Amber's POV 
   *riiiiiiiinnng driiiiiiinnnn!*

   I quickly jumped off my bed as soon as I heard my ear being punched by the alarm clock
     
   "Damn it!" I hissed and stopped it from ringing
 
   The sun was already shining high in the beautiful sky
    From my big windows I could see any kind of people and buildings,from babies to grannies and from little houses to skyscrapers 

   My life really changed after my debut...I don't need to struggle anymore,I can do what I want and I finished university 

   But still...something someone was missing in my heart

   In front on this beautiful view,I stretched all my body and dressed my self as I got ready to go to the SM Building to rehearse 

    I checked my watch and it was still pretty early to go
     
   My hand slowly reached and touched my stomach, "Ugh..." I groaned and l*icked my lips

   I'm so hungry right now, "need to eat" I mumbled to my self and called the room service

   "Hi,this is the room service,may I help you?" A woman's voice answered
   I cleared my throat and replied, "A-Ah..yeah...Can I please request b-breakfast?"
    "Of course,what would you like?" She asked 

    I think that I will just go for an american breakfast

    "Eggs,with bacon and sliced bread p-please at room number 92" I chirped nervously 
    "Okay,we will bring your breakfast in 5 minutes" she finally said and hang up 
       
   After exactly 5 minutes,the room service came perfectly in time 
     
     *knock knock*

   "Come in!" I said
   The door slowly opened,showing the made's bright face

    "Omo!" She quivered at the sight of me
    I smiled back and went to her as I grabbed my food and thanked her politely, "Thank you"
    She suddenly groaned, "W-Wait! Ehm...c-can you please s-sign this" she said and grabbed her apron
    I looked at her awkwardly then flashed a smile at how cute this middle aged woman looked, "I-I haven't bought y-your CD...yet,I'm broke right now...but I'll make sure you buy one!"

     I turned my back without talking to her and took something out of my lagguage, "Take this ahjumma" I chirped and handed her my album
    She blushed widely and slowly gave it back to me, "O-Oh no...I can't accept this"
     
   And that's when we started doing the pull and push game
   She was giving it back to me while I was handing it to her

    "Just take it ahjumma,it's my gift for giving me this food! And wait...I have to sign it" I laughed and quickly put my signature on it

    I didn't know how to feel about this ahjumma,she seems so warm inside and her smile looked so motherly,something that I didn't feel during my childhood

      
  After a well made breakfast,I got out of the hotel and rushed to my van where my driver was already waiting 
  "Sorry bro,I was j-just having breakfast" I stuttered nervously 
   He took my backpack and put in inside, "Let's go now,your manager is waiting"

   
   In front of the building there are always fans waiting for their idols and this time it was for me
   My driver parked the car in front of SM Entertainment where I got welcomed from all of them
   They were so cute! Always telling me that they love me and always ready to give me some gifts
      
    I stopped to talk with them for a bit,I really wanted to spend more time with them, "Oh my god,unnieeee~~ you are so handsome!"
    I blushed widely and scratched the back of my head 
     
   I chuckled and bowed to them, "I have to go now,see you later girls" I said while waving at them and winked

     
  "Amber,you are kinda late" my manager welcomed me as soon as I got inside
   I cleared my throat and purred "I was talking with my fans Jay"
     
   "What did you want to talk about?" I asked and sat in front of him,drinking a glass of water
   His hands held his chin then he looked straight into my eyes, "Amber,Mr. Lee,our president,said that he wants you to look out for the others trainee that are coming today"
    I almost chocked my self after what he said, "(cough) W-What?! B-But what didn't he asked someone more experienced than me,like...Boa unnie?" I uttered
    Jay sighed deeply as he breathed out, "You are his protégé Amber,it's thanks to you that this company is getting bigger and bigger"
     I have to be really responsible...and I need to see new trainees, "Look...don't be nervous,you are going to be judging with the other SM's staff of course"
     The lump in my throat slowly went down in relief 

    "When are we going to start?" I queried to Jay
    "They are coming in a couple of hours,in the mean time spend some time in the practice room Amber,you need to work on your dancing" He finally said while I left his office

      
   The practice room was quiet and lonely 
    I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and connected it with the bluetooth speakers of the room

    I slid down my music playlist until I found that song
  
    *Nohchigo shipji anha dashineun anorgeot gata
    So tell me what's up nae maeum gatgireur
    Jogeumdo sumgiji anhgo jogem sarangseureopge
    Jeonharrae nae mam ni nuneul bogo malhae so into you~*

    I sat for a moment on the floor,my back on the wall and my head leaned on it while I slowly closed my eyes...picturing her smile,her sharp eyes,her long dark hair
     
     
   
    After a couple of hours dancing to different songs,I felt my body collapsing on the ground
     "Ugh god..." I moaned at the same time my sweat was rolling down my forehead
      
     I checked the clock and I quickly got up then made my way to see the new trainees without changing my clothes,leaving my body with just a singlet,showing off my tattoos on my forearm
       
     I leisurely opened another room's door and saw that they already started
     "O-Oh...Hi everyone,sorry for being late" I said in a low tone of voice and walked towards my seat between my manager and a woman
      

     Girl after girl,boy after boy,groups after groups but no one had the exact potential to get in this company
     
    I massaged my temples and coughed loudly "When are we going to finish?" I asked nervously 
   Jay patted my shoulder and arched an eyebrow, "Wait a little more Amber,this is the last one"
     
     I let out my breath and laid my head in the chair as I sighed deeply

      "Next one!" A man shouted and made a girl enter the room

    Before getting inside,Jay whispered into my ear all her informations "So she's 22 years old,born and raised in America but studied in Korea for a while until she had to return in America once again."

   She sounds similar to someone really special to me (sigh)

    I eyed him as he continued "She's going to audition to be an actress,I heard that she's really good"
    I squeezed my eyes and sat up straight on my chair

     
   "There she is" Jay said and pointed at her

   Suddenly my heart beat started to increase and all the emotions I kept all these years wanted to come out of me

   That moment...no one knew how much I wanted to hug her but my heart controlled my body and the anger prevailed

   Jay began to introduce her to me, "She's Krystal Jung Soojung,from America and an actress"

     *bump!bump!bump*

   Just hearing her name,my heart skips a beat...many years have passed but my love for her didn't change

    I tried to wash my past with her but everything I did was useless 

Krystal's POV
 (Flashback)
     "Sweetie! I have some great news!" My mom said as she suddenly opened my room's door
     
     I was startled by her sudden action that I shouted "Y-Yah! Mom! I'm l-learning my script!"
    She came to me and threw my pen from my hand, "Leave that"
    "What is it mom?" I asked annoyed 
  
    
    "We are going back to Korea sweetie!" She cheered excitedly 
    
    I blinked a few times before realising what she just said "W-What?!"
    "Soojung-ah...aren't you happy?" She queried 

    It means that if I got there,I might see....her again

   "Your sister and Minho are going to pick us at the airport,in the mean while start to pack your things,we are going tomorrow morning" she chirped and went out leaving me dumb-founded
      
     

-In Korea-
    "Mommy!!! Daddy!!!" Her dolphin like voice welcomed us outside the airport as soon as we walked out

  "Awww my baby" My mom said and hugged unnie tightly and kissed her all over her face
   "How's your company princess?" My dad quickly asked seriously  
   Sica unnie eyed him coldly and nudged dad's elbow "Dad,you didn't change at all...always talking about work,now that you're in Korea just relax! Okay?" She continued persuading him
       
   "Yah unnie! Did you forget about your only sister?!" I whined and pouted cutely meanwhile Minho greeted our parents
      
   She turned and almost jumped towards me making me loose my balance, "Soojung,I missed you sooo much! I missed someone to annoy~" She said while still holding into me
   "Hi Krystal" Minho came and also hugged me

    "Soojung,how's your work as an actress doing?" Jessica asked curiously 
    I sighed "It's going fine,I had many roles but I wanted to try something here in Korea too"
    She furrowed her eyebrows and asked "Like what?"
    "I want to sign under a label" I confidently said
     "...but that's not going to be easy,I need to audition first and I saw that SM Entertainment is doing some tomorrow,I think I'll go there and give it a try" I continued as I was still looking outside the window of our new mansion
     She crossed her legs and asked "How about Amber,Soojung? Now that you're here in Korea,you might see her" 

     Amber...that name I still bring in my heart

    "I don't think I'll see her,she may found someone else and all after these years,I don't think that she will ever forgive me" I said as a tear rolled down my cheek

(End of the Flashback)

   I am now sitting in a room with some other people,all waiting to call their names

    I stayed there for almost 2 hours and finally they called me, "Next one!" A big man yelled 
    I got up,prepared my self and let out a long breath to calm my nerves

    "Whoa" my jaw dropped at the massive space there was inside this other room

    In front of me there was a long table with different people but someone caught my attention
    He was laying on the chair,showing off his neck which was sweating so much.
    His forearm covered by tattoos and his body was pretty built well

    "There she is" a man beside him said and pointed at me

    He slowly sat up straight making my heart beat faster than I expected when I saw his her face
     
    The man beside her continued talking but she wasn't listening to him,her eyes were just fixed on me, "She's Krystal Jung Soojung,from America and an actress"
    With a sudden action,she got up from her seat and silently walked outside

       "Amber..."