(3)    You may not realize Krystal for how much is hard to keep up with an obscene femininity girl like you, an extreme femininity girl like you that strain my manhood, harassed it and make me feel inability.    I don't know how can you make feel inability, but I know that your hash for me tiring me sometimes like how its make me happy a lot too.    One day you enter the university hall, you were wearing a jeans pants and a black shirt, and a soft anklet was in your foot. I was observing you from too far, observing a girl I can't say in front of her sweeping femininity except that she's a beautiful, luscious and fertile.    A girl matches with Isis, Aphrodite, Venus and Ishtar in what they were worship for.  You know how much I love observing you from too far, seeing you smiling for everyone you see, then I envying you for your kindness in these mornings when almost everybody can't smile.    Smiling so I envied them for the smile the your give it them, a smile which I realize they're not deserve this value smile from you.  You enter today as everyday, giving everybody a smile, coloring the day, pollinating the flowers.  You were nodding softly to people who meets you, so that's breaking down all the solids inside me replacing them with a silk feelings.    I was sitting on a maximum bench that you didn't noticing me there, you sit with Sulli and other girls and a small juice can was in your hands.  You always shaking your legs whenever you sit, shaking it quietly making my heart shakes with it and swinging, feeling my heart dancing with your anklet sound that I didn't hear it actually.   I saw your prominent collarbones, I imagined that every men out there saw it then my inside jealousy ignites and flaring my fuse.  I took my phone sending you a message,  - "Kiss me, beautiful! "   I saw you when you read it, smiling a half smile and your face redden, then raising your eyebrows challengingly writing,  - "impolite..!"   - "consider me as a brother."  I remember how you laughed, putting your palm on your laughing lips, I don't inderstand why you'r hiding the crystals, and why you skimped your laughs to the world.  You took a tuft from your long brown hair, always playing with your hair tufts when you're talking, rolling it around your finger without your feelings, making my head rolled with every tuft you roll it, like rolling my universe collapsing me in the momentum of scrolls.    Do you know Krystal, I knew a lot of girls in my whole life, but each girl didn't constitute but a half girl eventually, but you still a girl in all your cases an equator case girl, a girl still delicious in all of her cases.    I called you, saying: - "Didn't I prevented you about wearing anklets?"    You asked confusingly,  - "how did you know I'm wearing anklet? "   - "a bird told me! Did