I'm aware that it isn't December but I just thought of this post. December will never be easy for a lot of us. I'm more aware of my depression around that time. I just became an adult and the realization that a lot can change has finally hit me. I'm not sure how to feel. People within my family have died or are dying and it seems like the only thing I'm allowed to do is move on. I'm no longer given the luxury of grieving the way I had with Jonghyun. There are so many fond memories that I can go back to with Jjong but for them I only have memories. So much has happened these past few years and while I'm not completely okay I can say there's plenty of room where I've healed.
As year 6 approaches I want my fellow Shawols to know that healing is hardly a linear task. It's okay to not be ready but where you are there's always going to be SHINee.
And Dear Author thank you for keeping this space for all of us.
Thank you for keeping this space for us for so many years <3 This milestone hit me a lot harder than expected, but seeing this brought so much comfort. Miss you to the moon and back, Jonghyun <3
It’s been five years today and just a few days ago I turned 27, the age Jonghyun-ah was when we had to say goodbye to him. I have long since had to “become an adult” and learn what growing up means; yet every year I come back to this little space, and read some of the messages that people wrote for him, and think back to the letter I wrote at 22 and never shared with anyone. I think back to a memory of me looking at the full moon and talking to him for hours, telling him I missed him terribly. We still miss you, friend. I still remember you fondly. I still remember me at 17 dancing to Replay in my room. I’ll always cherish those memories of our Spring.
Author, I hope you have been doing well. Thank you so much for keeping this space running for so long, it brings comfort to some more than you’ll ever know.
Chapter 818: I just really paid attention to SHINee this August. Yet, when Jonghyun passed away four years ago, I felt sad that another beautiful and caring person chose to leave this place. In fact, I didn't want to listen to any SHINee songs then.
Now, watching SHINee's MVs, I feel like I have accepted what happened and hope that he is really happy now.
Time keeps moving on and I wonder why I can't just go back and fix things to when it was so peaceful. So much has happened in the last four years and it feels as though there's only SHINee left to comfort me. Jonghyun for so long I've written my letters to you and I couldn't this year because I couldn't find the strength or will to when I was feeling down. I haven't cried this much since I was a baby. I promised last year that I would tread the new year with caution and that didn't work out so great. There's more I wanna say but I just wish you knew how much I love you. Thank you for being born and sharing your light with the world. Sincerely I love you. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❤️
It’s been 4 years now and so it’s hard to believe that you left us, but I still do remember you as SHINee’s Blingbling Angel and as the brightest star that shines in the sky.
I used to feel so lonely after knowing that you left us, that I was listening to Lonely everyday for about a year, but now I just remind myself that you’re still with us, as the bright shining star watching over us from the night sky. ❤️
I will always love you.
i was InMemoryOfJonghyun!
just thought i'll let you know so you don't add this username again~ =]
anyways, good luck with the add and for all those who come here and are thinking of Jjong and of others and themselves.
It has been 3 years.
People say you will find a better life, and wonderful world after we leave this place; I really hope you have found it there. The love you always wanted, and the happiness you always wished; hopefully, you have it now. I miss your beautiful voice and your talented and deep composition... I will always thank you and life for given us those beatiful memories and those beautiful songs, because they were made with love. I will always remember you with love and admiration. You did great. Let's meet in another lifetime.
i will always remember you as the smiling, shining star that made my kpop life worthwhile. will always be playing "shinin'" as a way to commemorate your life and works 💚✨
It’s been 3 years now and on this day I continue to remember the last song I heard before his passing was hallelujah. To this day it hurts to listen to that song. Every year on this day I paint a single rose. I want him to know that we continue to love him, and that he did well.
It's been 3 years already
Everytime I see Shinee I feel like there's something missing, his absence is just unbearable. You can see it written all over their faces, everytime they are together it just doesn't feel right
He was my favourite and will always be my bias
I'm not good at talking about such things
but I definitely miss him
Hello to the authors. Excuse me for interrupting but I'm the author that's like (fighting hahaha) for the advertising spot you've won today. I've been bidding on it for a week to ad on my original novel work then when I found out It's taken i admit i'm quite upset but now knowing who had won I totally understand. Quite relieved too tht i didn't won.
I'm an ELF, VIP and iKONIC but i am really sorry for not remembering this day even tho i quite remember how im so shocked hearing wht happened on this day 3 yrs ago.
I'm here not to point about the bid much tho but to donate this kp for you guys. I wish to help fellow people in sadness and fellow Shawols too so hopefully it will help. plus i knew it's real hard to win advertisement ^^
To everyone reading this pls stay strong for Jonghyun. Take care n be well. :)
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