Krystal:As soon as the kiss ended I looked in her eyes and said ''I'm sorry.'' ''About what?'' I asked  ''I can't be your girlfriend.'' ''WHAIT WHAT!?!? Then why did you kiss me???'' I asked taken a back. ''Get up from my lap please.'' I said and as soon as she did I got myself up and drank out all my beer bottle. ''Amber I am sorry but I just can't'' ''Yeah I know you don't like me. And you just lied about what I asked you. I get it. I am not enough.'' I said screaming at her. I ther the bottle in the trash bin and quickly took another one and opened it. ''Amber please don't get drunk. And let me explain.'' I said worried about her.  '''You not my mom I do what I want.'' I screamed at her. I quickly drank out this bottle too and took and opened it. ''Amber stop!'' I shouted at her. ''Let me explain.'' ''What's there to explain? I am not good enough. You know what I am dumb for falling for you. I am dumb for caring about you. I hate you.'' I screamed at her. I was  in tears ''You know what? I am done. I am sick of it. Goodbye.'' I screamed and walked outside of the house door shutting it behind me. I just started running. I don't where but I just ran. I don't know for how long I ran but I just did. Meanwhile in the house. I ran outside to the upstairs porch in tears.  ''Amber just ran away drunk in tears and it's my fault.'' I said to everyone in tears ''She asked me to be her girlfirend and I said no. Because I just can't date her. I am so dumb. Why did I say it like that. I am not important tho we need to find her. I am scared she will do something stupid.'' Taeyang: ''Ok me and the guys are going to look for her. Girls stay here and take care or Krystal.'' I said and all of us agreed. Me and the guys ran to our room to change and then we went to look for Amber. Meanwhile the girls. I was crying and the girls were trying to comfort me but nothing was working. ''It's my fault.'' I said CL: ''Krystal we know you love her so why did you reject her?''  ****(re-read)''Because I had to. I love her but I can't be with her because sooner or later I would have to break up with her because I would have to get married. My family is pretty rich my dad is a CEO at this company and he owns Hotels all around the world. So got money when I needed it and stuff so one day I got into drugs. My I got in trouble and my dad found out and he told me that I am marrying his best friends daughter Liu Yi yun. I have to move to Korea and live there with him. My sister tried to change my dad's mind and she did. He made rules. If I ever use drugs