Lay: The smell of alcohol puts me in a deep trance and helps me to forget.Except, that's a lie... because in all honesty, the pain hurts so much that it's tearing me apart.  I feel like an empty shell, nothing but a souless human being.   

She is here again; that girl, Mimi. Everyday she sits at the same spot; day dreaming perhaps, or maybe she seeks the calmness of the river. From eleven in the morning till the clock strikes twelve, she silently anticipates the passing of time. Her f