I recommended you to listen to The Paper Kites's song - Bloom in this chapter. If you didn't have it, stream it , download it. It doesn't need hundreds of mucles. I guaranteed.

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Some expert said that human live consists of four crucial stages. Number 1 : Childhood, the innocent yet important part of our life. Especially the age below six, it's not about diapers,milk at night or your thumb but that's about how you form your characteristic that will emerge in the future. 

Number 2 : Adolescence , yes where you're crying or freak out when you got your first period, having difficulty to shave your hair , because beard was not in back then. The time of satisfying your curiosity is more important than making your calculus homework. The time where you decided being emo while bouncing your head at the corner of highschool, or being a charismatic joke showing off your athletic ability or maybe when you decided to do school appropriately and mistaken as being nerd. The time when trying drugs , , and other delinquencies were excusable. Because hey ! You only live once and a teenager ! Curiosity didn't kill you.

Number 3 : Adulthood, This the time when you start to feel and understand of life work. You're laughing your when you remember how dumb you were as a teenager. Going out in some fancy gatherings , charity , or just going on college, having job get married and have kids, what Darwinian called evolution. You didn't remember you ever want to be a kpop idol or wanting to marry one of them . Because apparently , life has show you that something worth for your struggle is reality.

Number 4 : The last is old time, when you grew so much grey hairs or even lose hairs, wrinkled start to form all over your body. All day long sitting on a chair watching your grandchildren losing their faces in their keep advancing technology gadgets. While you're mushy and keep talking about your past to your grandchildren. You told them of your first broke up on facebook, first story with dog filter on snapchat . It seems like yesterday, when it's already decades ago. The old time was a time when you find your wisdom, you never go to church or other religious sect but you start to interest in one. Then you have your own opinion about the meaning of life. Whether it's good , bad, sad or plain. But one thing you have to remember....

You're going to be the most SWAG granny in the future ! Because man, with all those selfies, vlog , gizmos and the thing about out for harambe was going to be a good story for the future young generation. Just becareful not to tell the embarrassing one.

It's a little bit out of topic indeed, but from the four things above, the most important is the part between adolescence and adulthood, Young adulthood . When you're confuse and curious, because believe it or not . Some of us in that time were dealing with some psychological disorder. Like Depression, Borderline , Anxiety. When you doubt your own self , and too much self-loathing . Especially if it's something to do about your crush. You like them but it seems they never notice you, you want to tell how you feel but you cowardice. You lose your self, you don't know who are you. You have to introduce your self again to your self . And the last thing come to your mind is ....you want to run away and give up on life.

Yoona gulped , her eyes stare sternly at the rope hanging from above the ceiling . It swayed to left and right rapidly. She took a chair , climbing into it then grip the rope tightly with her hands.

Eunhyuk ,like usual entering Yoona's room without bothering to knock. "Yooonaaaaa i brought nail pol,- Yoona !". He screamed in shock , covering his open mouth. And in fast, he ran to his friend's side , hugging her legs trying to stop whatever Yoona will do with the rope. " Yoona ! I know you desperate because you can't get your crush ! But this is not the way honey, this is not how humanity have to deal with life. You do counselling ! Don't lose hopeeeeee !"

Silentttttt.....

"What the are you talking about ?!". Yoona asked in confuse looking down at her friend.

Eunhyuk look up." You're going to get suicide right ? Because you can't tell your feeling to Yuri ?"

Yoona laughed. "You're mistaken weirdo ! I'm just going to put my halloween pumpkin lamp !". She laughed again." Though your idea, a little bit tempting. But no, i still want to see Yuri's beautiful face everyday."

"Aww kekeke..Sorry, i didn't see that pumpkin coming."

Yoona turned from the chair and landed her on the bed. "Though, i admit i'm a little bit desperate and really want to go away from the reality. I think i should flea to Puerto Rico, tanning my skin and change my name to be Concheta Lopez.."

Eunhyuk's jaw dropped, looking at Yoona from head to toe. "Are you out of your mind ? You're Asian ! And even Puerto rican goes migrated to New York one by one nowadays !"

"Burrito ! Burrito !"

"That's Mexican honey, anyway don't get down with your self. I know something precious eventually will be blossom between you and Yuri in the future..". He motivated.

" I hope so , Thank you Eunnie..".Yoona smiled turning her face to the guy, and that time she just notice the bunny ears on Eunhyuk's head. "What the you're wearing dude ?"

Eunhyuk rolled his smoky eyes. "This is my halloween custom duh .."

"Didn't you have to wear something more frightening ?". Eunhyuk sighed , some people always judge something from the color and shape . That's why there's thing called misogynist and racist. 

The guy touched his bunny ears and Holy ! That's moving ! " Now Does this bunny ears look frightening for you ?"

Yoona squinted her eyes , What's the difference ? It's just moving. It doesn't have something to do with frightening or not."Whatver float your boat..".Yoona murmured turning around to look at her phone. She unlocked the screen scrolling to every messages she got. While Eunhyuk still playing with his moving bunny ears.

Yoona's eyes shot wide open when one particular person sent her a message. It was the hot senior, her crush for a year KY ! . "Kyaaa !!". She squealed in joy earning Eunhyuk's attention. The guy peek at his friend's phone but then immediately got shove. " Creeeeeepppp !"

The guy scowled."Stingy..".But it doesn't make him less happy to know Yoona got a progress with her crush. The doe-eyed open the message, it was read 'Hi Yoona, Do you have a free time tomorrow? ;) '

"Woahhh !!". Yoona can't believe it , Does this mean Yuri going to ask her for a date ? .Well, maybe Yuri didn't mention about it. But still having to spend time with Yuri is a big opportunity to be close with her crush. Whether it's date or a usual hanging out.

Yoona immediately typed back." Yes..Why ? ;)".An emoticon always colored the text. She sent it and wait impatiently for the reply. In this suspense, even Eunhyuk's bunny ears look interesting now. She felt her phone vibrated and smile again knowing it from her crush.

'Well, i kind of having place i want to visit but i want someone accompany me'.Poor soul, Yoona murmured. Of course , Yoona wouldn't think to twice to join. She start to type back again.

"Okay , but may i know where's the place you want to visit ?"

"Oh puhlease Yoong..". Eunhyuk mocked Yoona's trying to be polite act . " This is not a silver screen era, Why don't you just sending birds to each other instead of text ?"

"Shut upppp..". The doe-eyed look exciter again , when she got the next reply. She really curious about where Yuri will taking her ? Is it a cinema ? Or a carnival with ferris wheel or even better , a hotel ?!.

She opened the message , and her expression drop 180 degrees. 'My uncle have a farm at the village , and going to harvest some pumpkins. I want to try it , so are you in ?'

" Hahahahaha..".Eunhyuk laughed his off while Yoona's jaw dropped."Are you going to be a cowgirl or something ? Hahaha...".Yoona ignored her friend's laugh and mock tone. Maybe the thing Yuri's asked is not what she expected but still going out with just the two of them didn't make her lose the excitement. Let's forget about Puerto rico and Concheta Lopez, when she have what she called a Pumpkin date waiting.

'Count me in ;)'

"Good luck with your Pumpkin date Yoona~~~". And once again the bunny ears moved.

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One thing Yoona have the difficulty to choose is what kind of outfit she have to wear. Looking at her wardrobe is quite bored , there's a lot of it but she doesn't know what to pick. She hates this feeling ,  everything look good indeed  but nothing can make her satisfied. Shopping for another clothes wasn't an option , since her so called Pumpkin date would be an hour away. 

She sighed , okay her eyes roamed on the upper wear. Flannels, t-shirts, sweatshirt why she just realized how androgynous her outfits were. She goes with her favourite black and white flannel shirt, she knows this is not the best to wear considering she have a date with the best person in the world. But sometime simplicity always led to perfection. She took a pair of jeans , then stare at her self in the mirror brushing her hair . She smiled to her self, within a minute she ready for her date.

They decided to meet at the park near their campus first before going to Yuri's uncle's farm. Yoona tried fastening the speed of her board, she start to regret why didn't she rode a bus or taxi. She doesn't want to be late on their first ever proper date. 

But it doesn't make the excitement less even a bit. Yoona even have a difficulty to confirming her own self. She goes on and on about...

Me and Yuri having a Pumpkin date .

Me and Yuri having a pumpkin date ?

Me and Yuri having a pumpkin date !

A pumpkin date Yuri and me .

A pumpkin date Yuri and me ?

A pumpkin date Yuri and me !

It's a little bit distracting her for her anxiety, and without she realized she already arrive at the park. Yoona lift her board then gulp in nervous as she saw Yuri's gorgeous figure leaning on the car. How embarrassing, Yuri look so hot and handsome with her bomber jacket and jeans. While Yoona looked so plain and dull, perfection all over Yuri while Imperfection haunting the young Im.

There is no turning back to change her clothes though, this is what she have been waiting for. The doe-eyed approached the brown haired girl. Ah did Yuri dyed her hair ? Yoona doesn't fond of someone making an artificial color with their hair. But when it's come to Yuri, she guessed that she've been wrong this whole time. How could something artificial can be so damn perfect and right if it's come from Yuri . Yoona giggled internally, clearly when it's come to your crush everything look perfect.

"Ehh Hi Yuri..unnie.". The doe-eyed greeted smiling nervously then scratch the back of her neck when Yuri's eyes and her made contact. Yuri smiled back looking up and down to her crush, Jesus ing christ Yoona looked so cute and beautiful in her simple clothes. The struggle of asking Yoona out first now seems worth it, no it's not worth. It's beyond her expectation !

" Hi..".Yuri greeted back , they're pausing for a minute "How are you ?". She decided to have some light conversation.

" I'm fine , You ?"

"Fine too..". They're pausing again, looking at each other with awkward yet happy toothy grin. Being in here together , make them forget about the whole pumpkin date. Who care about pumpkin ? If you have someone who Pumpking your heart beside you. But seriously , are they going to be like this for the whole day. Of course not, they need another activity beside staring at each other." So...Are you ready ?".Yoona nodded "Well let's go.."

The two of them start to enter the car, it's not quite fancy, but it still count as cool for the college girl like Yuri. Yoona put her skateboard at the back seat. "You really like skateboarding didn't you ?". She looked up with smile as the question rose from Yuri.

" Yes, i think it's not my hobby anymore. It's already become my identity.".With all the nicknames about SkaterYoong, Yoona glider,Doe-eyed board and so on it's understandable. Yuri a little bit have a pang of jealousy with the skateboard, it's been with Yoona everyday, the whole time on her feet.

At the other side, Yoona hoped that she didn't sounded like a freak for Yuri. Sure she really like skateboard, but she loves Yuri. Sure the skateboard on her feet everyday, but Yuri on her heart every seconds and beat. Sure skateboard is her identity, but her self is just for the girl beside her. It sounded corny indeed , but when you falling for someone there's nothing can hold you back.

Yuri start the engine of her car then drove it. The car was screamed Really Yuri , indeed. It smell good,just like Yuri. It's comfortable just like Yuri. Even if she have to live in here for a year, she would willing to do that. As long as it something related to her crush.

Now , she again goes on and on about confirming her own self. Her and Yuri in the same car. Her and Yuri in the same car ? . Her and Yuri in the same car !. In the same car , Her and Yuri. In the same car Her and Yuri ?. In the same car, Her and Yuri !. Too good to be true, too hard to believe. But happens.