Woven Regret

The Spider's Web

 

Mir, woke up, still traumatized by the nightmare he had last night. He rose from his slumber, sitting himself up as he thought about what he had dreamed last night, much against his own content. He lowered his feet to the floor, standing up as he limped in pain as if what happened last night was real. Glancing across his room, a sleeping Lee Joon was still lying down on his bed, limping across the room; Mir opened the door and continued his way downstairs.

Seungho could be seen making breakfast, he had so many leader-like qualities about him, always taking care of the members and looking after them, as he passed Seungho with a smile stitched across his face, Mir passed G.O and Thunder with a blank expression, “What’s for breakfast hyung?” Mir asked curiously as Seungho continued making breakfast, “Oh, just the usual, bacon and egg you know?” Mir limped to the dining table and sat himself down waiting for breakfast, “Mir, are you alright?” Seungho questioned him as he witnessed Mir limping to the dining table, “Yeah I’m alright hyung, don’t worry about me.” Mir replied, with a hint of deceit behind his words. Thunder laughed, replying by saying, “Don’t worry about him hyung, Lee Joon probably ed him too hard last night!” G.O couldn’t help but laugh like a hyena, agreeing with what Thunder just stated, “Shut up hyung! It wasn’t like that!” Mir stated, defending himself as Seungho said, “Cut it off you two or no breakfast for you two!” Seungho stated as Thunder and G.O shut their mouths as Mir looked at Seungho sweetly, “Thanks Hyung!”  “No worries Mir, by the way, I need to talk to you later...” Seungho said with a worried expression, “Alright than hyung!” Mir replied, ignoring his worried expression.

Lee Joon awoke from his slumber, sitting himself up as he remembered that he needed to talk to Mir about why he was screaming last night, he stood up, walking down the stairs as he was drawn by the smell of freshly cooked bacon and eggs. As he came his way across the dining table, he gave Mir a look that showed a hint of worry while Mir looked away in fear. Seungho noticed the ominous aura around them two and shot Lee Joon a look that pierced Lee Joon to the heart, after breakfast Seungho dragged Mir into the room. Thunder and G.O both smirked at each other and started laughing like the usual, “Get there!”

“Mir, what the hell is going on?” He questioned Mir, going straight to the topic, “Nothing hyung, I swear!” Mir replied, lying to his elder, “I know you’re lying Mir... there is something off between you and Lee Joon, are you guys going out?” Seungho stated, as if he was threatening Mir to tell the truth, however his words only show care and worry, “God no! I swear there really is nothing going on between me and Lee Joon!” the maknae replied as Seungho stated sharply, “I didn’t ask you if there was anything between you and Lee Joon, I only asked if there was anything happening to you I only asked that as a question.” Mir decided to tell the truth, knowing that he can’t escape Seungho’s grasp forever, “Fine, I’ll tell you what happened, I had a nightmare last night... it was about Lee Joon... I was running down a hall way filled with paintings of Lee Joon kissing or making love to another man or woman, I fell down a set of stairs and I found Lee Joon and he...” Mir cut himself off, as if he didn’t want to continue on with his nightmare, “Keep going Mir, if you want me to help you, I have to know the truth.” Seungho stated, always stating the truth, “He was me hyung! And after he was done with me he left with another woman!” Mir yelled, tears falling down his face as he dug his face into Seungho’s shoulder, “Is that why you screamed last night? Well, don’t worry everything’s going to be alright, it was just a nightmare, we all know Lee Joon wouldn’t do that, after all he is straight after all, and why would he anyway?” Seungho stated, trying to calm Mir as his tears fell on his shoulder, dampening his shirt.

Mir continued to cry as he wasn’t finished his story, the worst feeling yet to come as said, “But hyung... I liked it, I don’t know why, but I liked it, when I woke up I had this wet feeling in my pants, it felt nice to be honest... but at the same time I hated the feeling because I know that Lee Joon left me after receiving this feeling.” Mir admitted as he continued to battle his feelings, “Err... Mir, are you gay?” Seungho couldn’t help but ask him, even though he should be comforting him, “I don’t know hyung, that’s the thing that bugs me most.” Mir continued to cry as he continued to dig his face into Seungho’s shoulder while Seungho hugged Mir, trying to calm him down.

 

Little did they know that Lee Joon was standing in their doorway with a look on his face that couldn’t be deciphered, there were many expressions on his face, disgust, worried, confused, sad, guilt and sorrow, all these feelings that Lee Joon couldn’t control, all wrapped up in one expression. Lee Joon didn’t know what he felt, he didn’t even know what feeling to choose, all he could do now was stare at Mir and Seungho, with a hint of jealousy shining upon his face. With a dead silence, Lee Joon stormed out of the room, while Mir pushed himself away from Seungho and ran after Lee Joon, “Hyung! Where are you going?” Mir questioned Lee Joon as he tried to run away from the dorm, Seungho followed after and soon Thunder and G.O caught attention and also questioned Lee Joon where he was going, “I’m going out, away from you guys.” What came from Lee Joon’s mouth should’ve hurt Mir, and they did, Mir was confused about his feelings, but he couldn’t help but be hurt by Lee Joon’s abstract wording. However, what came from Lee Joon’s mouth was totally the opposite of what Mir thought it would be, Mir took it that Lee Joon was angry, or disgusted by Mir, while truthfully, he said it because he was being distracted by all these people and things happening around him that even he couldn’t tell what he was feeling.

Lee Joon emerged from the front door, shoving himself into the car, as he  turned the car on the car roared with life, and within seconds Lee Joon drove off, to God knows where. As Mir stared outside the window, looking as Lee Joon drove off, Seungho came in from behind and hugged Mir around the waist, “Don’t worry Mir, he’ll be back, but for now, you have to stop crying.” Seungho said as grabbed Mir’s hands, Mir couldn’t help but blush, “Hyung... what are you doing?” as Seungho couldn’t help but slip his hands down into Mir’s pants, “Mir, I’m just trying to take Lee Joon off your mind, clearly its hurting you.” Seungho replied with a seductive voice as Mir regretted that he even said anything back to Seungho, however he did agree with Seungho that he did need to take his mind off Lee Joon, however he didn’t know that this would be the remedy to that situation. Lee Joon was driving around the streets of Seoul as he kept wondering about his feelings for Mir, all he could do was ponder and he couldn’t even decipher his own expression on his face. After eating out and having time for himself at the park, Lee Joon decided to head for home. On the other hand, Thunder and G.O were trying to get some sleep as they heard the moans coming from the other side of the room, normally they would smirk and laugh about this, but they regret mocking about and continued to groan and complain until they fell asleep.

As the ground trembled, a car drove its way onto the drive way of MBLAQ’s dorm, as the sound of engines running quickly came to a stop, Lee Joon emerged from the car and quickly headed upstairs, he couldn’t help but hear the sounds of emitting from Seungho’s room, and from his disgust he saw Mir left Seungho’s room while limping towards his and Lee Joon’s room, trying to avoid Lee Joon’s gaze. As Lee Joon entered Seungho’s room, all Seungho could do was smirk as Lee Joon looked upon him. 

Anyeong ! ~ ^0^ Sorry about the late update, I know I said I would be updating nearly everyday and I know I said I would be handling requests but I'm just so lazy lately T_T I feel really guilty ! And I'm very sorry ! Anywho ! I hate writing filler chapters and I am beginning to run out of ideas, so expect a few boring filler chapters T_T But I will try my hardest to fill each chapter with ... ? Or should I be saying drama ? xD ( although as you can see I just tried my hardest trying to make a filler chapter interesting ... ) anywho ! That's all I have to say about today's update T_T So ... JOESONGHANIDA ! Dx But until next time ... ANYEONG ! ~ <3

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For those who are angry with Seungmir , I'M SORRY I JUST CAN'T THEY'RE TOO CUTE

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satrina7 #1
Chapter 10: are you planing in continuing the story, I really like to know what happens in the end! :P
ClaudineB
#2
Chapter 10: I love this! The intricate complex relationships between gorgeous MBLAQ members.
I'm still rooting for JoonMir to get back together though. They're my ideal pair. Besides, I think Seungho has been too rough on Mir -even if Mir did slightly enjoyed it ;)
Kindly update soon, please!
Keuliseutopeo
#3
LOL . I use Lee Joon , Mir and Seungho because well .. they're ACTUALLY names LOL .

As for Thunder and G.O ~ I always get mixed up with their names/nicknames WHATEVER ! LOL T_T
KaishkaKo #4
-_- irritated that Seungho is getting another shot with Mir. He him. Not shoved him, not argued loudly, not disrespected him. He ing him. That is detrimental, it can RUIN someone! Why would Mir even CONSIDER going anywhere near him again?! Aish! Besides my utter annoyance with this outcome, good update. I am curious as to where this will go.

Lol as for their REAL names

Joon - Lee Chang sun
Mir - Bang Cheol yong
Seungho - Yang Seung Ho
Thunder (Cheondong) - Park Sang Hyun
G.O - Jung Byung Hee
KaishkaKo #5
if Joon has any sense he will beat the living out of Seungho. I am SO angry he put his damned hands on my poor sweet Mir! I am happy you updated but utterly pissed with this situation!
BTS_Mochi
#6
Beating on a maknae is so a violation.
When will Joon step in and save him.
Please update soon
KaishkaKo #7
ugh...I am not a fan of this Seungho and Mir couple, I came here for JooMi. Still, your story is interesting enough and left on a cliff hanger I shall subscribe in hopes that Joon and Mir DO end up together. You write very well!
HellsRainbow #8
Oh my.
Joon!!! DX
Come save the day like a super amazing superhero!
Hehe...he can be Mir's Superman any day~
forgetful_person
#9
Aish.. Why the freaking hell did SeungHo hurt my Mir!
You better watch out SeungHo...
I'm no softy... *shows fists in the air*
NoLimitxInfinite
#10
Why would you (technically) Mir? D: If you love him you'd understand Seungho! ><