*sigh* I really think that sometimes it's hard to be a human being. Much are expected from you and yet these expectations don't get rewarded at all. You do something you think is right and others think otherwise. You want to do something good for others and you get treated like a dog. You do things from the bottom of your heart and what happens? You don't do it once or twice and bam! They say you never do something for them. You're ungrateful, lazy, egoistic, selfish etc. all the previous times that you have done good deeds for them were never seen. What is best is when you live far away from other people. That is how I see it. No matter what people say or think of you, your happiness comes first. I've learned it the heard way and already regret not having done anything about it. Today is totally the last straw and I can't handle it anymore! Please I do hope that things will get better soon.