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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Sungmin immediately took off his sedative and run towards the last door of the corridor. His head is still spinning and his body
is still aching, but who the hell cares? Kyuhyun could have been worst. He saw Kyuhyun's father talking to the doctor so he
slowed down and lower his head. Cho Appa saw him at the corner of his eyes and walked towards him. The older adult was never
against Kyuhyun's relationship with him... but it doesn't mean he supports it. Then again, he is still a very educated man so
as not to push Sungmin away. He sighed as seeing the shorter man's head wrapped in bandage, and seeing his bruises and wounds
in his arms and legs.

"Are you feeling better?" Cho Appa asked. Sungmin did not meet his eyes, still lowering his stares and more of focusing them on
the floor. He nodded a bit. He looked up shortly to see his lover's dad looking at the door beside them.

"He- he is in coma." The father said shortly.

Sungmin's lips parted a bit, surprised to hear what the older man said. He looked at the clear glass of the door and saw
Kyuhyun lying down on the hospital bed looking lifeless with all those machines connected to him. His eyes started to look
blurry. It's all his fault, he blames himself for all of this.

"Sungmin sshi..." Cho Appa called with a gentle voice.

"Do- do you blame me for this, sir?" Sungmin asked. It would be better to bash him now because that's what he wants after
seeing Kyuhyun in that condition all because he protected him.

"No one wanted that accident... but..." Sungmin met Cho Appa's eyes shortly before lowering down his sight once again. "I halfly
blame you for making my son love you too much that he has to do this."

Sungmin freed his tears after hearing those words. True that nobody wanted the accident but... why didn't he stopped Kyuhyun
when he wrapped his arms around him for protection. He looked at the clear glass once again. "Can I see him?"

Cho Appa gently nodded his head as Sungmin bowed slightly before opening the door. He walked slowly towards the bed and held
one of Kyuhyun's hand. "Kyuhyun-ah... can you just wake up?" his hands tremble as he sees no response to the younger man at
all. "Kyuhyun-ah... I'm really scared right now. Please wake up and hug me. Tell me it will be alright."

Tears fell freely from his eyes as it seemed like Kyuhyun did not hear him at all. Why, of all people, does it have to be Kyuhyun?
It could have happen to anyone else, it could have happen to him instead... so why did it happen to the man he loves dearly?
To the only person he could depend on? Sungmin felt alone even with Kyuhyun in front of him, he feel so alone because he cannot
feel Kyuhyun's presence at all.

"Kyuhyun-ah... please wake up soon. Tell me that everything is fine." He pressed Kyuhyun's hand as he stood up and left the
room. He covered his mouth so as not to free the sobs that he's keeping.

Inside Kyuhyun's room, no one saw a tear sliding down his eyes right after Sungmin left. It has been three days since he was there
still unconscious, aside from the tear that nobody saw, there was no more sign of improvement from him, he never moved a
muscle.

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Sungmin checked out of the hospital a few more days after the accident. He would often visit Kyuhyun to check if he is awake.
Kyuhyun, still in coma, was said to have been improving as most of his internal wounds are already healing fast. They could
have just wish for him to wake up soon but it has been a month. The longest month of the year.

"Kyuhyun-ah..." he said one day as he held the young man's hand. "I've been alone in my apartment for quite sometime now...
you have to wake up soon so we can play the keyboards again. I missed hearing you sing... besides you owe to finish the song
for me, remember?" He looked at Kyuhyun's slender fingers and said. "I never noticed
how slender your fingers are... you should learn how to play the guitar... I should teach you some time." He said smiling to
himself before curling down his lips shortly, on the verge of crying for the nth time.

"I miss you." he said shortly. "You're such a naughty guy... you always like to play tricks on me... this- this is probably
the worst trick you've ever done." he wiped his tears and looked at Kyuhyun sharply. "When you wake up, you'll get a punch
from me. Take note of that."

He breathe in deeply and stood up about to leave, but before he make one step away, he stopped and looked at the unconscious
guy. He brushed his hair up and looked at his face. "I told you your hair is getting longer, you should get up and have it
trimmed." He continuously brushed Kyuhyun's hair before he lean forward and kiss him on the lips. Sungmin smiled.

"I thought both of us are prince charming in our fairytale... it seems like you're a sleeping frog waiting for a kiss from a
handsome prince. Prince Kyu-ah... wake up soon. I'm waiting for you."

He stood up and walked out of the room.

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A petite male nurse came in right after Sungmin closed the door. He smiled at the smaller figure in front of him.

"Please look after him very well." Sungmin said to the small guy. The small nurse smiled in return. He went inside and looked
at the dripping on Kyuhyun, he did his observations and suddenly stopped to look closely.

"Yah... what they said is true... this guy is really handsome." he said as he observe the unconscious guy. Suddenly, while he
was busy studying the patient's handsome sleeping face. "no wonder there are so many people who wants you to
wake up."

Kyuhyun opened his eyes gently only to see that the nurse's face too close to his.

The nurse panicked and stood up quite worried that he'll be scolded "I'm sorry..."

"Yah..." Kyuhyun said with a hoarse voice. "Who are you?"

"I-I'll be your new nurse, sir. Kim Ryeowook." he bowed slightly. Kyuhyun blinked slowly and looked down shortly before looking
at him again.

"Then... who am I?"

"Eh?"

Kyuhyun closed his eyes hard, his head is aching big time, he looked around feeling dizzy but he wonders why that nurse's face
was the only clear thing he sees.

"are you ok, sir?" Ryeowook asked.

Kyuhyun was slowly closing his eyes about to fall asleep again. "W-who am I?" after saying that, he fell unconscious again.
Ryeowook, in panic, run outside and called the doctor.

"He woke up! but... he fell unconscious again."

The doctor examine Kyuhyun, his vital signs are much stable now and for the record, he is out of coma, he is too tired that
he has to fall asleep again. Cho Appa stood closer to him, held his hand and pressed it gently. "Kyuhyun-ah..." he called.
"You'll be ok."

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"Kyuhyunnie, he woke up. Come here and see..." Cho Appa said on the phone which made Sungmin drop all his work and rush to the
hospital. He was smiling. Finally... after a month of sleep, Kyuhyun is awake.

He was excited, although, he has to supress running to his lover so as to show a bit of conservativeness in front of the young
man's father. He has to calm down, even though he wanted to run towards Kyuhyun and hug him and kiss him, he has to calm down.
He opened the door of the hospital with a wide smile, however, it was not quite a happy ambiance he felt right after he
stepped in.

"...and who may you be?" Kyuhyun asked him with arrogance.

"Eh?" Sungmin was quite shocked to hear that arrogant tone from his lover's mouth, and why does he look at him like he doesn't
know him?

Kyuhyun looked around the people surrounding him; his father, the doctor, the petite nurse and Sungmin. He was starting to
breathe heavily, he doesn't like the feeling... it's like he did something wrong, moreover, his brain is not functioning very
well... and of all things that can happen.

"Who are you, people?" Kyuhyun asked. "Why are you looking at me that way?" he raised his eyebrow and looked at Sungmin and then
to the rest of the people once again.

"exactly... who am I?"

Sungmin widened his eyes as he was surprise with Kyuhyun's question. How could he forget... even his name. Was it
really because of the accident? He closed his eyes hard, this is just a trick... he is still playing a trick. He is, afterall,
EvilKyu... the naughtiest, prank-lover EvilKyu. Sungmin thought.

"Your name is Cho Kyuhyun... I'm your father." Cho Appa said. Kyuhyun nodded and thought.

"Kyuhyun... that's my name?" he looked around once more and looked at the doctor. "I know who you are... you are
the doctor..." and then to the nurse. "You told me your name just now... Kim Ryeowook sshi... my nurse." he then shift his eyes
to Sungmin... "And you? who the hell are you?"

"I'm-"

'Your Sungmin' he said in his mind.

"I'm a- a friend of yours."

"Why am I here? Why can't I remember anything? What happened to me?"

The way he talk is just the way he talked before he started wooing Sungmin, arrogant, ungentlemanly, rude;
Kyuhyun has changed into such a gentleman, he talks very softly, he looks at Sungmin like
he's everything he can see... the person in front of him is not the Kyuhyun he knows. His arrogance is beyond the top and he
doesn't show any love for him at all.

"You met an accident." Cho Appa said shortly. Kyuhyun looked down trying to remember anything, but he held his head and felt
so much pain. "D-do not force yourself yet, Kyuhyun-ah... you're not yet that well." Sungmin said in a very concerned voice.

"Yah..." Kyuhyun looked at him with irritation. "Do you know how it feels not to remember even your name?" he asked.

"Get out of my room."

It was the most painful word he has received since he started dating Kyuhyun. Hearing this from the young man definitely shot
his heart. He looked down and left the room breathing heavily... a sudden flash of memory crept up to him. He saw himself
and Kyuhyun in his bed...

'If this is a dream, it is definitely a dream I wouldn't wish to wake up from.' he remembered saying it to Kyuhyun...

Sungmin gasped his breath and a tear fell down... "It's just a dream... everything is just a dream."

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.