"Why did I go away.. Back to the practice room.. I should have been there with u.. I should've been the first one there with u but I'm the last... I shouldn't have hid from u.. I just worry to much.. Please  i hope u can hear me.. And also hear this.. I love u... I wasn't there since.. I was worrying on my own about u.. I should've told u wat was wrong... Blame me if u will but please wake up I love u so please don't go I care about u so much... U don't deserve to be in... The hospital.. I lo