introducción Part 1: Ji Yong version

 

Today, he is going to see her finally

He never thought they will become separated in that way.

outside rumors, there was never anything real between them.

or at least so he thought.

God ... today ... he would see her sweet smile ... his charismatic aura.

things between Kiko and him were back wrong

or worse...

for that the drink and snuff had a increase in his system.

he was empty.

He never understood how being with her was so damn easy.

the words weren't necessary

and even when he was in a relationship.

nothing changed among the leaders.

the first kiss came much later to what everyone imagine.

and he could remember it as if it were yesterday.

It was just as natural as everything between them.

 

when their lips met for the first time

 

It was like the expected

 

as if it were the most correct he had done in his life.

 

but he returned to Kiko

 

because it was also what he thought was right

 

and she did not flinch

 

and he was hurt,

 

more than he ever thought.

 

because he remembers every damn night in her arms

 

because yes,

 

after that kiss, she did not get a farewell

 

but a detachment of clothes and a night, which really meant to for him

 

much more than he ever expressed.

 

and while she slept in his arms

 

he thought of the good and bad things, that will brings this relationship.

 

she had not finished her contract restriction dating

 

and he had to Kiko.

 

when he opened his eyes in the morning

 

from all he expected,

 

regret, terror or fear to lose what they already had,

 

that was not in his plans

 

she was not there.

 

she had gone off before dawn assuming what time it was.

 

she had gone.

 

perhaps she wanted to do a blur last night?

 

and as he tried to hide the scratches his back, he thought what he tell her

 

since it was obvious that this did not end there.

 

when he found her in the classroom dance flirting with Dony

 

her dancer

 

He felt something he had never felt,

 

Jealousy.

 

even when Kiko was at a party in Japan while he was in Korea.

 

even in his first affair on the back of YG.

 

and today he would see her.

 

Their last conversation is still in his mind as if it were yesterday,

 

how they did love each other again.

 

however many times she said it was just .

 

for the contrary to what people might think, it was she who said they could not be more between them than they already had.

 

friendship.

 

ha!

 

as if the whispers between sheets had not meant anything.

 

he did not love her, no, at least not yet

 

but he wanted her and protect her in a way that neither he was managed to understand.

 

the way he moved around the room, like a frightened puppy

 

as he spoke by phone with Kiko

 

while she tearfully begged for another chance.

 

and as his Hunchae told they could not do that to Kiko,

 

this had to end.

 

it was not fair.

 

they loved each other that night thinking it would be their last night together.

 

friends for the day,

lovers at night.

 

they ended.

and everyone, absolutely everyone noticed

 

something happened between the two leaders, and saw from afar

 

but the real change came

 

when both Kikolike himself realized that while Chaerin was in the middle, nothing official among them.

 

nothing.

 

He avoided her,

 

whereas every day he died inside.

 

they ended their collaboration The Baddest Female / Male ...

 

no more pictures together ..

 

and when she came he always found excuses to escape.

 

yes, escape

 

because he was a coward.

 

the things between Jiko improved.

 

he searched every free day to go to Japan

 

Kiko was coming back to Korea whenever she could.

 

Until last week.

 

everyone could see the change on him

 

Now he not only avoided Chaerin but also to the whole group.

 

every rumor of dating her,

 

supposed again a sharp pain in his heart

 

now he kept stalking her in the only way he could.

 

each update instagram,

 

each Tweet,

 

every breath in the distance.

 

and today he could see her