Becoming a Fan

Glitzy Sobriety
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Her eyes grew slightly wide at the visual spectacle that was currently playing on the airplane television screen. That was a lot of colours, she couldn’t help but think to herself. Tiffany wanted to blink a bit at the onslaught of neon, but then that famous uniquely nasal voice accompanied the colours and the neon and the rapper himself dancing like an utterly crazy, drunk fool and suddenly everything started to click.

Cowboys, long hair, the mad hatter/Willy Wonka, singing in water, an archangel and to top it off, sticky rice cakes. And the lyrics…dear God. The video was filled with so much of nonsense that by the end of it, it started to actually make sense. She wasn’t even surprised to find herself grooving slightly to it by the end of the song. The beat was addictive.

“Yah, Fany-ah. I’m trying to sleep here. Stop moving so much.” Taeyeon grumbled, opening an eye in slight annoyance to look at her.

Not really listening to her, she simply pointed at her headphones, “I’m listening to Big Bang’s new song. Bae Bae.” Although, she couldn’t help the snicker that passed through as she said the song title out loud.

Taeyeon cracked a slight grin too, opening both her eyes now. “The one about those rice cakes? You know G-Dragon wrote it.”

“I don’t doubt it for a minute. It takes a few listens to get used to it though.”

“Yeah, but it’s addictive as hell, so be careful. You don’t know how many times I’ve caught myself singing those lyrics out loud and getting embarrassed. Aish.”  She groaned, ruffling her blonde hair in exasperation. Tiffany only laughed, mentally noting not to get addicted to the song; if it gets stuck in her head; she knew she wouldn’t be able to catch herself from singing it out loud. She had no restraint, after all. She just knew.

“You should listen to Loser by them.” Taeyeon said, leaning back and closing her eyes once again. “G-Dragon wrote the lyrics for those as well, I think. You’ll know why I’m specifying when you listen to it.”

Intrigued at that, Tiffany searched for the Loser music video and pressed play.

From the start, she knew this was nothing like their other release. It had a melancholy melody to it, the piano creating that perfectly. And the lyrics…

Loser, loner
A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent

It’s been a long time since I’ve forgotten about love
I can’t listen to hopeful love songs anymore
You and me both
We’re just sad clowns, tamed and scripted
I’ve come too far

At some point
I started looking at the ground more than the sky
It’s hard even to breathe

She understood right from the beginning why Taeyeon recommended it to her, as well as why she herself like it enough to recommend it. It just made her want to sit back and listen to the depressing, absolutely intangible story it wanted to express. It made her want to act all broody and glare at something for no other reason other than to just glare. And the underlying gritty part of it was that it was such a relatable song.

She had a feeling that this song was certainly going to be stuck in her head.

Glancing back at the screen, her lips quirked a bit at the tattoo like thing drawn as sideburns for the leader of the group. Admiration that had always been there from the moment she had started to listen to the song and amusement at that really stupid looking side burns design warred with each other.

She was definitely going to keep an eye out for the r

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eliza_08 #1
Chapter 7: This is my 3rd reread, I really love your story and hope you will come back to finish it sometime.
dare_devil #2
Chapter 7: pleaseeee updateee.. love itt
meme19 #3
Chapter 7: Im not good at reviewing, plus my english is not so good. But you can bet, i will always read this story well. Keep writing juseyo ?
TwistedIceQueen #4
Chapter 7: This remains to be my go to story for jifany feels. Hope you keep it up!
softhwangs
#5
Chapter 7: Since I've just noticed your want of reviews, I guess I'll give you one which should hopefully inspire you to continue this story. It's my 2nd comment and this review will probably but hey, it's the thought that counts.

The main focus of this poor attempt of the review is to emphasize the breath-taking and captivating choice of words you used on this masterpiece. Yes, I am calling it that. Your ideas are so thought out and arranged in such way that us readers - especially I - feel as if we were watching a movie of two crestfallen lovers who hold each other up. Comforting one another in their time of need, as well as just being goofy people to one another.

I love how Taeyeon and Youngbae gives excellent pieces of advice onto Tiffany and Jiyong. (Tiffany shrugging it off nonchalantly makes it even better. It just gives it a real-life Tiffany Hwang feel...) Your portraying of Jiyong is also brilliantly captured for simply, G-Dragon - the well known Swag King and Royal Highness of K-pop - is just the shell of a shy and gentle man which is Kwon Jiyong. I love it. I just love it. How behind that intimidating idol known for his richness, swag, and luxury life is a man who faces a lot of problems and needs a shoulder to cry on too...

Personally, I adore the way you let the reader know both sides as well as letting us feel how Jiyong faces his problems whilst Tiffany being there with him. Their meeting was *quite* unique and different from the other fanfiction stories I've read but read but that's good. It's really good. Great, even.

(butIhopeyouaddscenesofTiffanyorJiyongcryingcauseIloveangst)

(MaybeTiffanycauseshenoticesJiyongstill"loves"Kikoandshe'shurtandallthat)

Therefore, everything is - literarily - perfect. (For me, I guess)

So please~ Author-nim, please continue this story <3 Jebal~ 고마워!!!
softhwangs
#6
Chapter 7: 2nd time reading this and I really hope you update soon author-nim ;-; This is the only JiFany ff that made me swoon... Please ????
tinaleee #7
Finally updated, love jifany
aziantearz
#8
Chapter 7: Ahh Ithis recent chapter was adorable!!! My JiFany feels has been restored. I look forward to your future chapters as I definitely still read this :)
soshi_frvr24 #9
Chapter 7: Upvote. Hope this inspires you. You deserved it.