Infinities love
Little Lost. Loved MoreOnce Wonwoo woke up, it was 5:30 am and he felt absolutely dreadful.
He was wrapped in his boyfriend tight embrace which caused him to feel sick to his stomach from the amount of pressure on his abdomen.
Slowly, he pulled away from Mingyu so that he could throw up and perhaps have some sort of release.
Wonwoo stammered into the only bathroom in their dorm and began to heave up his small dinner from the night before.
His back was covered in sweat and his clothing was damp from the amount of sweat it had collected and he expected that his face looked just as bad.
After 15 minutes of throwing up, his stomach began to settle enough for him to pull himself up off of the cold marble styled flooring and brush his teeth so that it would reduce the acidic taste in his mouth.
Once he had finished brushing his teeth, he saw his completion in the mirror.
Just looking at himself caused his whole body to shiver.
His lips had cracked so badly that they bled.
His cheeks hollow and his eyes sunken and dull.
In the distance, Wonwoo could hear one of the alarms going off which caused him to come back into reality.
Eight minutes.
Wonwoo sprayed some deodorant and put a thin layer of concealer on his pale skin before leaving the bathroom to allow the others to get ready for their photoshoot.
Once Wonwoo got back into the bedroom, he began brushing his tangled hair and started to get dressed for the day ahead.
He didn't know what to wear and his headache and nauseous feelings were making him feel 1000x worse but he ended up choosing tight ripped black jeans that complimented his skinny figure, a plain black T-shirt and a baggy jumper which gave him a cute concept.
"You look beautiful, you know?" Wonwoo visibly tensed at the gruff voice of his lover (who was dazed from sleep) but quickly composed himself hoping that Mingyu didn't see it.
Wonwoo gave a small thanks before continuing.
"You still look pale though. Are you sure your okay?" Mingyu slipped himself out of the bed and approached his lover. Once he was near enough, he wrapped his arms around the smaller.
Wonwoo began to feel sick again but didn't complain from the tight grip around his stomach.
"I'm fine, don't worry" he said with a reassuring smile.
Nothing more was said for a while as Mingyu started to get dressed and Wonwoo sat on the bed waiting for his lover to finish up.
Once Mingyu finished getting changed, he pulled his lover along with him to the kitchen.
The others had already prepared breakfast and were busy digging into their meals.
As the others were eating, Wonwoo didn't touch his food at all which worried Mingyu a little as he kept glancing at the elder.
"Babe, are you not hungry or something?" He asked in a hushed voice to his lover as he intended on trying not to disturb the other members. Sadly, it failed and all of them turned to face the two lovebirds.
Wonwoo blushed at all the bulging eyes staring at him but answered anyway.
"I woke up earlier than all of you, so I had a meal before showering."
Once happy with the reply given, the other members started conversing again.
Mingyu still couldn't help but worry more over his lover and throwing him worried glances as he still looked pale and off balance.
After finishing their food (or watching the others eat in Wonwoo's case), they made there way to the van to go to a photoshoot for their latest album.
Mingyu and Wonwoo sat together as always and were in their own little world while the others had a chat about predebut days.
"How have you been lately?" Mingyu asked the elder as he caressed his lovers cheek.
Wonwoo looked up from his head being on Mingyu's shoulder to staring straight into his lovers eyes.
"I'm fine, just tired as all." Mingyu nodded in understanding as he himself had been tired the following days before.
"You can sleep if you like for a while. We will be at the photoshoot in around half an hour so just get a bit of rest. Ok?"
Wonwoo didn't say anything but rested his head further into the youngers chest and fluttered his eyes closed.
Mingyu couldn't help but stare at his lovers dark eye circles around his eyes and wondering if maybe that was the reason for the decreasing weight.
He kept a firm grip on Wonwoo's hand and told the others to hush their conversation so that Wonwoo could sleep peacefully at which they all agreed apon.
Wonwoo didn't awake at all that entire thirty minute drive which led Mingyu to believe that his pale skin was just because of lack of sleep.
Mingyu woke Wonwoo up as calmly as possible not to scare the elder and he had to admit that his reaction was the most cutest thing he ever saw.
Wonwoo pouted his lips and made puppy dog eyes to sleep longer but only to Mingyu of course as he felt awkward doing aegyo in front of the others as they .
Once they reached the building of where they would be doing the photoshoot, they done it in age order starting from the oldest to the youngest.
Mingyu, with his mouth agape watched his hyungs with the utmost respect and anticipation.
- S.Coups, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun and Hoshi done amazingly. They were all so professional and made no mistakes at all.
Mingyu was very uneasy when his love went up to do his photoshoot.
Wonwoo's balance was off and his skin, although covered by buckets full of makeup was still deadly pale and ashen-like.
When doing the photoshoot, Wonwoo felt crap. He knew that he was going to throw up any second but kept it in as his work would only take a few minutes.
Wonwoo knew Mingyu was looking at him with concern which really upset him. He didn't want Mingyu to worry at all.
The photographer got angry with Wonwoo for messing up a few times but he got though it...
Just.
He waited for Mingyu's name to be called to do his photoshoot and watched with half lidded eyes as he tried to concentrate on his lover.
Mingyu was beautiful.
Wonwoo knew that much.
The elder always wondered why Mingyu chose him as the taller could always get someone better but Mingyu was content with him.
He was truly thankful of his lover.
Mingyu helped him through so much in the pre-debut days and never complained about it.
As Wonwoo never had faith in himself, Mingyu did and always cuddled up with him when he was having doubts about himself.
Mingyu helped him through his home-sickness.
He helped him with his negative thoughts.
Helped him with his rapping.
Helped him with doubting himself
Cuddled him when he felt alone...
And most of all, he helped him through his depression so Wonwoo didn't want to concern Mingyu anymore.
It killed him.
He just wanted to tell his lover that he felt like but he didn't want to concern him so he waited and watched Mingyu's photoshoot with eager eyes.
Mingyu's face glowed and his lips looked so soft and kissable.
Wonwoo truley loved him.
Mingyu's photoshoot ended quite quickly and Wonwoo congratulated him.
The taller hugged Wonwoo and caressed his cheek as he spoke.
"Are you sure your ok baby? You don't seem right. I'm getting worried."
Wonwoo rolled his eyes at his lover before replying.
"I'm fine. Just tired as all as I didn't sleep well after you fell asleep last night."
All that was uttered after that was a small 'ok' and then Mingyu kissed his lover again before going outside for a while for some fresh air.
Wonwoo glanced at his lover as he left before making his way to the bathroom so that he could throw up as he had wanted to 10 minutes before.
It took so much strength for him to smile for his love to show that he was fine.
He just wanted to vomit as the feeling got stronger and stronger to release his food from yesterday.
Once he slammed the door open which was unintended, his knees buckled under him and he began to release the content in his stomach.
If he could become impregnated, he would have thought he was pregnant from the constant throwing up but he knew he wasn't even though he was ually active.
He was pulled out of him thoughts when he heard the door open.
He continued to heave and throw up even though he had someone rubbing his back to support him but still didn't look up.
"Hyung? Are you alright?"
Once he knew he had finished throwing up his guts, he turned around.
His eyes widened immediately.
SORRY IM LATE WITH THE UPDATE. MY WIFI WAS GONE SO I COULDN'T UPLOAD IT AND UPDATE AND THEN I DELETED THE WHOLE CHAPTER BY ACCIDENT SO I HAD TO WRITE IT AGAIN AND I WAS GOING TO UPDATE YESTERDAY EVENING BUT ONCE I ARRIVED HOME FROM SCHOOL, I FOUND OUT THAT MY BEAUTIFUL RABBIT DANDELION HAD PAST AWAY WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL. IM TRULEY DEVASTATED BY HER DEATH AS THERE WERE NO SIGNS FOR HER DEATH WHAT SO EVER. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE UPDATE THOUGH. TWO-TREE CHAPTERS LEFT. XXX
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