happy to see them together as a group
 
bigbang would finally have their big comeback !!

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when jiyong saw Chaerin leaving the office his heart lurched

 
that feeling of wanting be close to her again increased as usual
 
but his common excitement for her became in a huge worry
 
she had a straight face
 
worried

knowing her it was probably the issue of the awards and bom
 
Chaerin stared at the floor when he was approaching
 
he blocked her way and noticed her body  bumping into him
 
he held her by the arms even more concerned
 
She was weak, that meant that she was skipping meals again ...

when minutes later they were already waiting in the office to the arrival of the CEO
 
the boys were still laughing
 
- Oh yeah Tae hyung you were so right! still we had to have gotten Chaerin come before! she has removed all his ego with a single whisper! that's so honorable !!
 
the laughter filled the room
 
but jiyong could almost even hear them

she was definitely thinner ...
 
she was eating well in LA?
 
sure there's no one to take her occasionally her favorite ice cream ...
 
or perhaps she would have changed her preference in her favorite ice cream?
 
It had been months since the last time they spoke
 
she could be married and he would not know about it

if she has found someone LA?
 
she and skrillex seem very close ..

 
what would he do then?
 
- Why it has to be so complicated?
 
- sorry?

jiyong head snapped up
 
the CEO smiled mockingly, and jiyong bowed apologizing 

 
the laughter of the group did not take too much in comeback again 

 
- President you have to forgive him, the arrival of Chaerin already affected him deeply 
 
- hahahahahaha
 
the president always strange laugh filled the room
 
leaving them all amazed less taeyang who laughed with him

- Good job good job Youngbae