Kyuhyun woke up cuddling his cheeks to the softness of Sungmin's face. He could have been very happy but when he opened his
eyes, he saw himself hugging a pillow. Where is Sungmin? He sat up and felt the rush of blood from his head going down his
whole body. Lightheaded. He blinked for a couple of times and look around. His luggage is gone as well. Could he be? Is it
possible that Sungmin still left when he fell asleep? "Sungmin-ah..." he said as he stand up. His fever is still high and his
body is still weak, he feels like he'll be fainting any minute. But where is Sungmin?

He went out of the room, holding the wall for support as he went downstairs. He looked at the living room and see no shadow
there. Finally, he reached the kitchen. There he saw Sungmin's back while stirring the thing he is cooking on the pot.

"Sungmin-ah!" his mouth curled down. His face on the verge of crying. Like that of a lost child suddenly finding his mom.

Sungmin smiled at him when he heard the young man's call but his smile immediately disappear when he saw Kyuhyun crying like a
child.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Kyuhyun walked a few steps and stopped as he felt dizzy. Sungmin stayed in his place.
"I thought you leave me for real. I thought you still go with Siwon... Sungmin-ah...don't go anywhere, ok?" his
lips are still dry and face is paper-white pale, he's probably dilussional.

Sungmin's eyebrows both raise as he sees the child-like rant of his beloved magnae. He pitied the young man for thinking he
left. He realised that Kyuhyun must have been in agony when he find out that he might go with Siwon. 'This magnae... how could I
ever leave you? I've tried so many times to leave yet I'm still here looking at you, still wanting to love you and stand by you.'

He made a couple of quick steps towards the magnae. He opened his palm and let it ran down Kyuhyun's face before moving it to
the side to carress the young man's cheeks. He pressed the soft skin of the magnae with his thumb and smiled at him gently.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes as he felt very warm because of what Sungmin did. It was always comforting when the older's hand is
touching his face. He felt happy.

"Did you feel it? I'm just here... I'm not going anywhere..." Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun assuring him that he'll be staying beside
the young man. Kyuhyun stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Sungmin. He leaned and let his forehead meet the older one's
forehead. Sungmin felt the overly warm temperature of Kyuhyun because of his fever.

"You're still sick...go back upstairs and take a rest. I'm making porridge for you." he said as the magnae rub his forehead on
Sungmin's.

"I want to stay here with you." Kyuhyun whispered. Sungmin shook his head and kiss the young man's forehead.

"Fine. Sit down there and take a rest." he said as he let go of Kyuhyun's hold and focus on the porridge once again.

He turned his back and went back to the pot of porridge and continued stirring it. He almost jumped into surprised when Kyuhyun
wrapped one of his arms around his waist and the other around his chest. He smiled. Clingy Kyuhyun...even after everything that
happened...he never stops being clingy. And he never stops liking it when magnae is this clingy to him.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes rubbing his cheeks on Sungmin's cheeks and kissing him every now any then. Breathing deeply smelling the
food Sungmin is cooking but focusing more on the older man's sweet body scent.

"I told you to sit down and rest. I'm not yet done with this." Kyuhyun shook his head and naughtily turned off the stove making
Sungmin look at him. "Yah..."

"I don't want any porridge."

"You haven't eaten anything, Mr. Cho. How do you expect to get better?" Sungmin asked pouting a bit while looking at his side
to see his lover from behind.

Kyuhyun chuckled and lean towards the older's face for a kiss on the lips. "This is what I've been wanting to taste."

Sungmin blushed with what Kyuhyun did. Being with the man he loves deeply made him forget every painful thing that has
happened, every painful word that were said, every painful action that has been done... Its like it just disappear...just like
that. How did it happen? He could have hated Kyuhyun after all he did...but the magnae just wrapped him in his embrace last
night and everything was forgiven? He,too couldn't explain himself. He must have been too crazy about Kyuhyun's love.

He turned to the magnae and encircle his arms around Kyuhyun's shoulder and kiss him on the lips shortly. Kyuhyun smiled at him,
he does like that taste...he missed it actually.

"Fine. I'll accompany you for a while." Kyuhyun smiled wider and held Sungmin on his waist as they both went upstairs.

Before Sungmin lied down beside Kyuhyun, he covered the young man with a quilt until it covered his neck. Kyuhyun watched the
older as he crawl towards the bed and lied down beside him. Sungmin sighed with a smile as he wriggle closer to the magnae.
"Happy?" he asked with the same smile. Kyuhyun nodded as he wrapped his arms and legs around his lover making them look like a
sausage sandwich. "Good. Now, sleep and get yourself well." Sungmin said as he closed his eyes as well.

"I don't remember us sleeping when we're this close." Kyuhyun whispered making Sungmin's face burn. He knows what it means and
yes it is true. They don't  sleep when they were that close. He looked at the magnae and saw that burning passion...

"You're still sick. Stop thinking about 'that'" he said still blushing.

"I'm not thinking about anything, Min. I'm just saying we don't sleep when we're this close." he lean closer to Sungmin looking
at the older meaningfully. "What do you mean by 'that' anyway?"

He looked at Kyuhyun looking and rather pretending to be innocent. Yeah right...as if he doesn't know what I mean by 'that'. Of
course he knows it...he just want to play with me.

"I mean you're still sick and I won't make love with you until you're better." Sungmin said ears and face is as red as monkey's
, eyes avoiding the magnae. He doesn't want to be this straightforward but he has no choice as his lover is being
pretentiously playful. Kyuhyun widened his eyes and smiled mischievously. He tugged Sungmin closer as he smell the hair of the
older. The sweetest scent he has ever smell, even Sungmin's tiny sweat smells like sweet heaven.

"I didn't say anything about making love. Sungmin-ah...how could you think of that?!" Kyuhyun could just laugh softly as he
watches Sungmin's face burning even more. He then kissed the older on his forehead. "Then again... I'm feeling better now so
maybe you can..."

He cleared his throat and whispered again... "remind me of the things we usually do when we don't sleep."

"Yah!" Sungmin said raising his voice as Kyuhyun laughed at him. "I told you we won't do it until your fine"

"Alright, alright." Kyuhyun said laughing and suddenly gazed on Sungmin's flushed face. How could this man be such a dazzling creature?
He could have given me up and easily get another person to love him...and yet after all I have done, he is still here in my
embrace. How could I be so lucky after all of this? How could I still have the most precious man on earth after everything that
happened. "Sungmin-ah..."

"uhm?" Sungmin asked meeting his gaze.

"Thank you..." the older tilted his head wondering why. "For staying beside me... Thank you for continuously loving me."

Sungmin's eyes turned gentle and teary. He held Kyuhyun's face and let his palm roam around the magnae's cheeks and then he
reached out for a short kiss on the lips. "I tried giving up for a number of times...but I always end up wanting no one else
but you. I cannot do it without you, Kyuhyun. It will always be you."

Kyuhyun smiled at him gently as he kissed the older man's forehead and pressed his cheek on Sungmin's before kissing him on the
lips. Holding the older man's cheek and pulling his chin for a deeper kiss.

"We'll be together this time, for always...trust me." Kyuhyun said making Sungmin smile. He never doubted Kyuhyun's promises...
because forgotten or not, by heart, he always fulfill his promises; from his birthday to the unfinished song to the promise that
he will always be with him and now the magnae is indeed with him. Sungmin would always believe those promises, with all his heart.

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A week after, Kyuhyun's fever is finally gone. Sungmin woke up being wrapped in his embrace one morning. He stared at the
magnae peacefully sleeping. He checked Kyuhyun's forehead and smiled. "Fever's gone." he kiss the magnae's forehead and thought
for a while.

It's always him who showers me with kisses in the morning...maybe I should do the same. Sungmin started kissing Kyuhyun's face
randomly and he was quite satisfied when the magnae smiled. Finally, he reached for those closed lips and kissed it gently. He
was quite shock though when Kyuhyun pulled him closer twisting his body who now is on top of the magnae. It was a great feeling...
being on top. He does wish he could do it with Kyuhyun being under him sometimes.

"Sungmin-ah...who always top us?" Kyuhyun's eyes are still close but is ready for action if the older will allow.

"Me." Sungmin replied confidently...and suddenly cleared his throat sneaking a look at the magnae, hoping he really doesn't
remember. Kyuhyun nodded.

"I knew it." he said. Kyuhyun met his eyes and waited for him to start...something.

Sungmin showed his bunny teeth and smiled at Kyuhyun. He does believe it. He looked at Kyuhyun deeply and leaned forward but
the magnae stopped him as he laugh. "What?"

"You don't actually think I believe you, right?" Kyuhyun said still laughing. "Minnie-ah... my adorable Minnie..."

He twisted themselves making him on top. "This is my place." he whispered. He looked at the older's face, flushed and embarassed.
"Maybe I'll let you top next time. But for now... I need to remind myself..." he leaned closer and whispered to Sungmin lowly.
"How my Minnie looks like without clothes."

Sungmin blushed big time. Surely he cannot do the things Kyuhyun can do to . This magnae...exactly what are his flaws?
How can he do everything that can make Sungmin go for him despite everything that has been said and done? How can a simple kiss
and smile make Sungmin's world turn completely upside down? Is it true? The words that Donghae said...he is easy.

"Kyuhyun-ah..." he called. Kyuhyun looked at him. "Do you...find me easy?" the magnae wondered what kind of question is that?

"Minnie-ah..." he chuckled. "At times I do find you easy..." Sungmin was quite surprise. So Kyuhyun finds him easy as well. He
was disappointed. Is he that too in love with the magnae that even he finds Sungmin easy? Is it that he didn't even let the magnae
run to him to Mexico before they could be together again? Is it because he too in love with Kyuhyun's love that he cannot feel
other's admiration towards him? What made him so easy?

Kyuhyun stared at him with a gentle smile. "Look at Siwon...he fell in love with you instantly. Look at me, I've forgotten you
and yet right now I want you only for myself. You are that easy, Min. No one can resist that adorable looks of yours, no one
can say you don't look y with those bunny teeth, no one can even dare say you are an unworthy person. Everyone could fall
for you...you are that easy... to love."

Sungmin blinked and thought that Kyuhyun is done. "That's how easy you are...now do you want to know what is the toughest
part of you?" The older just looked at him. "The toughest part..." he kissed Sungmin on the forehead and looked at him.
"is letting you go." The older looked down with a bit of smile... "You are not easy if you're talking about you're easy to get,
Minnie-ah. I had to work hard just for me to have the courage to get you to cross the line with me. I had to show you my utmost
apology when I found out what I've done to you. The reason why I continuously choose you. You're not easy to earn and you're not
easy to give up."

Sungmin smiled quite satisfied with the answer he heard. Maybe he is really easy...but can anybody blame him? He didn't choose
a heart that would beat for Kyuhyun. He didn't choose a life that would have a certain Kyuhyun that would drive him this crazy.
Either way; easy or not...he couldn't care anymore... because the person that makes his heart beat, the person that makes him want
to continue seeing the sun rising is the person on top of him now. And he is making Kyuhyun wait for him right now.

He rewarded the magnae with a short peck on the lips which made Kyuhyun smile... he sighed and leaned forward to whisper...
"now where were we?" he asked and snapped his fingers. "ahh... I need to remind myself how my Minnie looks like without
clothes." he said as he was about to start but Sungmin pushed him shortly.

"You...really don't rememeber?" he said a bit upset. Kyuhyun then acted like he was thinking and suddenly he let one of his
hands slide down gently to touch his backside and pressed it like crumpling it. Sungmin almost sat up with that action which
made Kyuhyun laugh...yeah. He does remember that kind of reaction. After all, Sungmin's backside is one of the easiest thing to love.
"I guess I remember it a bit."

Sungmin rolled his eyes...crazy magnae. Of course, now he knows that Kyuhyun is just pretending that he doesn't remember. He
wrapped his arms around the magnae and looked at him. "Yah... enough talk." Sungmin stretched his neck and reached out for the
magnae's lips which was reciprocated greatly pushing his lips down pinning the older's head on the pillow.

Kyuhyun, who said he only remembers a bit, doesn't seem to forget anything at all. All the sensitive spots, all the ticklish
body parts, even the level of gentleness and roughness that Sungmin likes...he was able to do it. Making Sungmin reach heaven
with every move he makes. If there is one thing he cannot give to the older right now...it would be the time he wasn't able to
stay with him and that is why he is doing everything right now to satisfy his most beloved. Every touch burns the older's skin
and every movement makes him closer to his beloved Sungmin.

Sungmin accepted everything Kyuhyun offers him, from the rough and wet kisses, to the bruises and marks even the pain he gives
while taking him in...he accepts it, even giving back the vocal response that Kyuhyun enjoys listening to. The sound that Sungmin
makes is a music to his ears. Sungmin's hands explored the young man's back making circles and pushing it harder when he needs to.
It felt like it was the first time doing it, the pain and yet the bliss that makes him want it even more. And he is doing it with
the only man whom he wants to be with. Kyuhyun, is on him...no Kyuhyun is in him, making
them one, inseperable. The young man has once again adored his body, acknowledged his needs and explored his secrets, they've
reached eternity, with every breath, every kiss and every move they make with intimacy.

Sungmin touched Kyuhyun's face as the younger crawl up on the bed, panting, sweating. It has been a long time since he felt that
exquisitely happy, satisfied. He wants to thank Kyuhyun for coming back. He'll do it while they're at it, in this intimate position.
Just then the older looked at his lover in the eyes; his very own sweaty body, he sees it in Kyuhyun's eyes.
A tear fell. "S-Sungmin-ah..." Kyuhyun was panting when he saw the tear, what could make Sungmin cry? Is he too rough, was he not
satisfied? What?

"Do you know when I'm most happy?" Sungmin said watching his small self in those dark eyes. Kyuhyun looked at him deeply waiting for
the answer. "I'm most happy when I see myself in your eyes." and then a smile. He is smiling back at himself through those eyes.

The only possible person that is loving him more than himself. The only person who gave him every single happiness in the world.
The only person who waited for him to comeback. The only person who has fallen on deaf ears with his very own poisonous tongue.
The only person he would look forward to spend a lifetime with. Lee Sungmin. Kyuhyun chuckled with the answer he heard just now
and gave his Sungmin a deep kiss. Do you want to know when I'm most happy?
 
I'm most happy when your heart beats for me.

Author's note: I definitely don't know how to write >.<
but as for y time... I have some in my mind kekekekekekeke~!
I was quite teary when I made that part... because I'm always
in love with the way they look at each other and I always like
couple looking at each other like they are the only person in the world.^^

Sungmin is easy... he is! I know... he is easy to get...argh!
Anyways, last 2 chapters after this... hope you'll still continue 
reading until the last update. many thanks to all
of you... from the time I started becoming talkative I started
thanking everyone for loving my FTR... really it means a lot
*Author sharing her own sentiments :')* because I didn't expect it
to break my Break Up Battle record... for many times I really thought this
fic will just be a so-so... *ok, enough author, get some sleep >.<*
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