Amber's POV
     "Dad! Don't leave me!" I shouted while grabbing his left leg
     "Amber! Let go of me! I'll not stay here!" He said and shooked his leg
     "But dad! I don't want you to leave me-PAP!"

     He just slapped me...

     "D-Dad..."
     He looked at me with a pissed face and ran away with his car
     "HEY YOU! WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?! I THOUGHT THAT YOU LEFT WITH THAT SON OF A B*ITCH!" My step-mother shouted 
     I was still crying and sobbing
     I don't know why...but since my father married her,she didn't love me even for a second
     "WHY ARE YOU CRYING,YOU PIECE OF CRAP?!"
     She grabbed me by my short,blonde hair and threw me in my room 
     I grabbed my little legs and cried between them
     If you are wondering why my life is like this,I'll tell you
     My mom died after she gave birth to me,so my father married another woman;I don't know why,but she never loved me like a real mother
     She always have been interested in my dad's money
      After 2 years,they gave birth to my step-brother Jongin,I really love him,but he doesn't...he hates me
     Today they fought about money,so my father left me with them
     
    After crying for one hour,I slowly lifted up my head and looked around me
    The door opened and a little kid came in 
    "Yah! Why are you crying?"
    I bit my lips and tried to smile in front of him,I don't want him to see me crying.
    "N-Nothing"
    "You are so stupid Amber"
    He never called me "noona"
    Suddenly I asked "Jongin,why mom hates me so much?"
    He remained silent and left me alone in my room
    
    Mom opened the door and grabbed me by my collar
    "I'M TIRED! COOK SOMETHING FOR MY JONGIN! YOU BETTER COOK WELL!"
    She let go of me and quickly ran to the kitchen and cooked some porridge for my little brother
    "Jongin! It's ready!"
     He walked towards the kitchen and clicked his tongue
     "Don't need to yell stupid"
    
     *cough cough*

     Jongin just choked the porridge...that kid!
     "Jongin!!!" I shouted while patting his back
     He shook my hand like I had dirt
     "BABYYY!!!" 
    Mom came to us while running
     "BACK UP!!!" She said and pushed me,making me fall on the ground,and my legs were all scratched 
     
      *cough cough*
  
      "Thanks mom" Jonging said
      "YOU D*ICK HEAD!!! YOU JUST TRIED TO KILL JONGING!!"
       "Wait! That's not true mom-"
       "Don't you dare call me mom! I'm not your mom! I'll never be!"
       That made my heart sank...the only thing that I knew is that I was alone,I don't have anyone...
        I've always wanted to go away from this house,but I don't want to leave my lil brother
       Even thought he hates me,I don't know why,but he's the only one that makes me happy
       I really love protecting him,and I'd like to protect him forever.
        I went in my room and locked it
        "YAH! Open the f*ucking door!" I could hear her punching the door 

        Hard.

       
       *riiiiing driiiin*

       "Mmhhh" 

        *riiiiiing driiii-"

        I closed my alarm clock,and slowly got up from my bed
        I dressed my self with my uniform.
        I use the guys' uniform,cause the girls' uniform makes me really uncomfortable; also because I look like a boy (they said)
        I slowly peeked out the door to check if my step-mother was there
        The hallway was silent,she was still asleep
        I went to the kitchen and prepared two bowls of cereals,one for me and one for Jongin
        I was eating when suddenly I heard some foot steps
        I turned my back and saw my brother 
        "Good morning Jongin~ah!"
       He looked at me and stuck out his tongue at me
        
        After eating I grabbed all my things and walked to school with Jongin
        I'm in my 3rd year of elementary school and Jongin is in his 1st year
       "How is going school?" I asked
       "Why do you care anyways d*ick head?"
       My eyes widened and I quickly grabbed his hand and said "Jongin,I'm your sister,that's why I care about you! You shouldn't say bad words! You're too young! No bad words! Arasso?" I scolded him
       He bit his lips and shouted back "You are not my mom! You can't say what I have to do and what I don't have to do! You are just a stupid!"
       I took a deep breath and called my temples
       
      Finally we arrived at school,I accompanied Jongin in his class and then I went to mine
    While walking I met one of my friends
     "Amber!!!"
     "O-Oh...Seulgi!"
     We bumped into each other
      "Amber,how are you?"
      "I'm fine,and you?"
      "Fine!"
      Seulgi is 1 year younger than me,so she's in 2nd grade. She's a really nice kid,gentle and really cute
       I feel like she's my little sister
       I'm one year olden than her,but she doesn't call me 'unnie'
      She looked down at my knees and she saw my scars
      "Yah! What happened to you?!" She said and kneeled down while blowing in my scar
      I laughed a bit at her cuteness and grabbed the back of my head
      "H-Hey...i-i-it's nothing!"
      "Tell me Amber...did your mother did this to you?!"
       She alredy knew about my step-mother,because one day she followed me in my house and saw 'mom' slapping me (My dad wasn't there that moment)
      "E-Ehm...N-No"
      She was about to say something when the bell rang
       
      *driiiiiiiiinnnn*

      "Well,see you later then!" I said while waving my hand at her
      "N-Ne"
      
     "Good morning class-OMO!"
     No...my teacher just saw my scars on my legs
     She quickly ran to me and touched my cheek
     "Amber,why your legs are so scratched?!"
     I tried to think about a lie,but I was too nervous
    "Ehm...I-I fell while r-r-running" 
    "Why are you tering? Are you telling me a lie Amber?"
    I shook my head and bit my lips
     "It better not be a lie"
     The lesson finally started,but during the whole time,my legs were burning so much

     *driiiiiiiiinnnn*

     Finally it's over,and it's time to go home
     I went to my brother's class and picked him up
     "Jongin~ah! Let's go!"
     He talked a little bit more with his classmates and then walked to me
    "Let's go-"
    "Are you Jongin's sister?" A woman asked me
    I nodded and said "Y-Yeah m-mum"
    "I have to talk about his grades"
    "W-Why? Is he having some problems?"
    "Yes,his grades are really low,and he doesn't study" She said 
    I bent down my self to Jongin "Why are you not studying? Mom will not be happy about it"
    He didn't dare eyeing me,he just walked away
    "What's your name?" His teacher asked
    "Amber"
    "Amber,you look like a really good girl...Help your brother,he really need help"
    "I'll try! Oh! I have to go mum! Bye!" I bowed and ran to him
    
    "I'm home mommy!!!" Jonging shouted and run to his mom's embrace
     "Awwwww...my baby is here! I missed you!"
     "H-Hi" I bowed to her
     "LITTLE BASTARD! PREPARE SOMETHING!!" She shouted while pointing at the kitchen 
      
       I finished my cooking,I was sweating buckets,and my head was hurting
       I think that I forced my self too much
       My legs were shaking and I couldn't even stand up
      I grabbed a plate but it suddenly fell 
      "THAT WAS MY FAVOURITE PLATE!!! SUCH A STUPID!!! COME HERE!" She grabbed me by my hair and threw me in the floor
     My knees started to bleed and my sight was slowly blurring...
     She slapped me hard,and my eyes fell on Jongin,that was just watching me being punched by his mother
     "BASTARD-"

     I couldn't hear anything else...my sight got black...and I my breathing was ragged

     I just out.