Chapter 802: It's so close to the two year mark of losing jonghyun and now we also grieve the lost of another beautiful soul. Sulli may the goddess embrace you tightly and ease the pain you felt here on earth you are missed and loved. I wish we would have gave you more love and less hate before you left I wished the same when jonghyun left us.
You did well sweet girl we love you
a long time ago, i was in high school. then one day, I came home from school and saw Replay playing on Pops in Seoul. i was hooked and the next day, i went to the market to search for any CD with this band. i finally got one after a month. i became a Shawol right then and there! i was envious of the noona Shinee were chasing but still wanted to see her on screen.
a year later, i saw an interview of a new girl group - this gg was different coz they had an androgynous member. curiosity got the better of me, and i ended up meeting the Noona of Replay, a Yoona lookalike, a girl that reminded me of Bada, the one and only Amber and finally a girl with the sweetest smile and cutest cheeks.
my journey with Shinee and f(x) was always interconnected. i tried to watch their every appearances on variety shows and music shows, finally culminating in the drama To The Beautiful You. it was definitely a high point for a girl who stan Shinee and f(x).
Time went on, and my favourite girl group got fewer comebacks and appearances.
tragedy struck my Shawol heart when Jonghyun left us. the pain was too much, i couldn't pay my tributes to him coz it hurt too much. it still does.
unfortunately, like i said, fate has given me another cause to grieve for my other favourite group.
Tragedy has come once again. I cannot understand why this happened to them. I do not know what happened to them behind the cameras, and I'll never know.
I only hope Sulli and Jonghyun found love, respect and acceptance on the other side.
Thank you for your words about Sulli. My heart is too heavy to say more, but I wanted to express my sincere gratitude as a human and MeU. Let us continue to support and love one another.
Chapter 1: Thank you for this message. I've loved and supported sm artists since 6th grade. I hold on to them during my loneliest and happiest moments so this really affected me. I have my own personal problems and I admire these people for being strong fighting their own struggles even though I know it's harder for public figures to do so. I'm thankful for jonghyun and sulli for voicing out their opinions on relevant issues in the society because they truly helped me.
The world has been cruel yet they remained kind. I hope their souls are in peace now. I hope people don't wait for someone's death until they realize that bullying can ruin a person. We can never know what the others are going through so let's be nice to each other and especially to ourselves. Be safe everyone! <3
merely stumbled into this~ but thank god i found it
it'd been years and i'm still grieving if to be honest, and now with the newest news D: today's world is never a safe place with everyone remains faceless and hiding behind those keyboards
hopefully we'll heal, keep in mind that they're happy and no longer hurting now- you're doing great and you're indeed strong ;) they're not leaving us to grieve and cry all day instead they'll hate it more so smile and be brave, they're doing good, you're doing good~ you did well everyone and i love you, my fellow families
p.s: i can be a listener as well if you want to talk- just chat me and i'll reply, i dont bite
Chapter 1: Be safe everyone. Jjong and Sulli wouldn't want us harming ourselves. Be with your love ones, they may not fully understand what you're going through, but a simple hug and a shoulder to cry on will definitely lessen the ache.
It's good to see that there's something like this here. Depression is indeed a serious thing. You'll never know who has one. I myself has been suffering from one.
I can't believe that it has been 1.5 years since Jonghyun's death. Every day I miss him so much and I often cope with my grief through writing and to honor every Shawol, I'm dedicating a story to you guys on Wattpad for being the greatest fandom ever. I love you Shawlols so much...and we must be there for one another and I love you all.
On some days it feels horrible surreal, on some days I listen to shinee and jjong's song with a smile one my face on others I break down instantly, on some days my heart is at peace and accepted what's happened, but on so many days I can't get over it.. It's crazy how much it still hurts..
Time definitely doesn't wait for anyone, but everyone eventually move on and get over it. Even if the heartache remains we still have to move on, and still miss a beautiful person like him.
Love you Jonghyunie ♡
Take care everyone ^^
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