Please... Don't Hold Back.

Happy Korean Harvest Festival Everyone! I know it's a day late but I was visiting Jae's parents on the actual day so...

I'm sorry that I haven't been very active in the past week or so... it's been a very stressful time with exams and other issues. I've been participating at my University Open Day, promoting the Psychology course to potential future students. It was quite fun despite the bipolar weather and a few of the outdoor stalls were swept away. Luckily, I was situated indoors. I've finally finished all my Psychology exams today (I passed!), will be receiving my marks for my portfolio soon and will be attending my placement at a schizophrenia centre next week.

Now, onto some considerably sadder news. Unfortunately, one of my friends suddenly passed away on the 3rd September (coincidentally the same day as Ladies Code's Eunbi). She was quite close to me and we used to spend a lot of time recording songs together or just hanging out at cafes. She was a beautiful singer, an amazing typographer and was extremely bright and talented. I attended her memorial and funeral on the 5th. I know that a lot of people on AFF are dealing with many problems and I would like to say that I'm here to listen or help out. Suicide is a big deal and shouldn't be taken lightly. Another of my friends on AFF had recently passed away on the same day and due to the same reason. Some of you may know him. It was a rather huge shock for me to have three amazing people gone in one day and it was a bit too much for me to take in at that point. Please remember that I'm always here for all of you.

Now that exams are over, I've been able to devote more time to the pastimes I love such as writing, reading, recording music and just messing about in general. I'll be updating my fanfic too, for those who are interested. It's getting warmer now, so I'm starting to don lighter clothes (although it's switching between burning hot and freezing cold). Here's a picture of Dolly and Jiji as a bonus. Can you believe she was that weenie little lamb a little over a month ago!? I also included a bonus below. Let me know what you think!

 

 

 

전우성 [노을] - '만약에 말야'

Jung Woosung [Noel] - 'If'

My Cover: Here

And the original: Here

Lyrics:

만약에 말야 우리 조금 어렸었다면 지금 어땠었을까

만약에 말야 우리 지금 이럴 거라면 후회 하진 않을까

세월에 닫혀진 우리의 연이

더는 허락되어 지지 않아도

만약에 말야 우리 조금 어렸었다면 지금 어땠었을까

만약에 말야 우리 지금 이럴 거라면 후회 하진 않을까

Translation (not mine):

If it was difficult for us, how about if we try now?

If we are like this, won't we regret it?

Our time in years have come to finality.

Moreover, I can't admit it.

If it was difficult for us, how about if we try now?

If we are like this, won't we regret it?

[EDIT: Fixed link for my cover of the song. It's nowhere near as good as the original and I can't seem to reach the depth that Woosung achieves but I tried my best...]

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brokenblades-13
#1
Loss*********
brokenblades-13
#2
I'm sorry for your lost....

And has anyone told you, you're very handsome?

And cute doggies!

Also, my tablet .... I really wanted to listen to your cover.....but nope. :(
beautyinnxstxlgxx
#3
I'm so sorry for your losses, but at least they're in a better place :)

Your dog's are very cute :)
Faustine11 #4
owh jisoo hyung i am sorry for your loss but eunb died because of sasaeng fan an you mus reall loved her as a friend
makino89
#5
Soo- sorry for your losses. Hope u are coping well. Are you feeling ok? You know what you need to do. Hope to listen from you again soon.
ruki_heresii-i
#6
Oppa...I'm so so sorry for your losses. But congrats on passing your exams! But still...I'm so so sorry. Your friend sounded like a great person. Oppa fighting~

Awwww you and your puppies are so damn cute~