Amber's POV  
   I didn't know what got into me...the only thing I knew was that I just wanted to cry
   I slammed my hand on the table and made my way outside leaving them all surprised

   My heart softened when I suddenly hear a sweet voice whispering my name, "Amber..."

   I stopped for a moment thinking...Could it be her?

   I shook all my thoughts from my head and got away from that room,I need some time alone

    I went back to Jay's office,grabbed some cans of beer and filled my body with it

     
    After a couple of hours,someone stepped inside and a familiar figure came in, "Amber,what are you doing?! You know that you can't drink too much beer! Some trainees might see you" A man scolded me

   My sight got clearer as I smiled like a fool at Jay's face, "O-Oh,It's you manager-nim~~" I whined and continued poking his cheek

   He rolled his eyes and slightly pinched my cheek,dragging me outside his office, "Y-Y-Yah! It hurts! Aiishhh!" I whimpered loudly while rubbing my reddened face
   "What's wrong with you Amber?! You changed in a second,what the hell" He scolded me once again 
   His eyes widened and he quickly asked me "Wait...Krystal...Krystal J-Jung Soojung,that name doesn't sound unknown to me"
   As much as I was drunk,I couldn't even reply properly, "Jay,do you remember the girl I talked about when you saw me crying a few years ago?"
    He patted my shoulder and bit his lips "Y-Yeah?"

    "That's her." I firmly said avoiding his gaze

   He leaned his arm on my shoulder and sighed "I'm sorry Amber,but we already got her in this company,she showed great potential and her acting looked so realistic...she's going to be a great actress"
   I slightly pushed away his hand and chirped "It doesn't matter,I'll just go back to my hotel,tell my driver to wait for me outside"

   "Ms.Liu,I'll drive you back to the hotel" my driver said and opened the door for me as I felt my body falling on the seat

     
   "Ugh!" I groaned as I tried to escape from my driver's grip
   He carried me on his shoulder like a potato sack and brought me to my room, "Ms.Liu,don't be stubborn! I'll just lay you here then,see you tomorrow" He said as he carefully laid me down my bed

    A tear slowly came out my eye while I shamelessly mumbled "Krystal...I-I miss you"

   I leisurely squeezed my eyes at the same time rubbed my head, "I need a hungover soup"
   As soon as I sat up,I called the room service, "Good morning,(cough) can I order a chicken soup?" I groaned coughing 
   "Yes,room?" She asked
   I coughed loudly "Room 92 as always ahjumma"
   I felt her breath being taken away by my words, "Is it you A-Amber?"
   "Y-Yeah ahjumma,can you please bring me something to eat?" I asked
     
    After about 10 minutes,the same lady of the other day came inside my room with a warm porridge, "Thank you ahjumma~" I cheered and took a sip of the soup
    "Amber,did you drink beer? You smell like you just did a bath of beer" she said and opened my room's curtain 
    The sunlight enlightened every single part of the place, "A-Ahjumma~ there's too much light!" I whined covering my self with a blanket
   She came up to me and rolled me out of my bed like a mom as I laughed loudly "Ahjumma! You look like my mom"
   Her hands moved on her hips,making her look like a real mom scolding her baby, "Amber,you shouldn't drink too much,it's not healthy for you"
    I blinked a few times and nodded briefly "Yeah! You don't have to worry anymore!"
    I almost jumped on her as she piped "Aigoo~ my back...Amber eat that soup so that I can take your plate back"

     
   "Ahhh~~ that was soooo good" I said in relief with my thumbs up while smiling widely
   She took the plate from my hands and went out leaving me changing my clothes 
     
    
   As soon as my feet made their way outside,I could already see my driver waiting for me, "O-Oh! Bro! Let's go?"
   He nodded and started the engine silently towards the company

   
    "Gyaaaaa~~ unnieeee"
       "Ambeerrr!!! So handsome~"
    "Marry meee!"
           "You are the best!"
   "My idol~~"

   After spending time with them,they gave me all their gifts as I walked inside being greeted by manager Jay, "Amber,today you'll be the trainees guide for the company"

   My jaw dropped. That means I'll h-have to guide K-Krystal too?

   "O-Okay-" I stuttered nervously and he cut my words by advertising me "They are waiting for you in the practice room"
    "A-Already?!" I shouted soundly with my hands grabbing into my hair
    
      
    I slowly opened the practice room's door revealing all the trainees' smiley faces
   "Anyeonghaseyo~" they all bowed politely but I can see that they are pretty anxious 
    I slightly bowed "Hello everyone,I'll be your guide for today...so please pay attention,okay?"
    They all nodded excitedly especially someone at the very back 

  She was stunning as ever,her hair tinted in a dark brown making her look like a foreigner. Her sharp eyes shining and her pink lips were so tempting 
   I shook my head from all my thoughts about her and focused on what I have to do, "Okay let's start"

   They all followed me to the recording studio where I explained them how it worked and how our producer will help them during the process
    They all looked fascinated,everyone's eyes were wide open and their mouth too

    Suddenly,while continuing explaining,my phone rang

     *Nohchigo shipji anha dashineun anorgeot gata
    So tell me what's up nae-*

    I cleared my throat and replied but my eyes couldn't stop looking at her...damn it stupid heart! They might hear you!

Krystal's POV
   Amber was handsome as always...I have to admit that she developed so much,in fact she became even more masculine

   I couldn't stop looking at her,the way she bites her lips,the way she run her fingers through her hair,the way she looks at us and the way she smiles

    I miss seeing her like this

   In America there wasn't a day I didn't miss her,I tried everything to stop these feelings but it didn't work 

    A familiar song echoed in the recording studio and my eyes widened when I saw Amber grabbing a phone from her pocket 

    T-That song...S-She still listen to it?

    Does it mean...something?

    
    After a couple of minutes,she ended her call and continued with her guiding "lessons"
    
    I noticed the way she looked at me...her dark eyes eyeing me from head to toe, "Miss.Jung are you hearing what I'm saying?" She huskily said
    I furrowed my eyebrows and murmured "Mh?"
     She touched her forehead and sighed deeply "What did I say before starting everything? The next time I call you Miss.Jung,please you may pay attention." 

    Amber...why are you talking to me like that?

     "S-Sorry"
    She bit her bottom lip as she continued talking
    

    "...and that's all,I hope you enjoyed this little tour" she finally said,lightly bowed and went out

    After she made her way out,all the girls started to fangirl over her

      "Did you see those freaking hands?!"
   "Imagine those fingers inside you!!"
          "Oh my god..."
   "She is so hot!"
  
    I wanted to just block my ear from hearing such things,I can't bear hearing these girls talking about my Amber like that

      Wait...she isn't mine anymore

     Krystal Jung Soojung,stop putting your hopes up,it's all useless.

     I went out too and saw Amber taking a peak where she left us all
     I slowly walked towards her and asked "What are you looking at?"
     She jumped surprised with wide eyes open as she stuttered "N-Nothing"
     I arched an eyebrow and teased furthermore "Really?"
     She cleared and took a deep breath 

     "Why should you care about what I'm doing miss Jung? You didn't care when you left...so please mind your business" she coldly said and continued

     "...and another thing...can we avoid seeing each other? I don't want to see you in front of me or even talking to me,okay? Now please leave" she finally said and left the company

       
       "I miss you Amber"

     Those words were like knives stabbing my heart...she doesn't want to see me anymore

    That night I went clubbing just wearing a short mini black tight dress,defining my curves and my

     The club was filled with different people all enjoying their lives and maybe some were there to forget something or someone
      
     As soon as I entered,I made my way to the bar tender to get a hard drink "Mr,give me the most hard drink you have"
    He eyed me for a moment,"Are you sure you can handle this miss?" He asked worriedly 
    I nodded and quickly drunk the entire glass of alcohol, "Ahh~" I moaned loudly making some men stare at me 

    They are already just for that moan...ugh

    Suddenly I felt a hand wrapping my waist and someone was whispering in my ear "Hey baby girl,what are you doing here alone?"
    I slapped his hand and roughly pushed him away "What the f*uck do you want?"
    He came once again to me and grabbed my wrist "Wanna see my home? I feel like you're going to love my king sized bed"

     This f*ucking dude is really irritating me

    His grip got even tighter,dragging me with him when suddenly a voice made my heart beat...

      "Let go of her!"

      That voice
  
     In a second,I found that man on the floor,his cheeks burning,and his bottom lip bleeding
     
     I looked at him her and got to see her face, "W-What...-"
    "Now tell me...Miss Jung,what are you doing here?!" She angrily asked

      Amber again...

    "Why should you care?" I annoyingly said while rolling my eyes
      
    She suddenly burst out yelling "Because I!-" but she stopped her self from saying something

      "Because you?" 

    She gulped and breathed out like she wanted to say more but her heart stopped her, "Amber wait!" I shouted as she started to walk away from me
      
         
    "W-Wait!" I whimpered while holding into her wrist as my tears started to flow down my eyes
    She looked at my hand still grabbing hers but she shook off my grip and looked down at me, "Forget it...it doesn't matter anymore and don't touch me!" She hissed and went to her car,locking it.

    "Amber l-listen to me...p-please" I sobbed as my fingers traced her car's window
     She ignored my gaze but I'm pretty sure about this more than anything

      I saw how she looks at me...how she steals some glance from me

       "I-I still love you Amber..."

A/N : Just got back from summer camp! ^^ it's been like 1 week(?) since I last visited asianfanfics lol (sorryyyyy) *bows deeply* 

I'm currently working on another chapter and it's basically midnight here (~_~") 

and please if you find some spelling mistakes, don't mind them :/// (too tired....ugh) 

well...I need to say goodnight now,see you all soon ^^ Byeeee~~ Good night or good morning or good evening or good afternoon wherever you are now