Kris:What happened with suho why is he like this..

Luhan:Why did he do this

Tao:Why did my umma try leaving us *eyes red and puffy*

Chanyeol:*sighs crying*Suho hyung has servere depression and anxiety that lead to self harm is lead him try taking his life away

Luhan:Oh my..oh my god *tears rolling down his cheeks covers his mouth*

Kris:*sighs slides down the wall tears fall*

Tao:*breaks down crying*

Baekhyun:*shaking his head*I can..cant believe that after all the smiles he put on his face..was all just a mask for the fans..for us

Xiumin:But behind it all he was breaking apart and we did nothing to stop him *tears fall*

Sehun:How could we..he did it so well just so he wouldnt make us worry

Lay:Why is he like this he says im the nice one..but hes the most sweetest hes the angel always putting us first instead of himself *crying*

Kai:Suho hyung is just like that he truly is our protecter our angel and we let him fall apart *cries harder*

Kyungsoo:*sighs*This isnt fair why was it him why couldnt it be me

Chen:Theres nothing we couldve done to stop it we cant blame ourselves Suho hyung will be more upset if he knows were blaming ourselves *tears fall*

Chanyeol:Chen hyung is right we cant break down we need to be his rock in his life..like he is for us..its our turn to be his guardian angels for a change all 11 of us 

Kris:Even us *shocked*

Chanyeol:Of course why not...

Luhan:Because we know we had something to do with why suho is in the hospital its our hospital he carried a turmoil in his life *tears fall*

Chanyeol:But suho hyung wouldnt want you guys to believe that even if you left..he still thought of you guys as family as much as he wants to contact we cant we have eagle eyes everywhere but you three are always in our hearts especially hyungs *Half smiles tears fall*

Kris:And hes always in ours..damn i wish i was here when he needed me the most *hand on his forehead*

Tao:I shouldnt have left umma *cries harder*

Chen:Why dont we pay a visit to hyung *smiles*

At Suho's Hospital Room

Suho:*asleep laying in his hospital bed*

Tao:Umma were here kris hyung luhan hyung and I were back were here to stay for you *crying hard*

Kris:We wont ever leave your side again junmyeon *crying*

Luhan:Just be ok please for us *crying*

Chen:*takes a deep breath holds suhos hand tears fall*Were so sorry hyungie...so so sorry

Chanyeol:*looking at suho by his bed side heart beating fast sighs*

Kai:*sighs*We shouldnt have let it get this far

Sehun:Were all a bunch of idiots *shakes his head*

Luhan:*hugging sehun from behind crying*

Lay:We all were just to blinded to see it *looks down*

Kyungsoo:If only we couldve just went to him and asked him if he was alright *shakes his head*

Xiumin:But we didnt instead we just tore him down little by little 

Baekhyun:And he just stood there and let us be happy when he wasnt happy with himself *tears fall*

Chen:*crying hard*Its my fault its all my fault

Chanyeol:Chen hyung this isnt all your fault you cant blame yourself...hyung wouldnt want you too..HELL he wouldnt want any of us to blame ourselves for any of this *rubbing chens back*

Chen:No no but we are best friends he was the closest one to me that was more than family to me he truly was like my brother my best friend he was my rock in life as well but i didnt notice and let my best friend hold his own weight himself if i couldve just done something *crying*

Chanyeol:Then we are all to blame because we all had a fault at this not just you we shouldve read the signs knowing we were losing him little by little but we just ignored it 

Suho:Mmmm *eyes open slowly looks around sees all the members*

Chen:Bestie your awake...you ok *half smiles sniffs wiping his tears away*

Suho:Yea..im fine just sleepy *sighs hoarse voice*

Chen:Its the medication its starting to wear off *half smiles*

Suho:*looks over at chanyeol*Thanks...yeollie im alright

Chanyeol:*half smiles holds his other hand the back of it with his thumb*We have a surprise for you hyung

Suho:*holds chanyeol and chens hand tightly*Mw..mwo

Tao:Umma *crying hard*

Luhan:*covers his mouth tears fall*My sweet lovely baby angel 

Kris:Junmyeon *tears fall*

Suho:Kris..Luhan...Tao..*tears fall*

Kris Luhan and Tao:*they all run and hug him tightly*

Suho:I missed you guys so much *crying hugging them*

Tao:We missed you so much more *crying*

Luhan:Never ever do this to us ever again you hear me  *crying*

Kris:Were here to stay junmyeon no matter what were here til the end *half smiles wipes his tears*

Suho:*half smiles looks over at the others*Im really sorry you guys for making you worry about me but dont worry ill be mine

Baekhyun:Were the one's who should be sorry hyung *crying*

Kyungsoo:He's right we shouldve been there for you...we shouldve done something *sighs looks down*

Suho:Guys its fine all that matters to me was that you guys were moving and smiling and being happy again thats what makes me content in my life

Sehun:No absoulutely not no one is suppose be feeling this way especially family 

Kai:We shouldve been there for you like when you were for us but we just made you worser we broke you hyungie...

Suho:You guys did nothing wrong so dont think that 

Xiumin:But we did suho even if you dont say it were the ones to blame for this 

Lay:If only there was a way to turn back time we wouldve never done this to you *sighs*

Suho:*sighs*You guys dont need to be blamed for anything alright its none of your faults the only one here to blame is me 

Chen:But bestie....

Suho:I dont wanna hear it alright dont feel sorry for me ill be alright *looks out the window*

Members:*sigh looks down*