스물 셋 (Twenty-three)
So into youDad's POV
I was downstairs alone,sitting on the couch...continuing thinking about what Jessica said before
I feel so mad at my self now.
"Are you even a father?!" These words were echoing in my head
I cleared my throat and walked upstairs to check on my older daughter
I was in the hall,walking. Suddenly I saw that Krystal's room's door wasn't closed...
I know it's her privacy b-but I'm so curious!
I peeked them between the gap of the door and saw Krystal crying on her boyfrien-I mean girlfriend or whatever,that's why with l*esbians and gays you always get confused...
She was sobbing something "I-It's b-because I have never felt so loved by someone. You really make me feel special dork,and I really love this feeling...I feel like I can do eveything I want when you are beside me"
THAT just made my heart sank but warm at the same time...
S-She never felt so loved. What did I do? Jessica was right...I should've spent more time with my family
I saw Amber caressing her hair and locking her into her embrace
"I love you dork."
"I love you too......more than you do."
I stopped picking at them and stood up in front of the entrance like a fool
I guess...I can l-let daughter being a l*esbian,even if it's hurt. But her happiness is worth it.
I took a last peek of them,seeing those two hugging made think about the past,how much I loved my wife and how much happy I was when Sooyeon and later Soojung were born. I left that place with a smile and instead I made my way into Sooyeon's room
*knock knock*
"..."
*knock knock*
"..."
Mhhh...it's so silent in here...What is my Sooyeon doing?
I slowly opened the door and saw like a curled-ball under the blankets of the bed...
I gradually opened the blanket and saw Jessica sleeping peacefully
She is so beautiful...whoa...just like her mother
I saw that her cheeks were red,her forehead was sweating and under her eye fell a tear...was she crying??
I caressed her face and kissed her forehead
"I'm so sorry Sooyeon-ah...I hope that you'll forgive me. Sleep tight,love you my daughter"
Suddenly her face became different...she was like...I don't know scared
She was mumbling something,I think that she's dreaming
I approached her more cause I couldn't hear what she was saying then suddenly, "M-M-Minho..."
Minho...
Minho
Minho
Minho
That name.
"M-Minho...I-I need you" she mumbled again
Sigh...she didn't forgot him yet.
I still remember that day
*Flashback*
"Jessica! Get out! This is a business between me and your f*ucking boyfriend!" I shouted...I was so mad
Jessica grabbed me from behind and pulled me
"Hey! Are you protecting him Jessica?! He's f*ucking gay!"
She started to cry and shouted "And so?! I love him dad! I don't care what or who is him! I love him and I'll not give up on hi-"
*PAP!*
I couldn't control my self anymore,and my hand suddenly slapped her
*End of the flashback*
I shook my head,trying to stop thinking about THAT day,I just looked at my daughter.
My sight got really blurd...I was crying
She's right,I'm not even a father anymore
"I'm so sorry sweetie,I'm so sorry for everything I did to you,and your life" I said as I caressed her cheek
Krystal's POV
"Dork,I'll go to my dad and ask him for something"
I lied. I just wanted to talk with him about what's happening...when Amber came everyone froze.
"Arasso~ I will wait here"
I smiled and closed the door
I was in the hallway and suddenly I saw my father coming out from unnie's room
"Mh? Oh! Aboji (Father)" I ran to him
"Aboji,what were you doing in unnie's room?" I asked
He shook him head and tered "N-Nothing"
I saw his eyes red,and he had eye-bags,like he didn't sleep
"Mh? D-Dad why are your eyes so r-red??"
He quickly rubbed them and wiped off his "remaining tears".
"Don't mind me Krys" he said and walked away,passing me by
But with my arm,I blocked him "Soojung-ah? Why?" He asked
I gazed at him and crossed my arms "Dad,why were you so weird when Amber came today??"
He adjusted his shirt,and his jacket...he's nervous,I knew it. He sometimes do that when he's nervous or uncomfortable
"Ehm..."
I walked closer to him and looked up to him,he's freaking tall! I'm not short!
"Dad..."
"Ehmm...S-Soojung-ah...l-let's talk l-later. I-I h-have to g-go n-now,y-your m-mom asked me to go to the supermarket"
I pouted,"Arasso,see you later then dad"
He leaned forward to kiss my forehead and left me alone "Bye sweetie" he said while waving at me. "Bye daddy".
What's with him?
My head was confused and I couldn't find the reason why dad is so strange today...
I walked towards unnie's room and saw her sleeping
I didn't want her to wake her up but I had to
"Pssssttttt...unnie~" I said while aegyoing
I know...it's stupid
"Unnieeee~~" I said peacefully
She groaned and slightly slapped my hand, "Yah!! Unnieee!!" I suddenly shouted into her ear
She almost fell from her bed,but she quickly controlled her self and sat up straight
"Yah! Soojung-ah! What are you doing?! You gave me a heart attack!!!" She complained
"Mianhae unnie~ but I have to ask you something important"
"Go ahead" she said as she grabbed her phone and looked at it
"You remember when Amber came today right?"
She nodded,"And you saw dad's face right?" I asked
She bit her lips,"N-Not r-really...w-why?"
"He was so strange...it was like he didn't like Amber. Also when I talked about my gay friend Key,his eyes almost pooped out of his face. What's with him anyway?"
She held my hand and squeezed it with her hands
"I-I think that y-you have to know s-something Soojung"
"You remember I had a b-boyfriend right? M-Minho,Choi Minho"
I clapped my hand,"Ah yeah! Minho oppa! I remember him"
"T-The thing that you don't know is that...when dad discovered Minho was gay,he got mad at him,and when Minho came at our house,dad punched him. And after that day he broke up with me..."
I was startled. Why did dad do that?!
I wasn't there that day,maybe I was somewhere else...
"B-But-" I was cut off from unnie's sudden confession.
"Soojung. You have to know that dad hates gays and l-l*esbians..."
"..."
H-He h-hates them?
I quickly shook off her grip and ran in my room where the dork was
"K-Krystal? W-Why are you crying?" She asked as soon as I closed my room's door
I looked at her and caressed her cheek...
If you only knew that my father hates l*esbians dork...h-he might do something to you Amber. Maybe one day you'll not even be by my side anymore. Ugh...why do I have to be in this family??!!!
I hugged her tightly and rested my head on her chest,trying to find comfort
Jessica's POV
*riiiiiiiinnnnnggg driiiiiiiiinnnnnn*
"Ugh" I groaned.
I have terrible eye-bags under my eyes,and I'm half asleep...gosh
"Gyaaaaa!" I suddenly shouted in my bathroom while looking at the mirror
I touched my eyes,"ugh...terrible,I look horrible"
"See you later Soojungie" I said,then I went to my mom and kissed her cheek "Bye mom"
I looked at my dad and wet my lips "B-Bye d-dad"
I got into my car and drove towards my company
Another day started...goddd
I was alredy in my office when suddenly someone knocked the door
*knock knock knock*
"Come in"
"M-Miss Jung there is someone that wants to enter the company" Heechul said
"Arasso,let him come in oppa. I need to interview him"
Heechul bowed and opened the door,showing the new "trainee"
He came in,while I was still looking at my phone
I looked up and I was surprised,happy but angry and hurt at the same time...I didn't know what to feel now
My phone fell on the floor,and my jaw dropped
M-Minho...
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