a lifetime punishment...

Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

"Yah!"

Sungmin shouted struggling to get away from Hyukjae and Donghae's tight hold. It seems like he's being kidnapped by the two. He
can easily use his martial arts if he really get the chance but then... with his current situation, it's quite impossible.

"Yah, Lee Hyukjae, Lee Donghae...I swear to kill you both once I get away from you. Let go of me now!"

"Sorry Hyung, we'll be more dead if we don't listen to him." Donghae said struggling to hold Sungmin tighter. Him? Who? He
doesn't remember offending anybody...what the heck is this?!

"That's right, hyung... be calm and just follow us." Hyukjae said struggling as much as Donghae.

"Who the hell would listen to you?! You tied me up and blind folded me! Yah!"

An hour ago, Hyukjae and Donghae just stood up behind Sungmin, blind folded him and tied him up making the oldest freak out and
from that time on, didn't calm down.
Soon they were already in an open field and met a tall man looking at the open space. He looked back when he saw Sungmin
continuously struggling. He smiled and shook his head.

"Everything ok?" he asked the two.

"Yah! Isn't it obvious?" Donghae said sweating and feeling very tired. Sungmin tried listening to the voice.

"Yah Lee Sungmin..." he called. Sungmin cannot see him but that voice...he knows it.

"Choi Siwon? What the heck is this?!" Siwon was in Mexico, right? What is he doing here now? It hasn't been a month since he
left with a phone call telling his hyung that he set him free. Sungmin felt like his heart is going to jump out of his chest.
So Choi Siwon indeed held grudge with what happened when he did not come with him. What is he going to do? Force him to go with
him? him? or maybe...kill him?

"If you don't follow, Cho Kyuhyun will be dead."

With that, Sungmin immediately shut his mouth up and stay calm. His eyes are blindfolded and he cannot see a thing. And what he
is missing is Hyukjae and Donghae falling down one by one dying silently with laughter and his stupidity. Siwon smiled as
well...this is fun. He cleared his throat and speak again.

"You have to listen to everything I will say... and I mean everything. One wrong move and you know what will happen." he looked
at his hyung and nodded like saying he's doing great.

Sungmin obediently listen as he felt very scared. Siwon must be too upset and he deserves to be punished for ditching him that
day."Now Lee Sungmin...listen and pay attention." Siwon said. "Make 20 steps forward and count 20 before taking off your blind
fold. If you try to run away...Cho Kyuhyun will die."

Sungmin swallowed a bulk of saliva before nodding his head. He wont run, if he does Kyuhyun will be dead. He didn't expect
Siwon to be this mad at him and whatever punishment that awaits him, he'll be willing to accept it.

At his 15th step he felt like he's stepping on something like wood and it's quite in a slope. On his 20th step, he heard a door
closed and being locked and suddenly he felt like the side of his face is burning with fire...literally. He smell gas. Is Siwon
going burn him after 20 counts? .

11, 12,13,14...

He felt the wind blowing on his face and somehow he felt suffocated because he's very scared. He felt like being lifted up...
what is going on? It felt like he is standing up on some kind of elevator slowly lifting him up.

17,18,19,20...

He hurriedly took off his blindfold and bite on the hanky that tied his hand up. While he's at it, he realised that he was
inside a hot air balloon. What on motherfish is this? The balloon has left the ground and he has to hurry up and jump outside
before its too late. He finally take off the hanky. He hold the wooden railing and looked down. The height is more or less
being in a second floor of their building...he can still jump. He breathe in deeply and raised one of his legs on the railing.
This is it Lee Sungmin...

He was about to lift his body outside the balloon when a pair of long arms s around him. Sungmin's heart beat fast when
the person behind him whispered... "I thought Siwon made it clear that Kyuhyun would be die if you ran away... where are you
going, Sungmin?"

Kyuhyun placed his head at the back of Sungmin's head. His nose plays circles on his lover's hair, breathing in his sweet,
heavenly scent. Sungmin's leg slowly slide down in place for him to balance better. His heart has finally calmed down. Why do
this magnae loves to prank him...and this is seriously an expensive and overly terrifying prank!

"What's all this about?" he asked Kyuhyun. The young man chuckled abit seeing how he reacted from the time he is being dragged
to this place until the time before he decided to show himself up.

"I just thought of giving you a surprise." the magnae said, nose still playing with his hair.

"You're giving me a heartattack for doing this." Sungmin said looking down the now un-jump-able height of the balloon. Kyuhyun
chuckled again.

"Don't you like it here? I thought you always wanted to be with me and forget the rest of the world."

Sungmin then finally appreciate the top view of the city, the peacefulness of the environment he is staying at and the feeling
of reaching the sky and the feeling of being literally alone with Kyuhyun, like the whole world doesn't exist at all. This feeling
that nothing can separate him from Kyuhyun, the feeling of just being with him and nobody would care. This special kind of
greediness that he has kept since the day his heart started beating for the young man.
He smiled and nodded shortly as he the wind take his hair towards Kyuhyun making the young man sniffle all the scent he can
smell from Sungmin.

"Sungmin-ah...how long did I forget you?" Kyuhyun asked now his head at the side, rubbing his cheek to the older one.

8months, 4weeks, 3days... "I don't know... I never really counted it." he said. He doesn't want to offend Kyuhyun about this.
They maybe fine and living well together but the truth is this past will always be the most painful, the most bitter part which
would be inevitable to look back at. He doesn't wish for Kyuhyun to always look back at this darkest time in their relationship.

Kyuhyun knows that Sungmin is just pretending not to know...still, he was touched by the thought...he's the most considerate
person after all.

"Well, it wouldn't really matter..." Kyuhyun looked at his watch and looked at Sungmin, almost meeting the older man's lips
when Sungmin turned to his side. "right now we have exactly an hour and a half... before we go down."

Sungmin just listened to him. What exactly is this guy planning? "I cannot turn the past back, Lee Sungmin, as much as I wanted
to get the time back so that I can hold you like this, I cannot do it anymore... that's why... in this hour and a half time...
I will only look at you and hold you like this. I'm making up to the time I missed holding you and looking at you...and staying
beside you. I'll hold you like this for the whole time because in this time... we don't need to care about the whole world.
There's only you and me..."

Sungmin chuckled with what he heard. "Kyuhyun-ah... you know that we have a lot of time to be together...you don't need to make
it up to me." his eyes are ever so gentle. They say most people can forgive but they never forget. Maybe. But he is the most
kind-hearted man ever created, and no matter how painful pain is... he couldn't feel it anymore, because Kyuhyun is right there
embracing him every so warmly.

Kyuhyun shook his head. "I promised to stay with you for a lifetime...and the months, the weeks, the days...even the hours I
wasn't able to spend with you makes it less than a lifetime."

Sungmin looked down...he knows that Kyuhyun is still blaming himself for the things that happened and he knows the young man
would always look back to that time to make it up to him. Sungmin doesn't want it...he doesn't wish for Kyuhyun to blame himself
anymore. And hearing those words about his promise to be with the older for a lifetime proves to him that he hasn't forgiven
himself yet.

"Kyuhyun-ah... I've forgiven you." Kyuhyun met his eyes and Sungmin smiled at him ever gently. "I've forgiven you since you
remembered my birthday... I've forgiven you since you've finished our song... I've forgiven you since you came back to me."
Sungmin kissed the young man's forehead and looked at him. "It's easy to forgive you...because no matter how much you forget
about me...your heart always fulfill our promise. You never really leave me that time...you just give me a chance to stand on
my own and to fulfill your own promise. That's why...you should forgive yourself as well."

Kyuhyun's tears started blurring his vision. How could a person be this forgiving? As if he was never hurt at all...as if he
never shed painful tears at all. "Sungmin-ah..." I've hurt you so much even I find it hard to forgive myself. What do you have
that makes you forgive me this easy?
Or maybe the right question is, what does Kyuhyun have to make Sungmin forgive him
that easily?

The clear sky and the warm sun are the only things with them right now and Sungmin's world right now is revolving around the only
person who makes the earth move. Who makes the world alive and he doesn't want to end Kyuhyun's effort with a sad conversation.

"If you insist of making it up... then you'll have to accept my punishment." Sungmin said smiling naughtily, wanting to change the
mood as they flew higher and higher.There should be a punishment for this man; firstly for forgetting me, second is for
continuously pranking me and... Kyuhyun cannot always be on top.
This time its his chance to be a bit dominant. 

Then again, Kyuhyun, always knows what Sungmin's weaknesses are. He is the type who likes simple things, afterall... He likes
the punishment that awaits him...and he's willing to take it and announce it to the world .

"You can imprison me in your heart...by all means." Sungmin pouted...how could he guess it? Kyuhyun smiled again... "You can
lock me up right there..." he touched Sungmin's chest feeling the older man's heartbeat. "I promise I'll be a good prisoner. I
will never ever escape."

Sungmin smiled widely...that bunny smile that Kyuhyun can now keep in his pocket. Afterall, he owns everything about this man...
his eyes, his smiles even his heart.

"I hereby sentence myself to be a lifetime prisoner in Lee Sungmin's heart-"

Sungmin doesn't want anymore talkies from Kyuhyun, if a judge needs his mallet to approve the verdict. He only needs a
kiss to approve Kyuhyun's punishment. He pulled the young man and kiss him deeply making sure no one can own those lips anymore
except for himself. Kyuhyun looked at him in the eyes and smiled...

"Even as a prisoner, I will still be on top. You have to remember that." Uh, this mind reader!

Sungmin chuckled..."I like the place where I usually am."

"Good." Kyuhyun said this time, initiating the kiss, slightly opening his mouth and pulling Sungmin's cheeks closer to deepen
their intimacy which they will share even more in the future.


No matter how many times I forget; my love, my kiss, my heart... will always be for you, Lee Sungmin.

 

--------------THE END----------------

"Yah... how did Kyuhyun convince you to help him do that to Sungmin hyung?" Hyukjae ask. Of course, Kyuhyun broke their ties 2 years ago
and Siwon broke it few months back so what happened? Everything could only be settled if the magnae is sure that his bestfriend is already
attached to someone.

Siwon looked at him with a smile... "Let's just say I was enlightened by a certain someone."

"Someone?  Who?" Are you dating?Donghae asked endlessly. Siwon just smiled and keep his mouth shut.

 

----------SCENE IN INCHEON BEFORE SIWON LEFT--------

Before he went inside the boarding gates, Heechul grabbed Siwon and kissed him  in the lips making the young man
widen  his eyes. When they separate, the older looked at him with a smirk. "I always thought I wouldn't have the chance to
do that. Take care, Siwon-ah..." he said turning his back to his dongsaeng.

It was the first time Siwon was kissed in the lips by a man and he didn't thought Heechul would give it to him. It lingered so
much he stepped out of the boarding gates and followed his hyung, grabbing his arms to turned to him and wanted some more
of those feel-so-good kiss. When they separate, Heechul smiled at him and whispered. "Come back when you feel like you're ready."

 

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*Author's note: a small gift for those who looked up on Siwon's sacrifice^^
I cannot really think of anybody for him except for the hyung who has always
been there for him.

Anyways, ahh... I sighed deeply when I typed THE END a while ago. It's quite
a... somehow relief and somehow stressed feeling knowing that it really is the end.
But never mind, I'll take a rest for a while and maybe I can come up with something
better than this hehehehe... I like competing with myself, from LSFH to Break Up Battle
to this FTR, I enjoyed breaking my own record. This one will be quite a stress though
kekekekekekeke~^^
Alright, thanks everyone for always being there to wait for my update. And for those who
really lessen their 'update soon' kind of comment and sharing really long responds
and sharing their emotions and rants. Thanks for those who feel frustrated with the characters
and yet wanting some more. Thanks for those who cried with Sungmin when he was
forgotten. Thanks for those who wanted to kill someone *Kyu in particular* because of
what is happening. Thanks for being a fun reader.
I said in my Break Up Battle that I won't write anymore kyumin fic and yet I came up with this
one too soon so I won't promise anything for now. Except for the Eunhae oneshot which will
be uploaded soon kekekeke~!
This is very long author's note....kekekekekekekekeke~! MANY THANKS AGAIN!!^^

 

 

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.