Hello everyone...

I'd like to start off by saying how much I love each and every one of you. This community has listened to me, supported me and given me so much and that's why I'm feeling very bittersweet in saying these words. I've met a few absolutely wonderful people on this site with whom I have the most engaging conversations. These are deep, emotional, intelligent and wonderful young women whom I wish I could have had the chance to meet in person. Everyone here has been so positive towards me, even as I open up about my private life on my blogs (maybe even too much ^^). The number of idols I've been compared to is astounding (and they all look completely different from me, hahaha). I'm so sorry to GD, Jungshin, Hanbyul, Lee Joon and Nichkhun. I've stained your names and reputation *cries*. 

Unfortunately, life has been calling me. I've got another job, I'm stopping my psychology and photography courses to do medicine which would take up a lot more time, I'm preparing to send off my little sister to University *tears* and am finally starting to search for my parents, not to mention that I have four kids to take care of (Jae, Jimin, Dolly and Jiji). It's hard being a single father of four -.- It's been a lot to do and prepare for so I hope you all understand if I suddenly have long breaks from AFF. I'll still be dropping by and blogging since it'll act as a form of release for me. I just feel that I need to warn you all.

I've grown so close to many of you and learned so much about you. But there are four special people whom I'd like to mention specifically:

To Bambamstar: Nina, you're like a little twinkling star in my life. You're so far away but when everything is dark, I see you shining so brightly that my heart hurts to leave you. I'll be dropping by to check up on you, support and talk to you as I have in the past. Sorry for not being a good Oppa. I've cherished the connection we had together and I know that I promised to be there for you, so I'll stick to my word and watch over you. You're an incredibly precious sister to me and I'm so lucky to have met you.

To Makino89: Jen, I can't believe how close we've gotten despite having never actually met. I feel like I've known you for a long long time and that just goes to show how compatible we are together, hahaha. You have a lovely fiancee, beautiful friends and the most adorable little niece and nephew. We've gone through a lot together and you've done so much for me that I'm at a loss as to how to truly express how grateful I am. But I know you hate it when I say thank you so I'll just wish for your endless happiness.

To Shibalyo: Oh my Baozi, what can I say? You are truly the weirdest person I have ever met and yet, we think in the exact same manner. We're like twins (which just goes to show how truly strange I am). I feel like you're sharing my very thoughts right now since we always have the exact same reactions to everything. I'll miss your weird little comments that reflect my inner thoughts and stories of endless bubble tea and cannibalising your family. Keep writing and take care of my story ^^ I'll keep chatting, don't worry.

To peoples: We have the longest conversations, don't we ^^ I feel like I know so so much about you and your inner thoughts. I think you're the only person I've ever exceeded two PM post word limits with in one chat. And to think this all started with your request to learn Korean ^^ I feel like I've only taught you swear words (under your request) and the bare basics of tourist phrases. Our chats seem to always veer towards scandals, don't they ^^ I'll keep our conversations going. Good luck in Korea and life!

As for my story... I've been talking to one of my friends (my little Baozi) and since our writing styles matched well, I've decided to transfer it on to her. Otherwise, it would have to end there and that would be such a shame (with maybe an update every few months which is just too long). She'll be comfortably updating when she has time. I'm certain that she'll do the story justice and I'll be overseeing her drafts and helping her with emoting (since it's based off my personal life). She's a wonderful author whom I've admired and been inspired by, so I'm sure you'd all still enjoy it.

Finally, to everyone else whom I've befriended here. I'll still go on every so often so don't feel like I'm leaving forever. It'll just be with a few days to a few weeks' break in between visits, so I hope you understand.