Warning:This chapter is very depressing and attempt of suicide!!!!!!

Chanyeol:*sits on the edge of the bed hand on suhos cheek*Hyung ill be back Lay hyung and I are just gonna go to SM and compose some of the songs..

Suho:*looks at chanyeol blinks then back at the window*

Chanyeol:*sighs stands up kisses suhos forehead*

Suho:*closes his eyes tightly a tear rolls down his cheek*

Chanyeol:Ill be back K wait for me *rubbing his back*

Suho:*just looking out the window*

Chanyeol:*sighs looks down*

Kai:Dont worry yeollie hyung ill watch over suho hyung *smiles*

Sehun:We'll be by his side whenever he needs...

Chanyeol:*half smiles*I know i believe you guys take care alright we'll be back as soon as we can

Kai:Naee take care hyungs *smiles*

Chanyeol:*sighs stops strumming on his guitar*

Lay:Ohh chanyeol are you alright *worried looks at him*

Chanyeol:I dont know hyung..i just feel like something isnt right *looks at lay*

Lay:Waee what do you mean...*worried*

At The Dorms

Suho:*grabs his iphone logs into his weibo looks through comments*

Suho is useless why did they even add him to EXO

He doesnt belong into the group hes worthless

What kind of leader is Suho he just let 3 of s leave just like that hes the one who should leave

Ill be happy if suho left they deserve a better leader hes worthless

Suho:*his phone falls shaking tears fall*

Chen:*knocks on the door*Suho hyung kai sehun and i are headed to the grocery store want us to get you something 

Suho:*covers his mouth shaking tears rolling down his face shaking*

Chen:*sighs*Suho hyung....please..talk to me...

Suho:*pulls the covers over his head trying to cover his sobbing*

Chen:*sighs*We'll be back hyung 

AT SM

Lay:CHANYEOL *runs over to him in the garden*

Chanyeol:*jumps hand on his chest*Hyung are you trying to kill me

Lay:Im sorry but have you seen this on weibo theres an anti-suho fan page

Chanyeol:MWOOO *worried eyes widen*

Lay:And it says such horrible things i cant believe people would ever do..suho hyung doesnt deserve this *eyes puffy and red from crying*

Chanyeol:*heart breaking tears form in his eyes*

Yunho:*running in tears rolling down his cheeks*You guys need to get back to your dorm NOWWW

Chanyeol:Hyung..why whats wrong *worried*

Yunho:You guys havent seen what Suho posted on his weibo *worried*

Chanyeol:Lay hyung..*looks at lay*

Lay:*shaking pulls out his phone sees suhos video pop up and plays it*

Chanyeol:*heart breaks as he sees the images of suho shaking crying*

Its me Kim Joonmyeon a.k.a Suho  and i don't know why everybody hates me so much but maybe now I do because now even im starting to hate myself so much more than you guys ever did

Suho:*throwing everything around his room crying hard*

I never understood why everyone talked so negatively about me...of how horrible I am but now i know because its true I am a horrible person

Lay:*shocked and heart broken looks over at chanyeol*

Chanyeol:*heart beating fast yet breaking tears roll down his cheeks*

And right now i dont really see the reason for trying or for talking or for breathing im just done 

Suho:*crying hard rocking back and forth looking down*

So thats it i guess .....BYE *the video goes blank*

Lay:*tears rolling down his cheeks speechless*

Chanyeol:*shaking crying grabs his phone dials his number*Pick up the phone...hyung

Suho:*taking deep breaths shaking falls to his knees crying ignoring his phone calls*

Chanyeol:*running to the elevators*Hyung hyung are you on your way home 

Chen:Were coming as fast as we can....*shaking*

Chanyeol:*tears falling*Hyung he he posted a video on his weibo....huh huh

Chen:*nervous*Wh...what video

Chanyeol:Chen hyung...he's trying to say goodbye.....*gets in the elevator pressing the button*

Chen:*heart breaks drops the phone tears falling*Kai Sehun do you have your seatbelts hyung

Kai:Naee why hyung

Chen:Were about to make this baby fly *speeds off tears roll down his cheeks*

Chanyeol:*runs in the dorms looks around eyes red and puffy tear stained cheeks*

Xiumin:Ohh yeol whats wrong *worried*

Chanyeol:Suho wheres suho hyung..*shaking*

Kyungsoo:Hes in his room he hasnt come out yet whats wrong

Chanyeol:YOU GUYS HAVENT CHECKED ON HIM *runs over to suhos room*

Baekhyun:WAEE WAEE *worried*

Lay:*tears rolling down runs after chanyeol*

Donghae:*worried follows after kyuhyun shocked eyes widen*

Chanyeol:SUHO HYUNG..*banging on the door*

Lay:Suho hyng please open up *crying*

Chanyeol:FORGET THIS *kicks the bedroom door open and runs*

Kyungsoo:What the he-*gasp covers his mouth sees things thrown around suhos room all messed up*

Xiumin:*shocked speechless*Wh..where is he

Baekhyun:What the hell is going on *worried looks at at chanyeol*

Chanyeol:*runs to the bathroom eyes widen heart drops*SUHO HYUNG

Suho:*trying to open a bottle off pills*I cant get the cap off

Chanyeol:What are you doing *trying to take the pills away from him*

Suho:NO STOP *screaming crying*

Chen:SUHO HYUNG *worried tears in his eyes drops everything runs to the room*

Kai:What is wrong *worried*

Sehun:Whats going on *crying *

Suho:*crying hard*Please

Chanyeol:Hyung let go *the pills fall to the floor*

Suho:*screams looks at chanyeol crying*WHAT DID YOU DO 

Chanyeol:*shaking his head tears fall*

Chen:*grabs suho by his shoulders*Sit down sit down 

Suho:Noooo *hics*noooo 

Chen:*crying hugs suho sliding down to the floor shaking holding him tightly*Suho hyung please...dont please

Suho:*crying harder*Noooo i wanna die....i wanna die...i wanna die....

Chen:*crying hard shaking*Suhoo please 

Suho:*screaming crying*I wanna die

Chanyeol:*heart shatters crying*Please...please....please no suho hyung please 

Sehun:*covering his mouth crying*

Kai:*falls to his knees crying *

Xiumin:*crying shaking looks down*

Lay:Hyung nooo...noo *shaking his head tears fall*

Kyungsoo:*head rested on the wall tears falling*

Baekhyun:*hands over his face tears fall*

Chen:Sssshhh ssshhh were here were here *crying hard kissing suhos temple rocking him back and forth*

Suho:*gasping for air crying*I wan...i wann *drifts off asleep*