(4)   It was a really tough night!    I was spending one of the drunkenness nights on my friend Chanyeols' house, Sehun was with us but he hated to be drunk so he never drink, that night all of us were thickener with life injuries and the eeriness, the injuries that looked similar and different in a lot of cases and pictures.    That night we didn't talk too much, each one of us mediate a sofa, sunken into his own disappointments silently and it never suit a drunks and a person praying silently like Sehun.  There was nothing but a song voice, our disappointing sobs that gathered us, the singers' voice was crying singingly like he was sharing us the consolation.    ~ I can't promise you, who ensures the time circumstances~ ~ Don't believe who said the life is safe ~ ~ our date, let it be on the circumstances palm ~  ~ don't embarrasses me with circumstances and time ~  ~ I can't promise you ~  ~ I missed you as much as the nights, as much as the years ~ ~ you're the years tender and there's no other tenderness ~    I didn't felt anything but Sehun hands shaking me hardly, and Chanyeol looking at me worryingly!  I was sobbing hardly, I wasn't crying, what happened that night wasn't a crying, I was sobbing, I felt my soul worsen like its struggling to go out of my tired body.   I don't know what's wrong with me that night, but I know that I offloaded some of the sadness piles that accumulated inside of my depths.  I felt that someone is reproaching me!  R