Crash

I'm (totally not) okay.

ENJOY!!


-Yoongi’s POV-

“you must be hurting too, I really shouldn’t have to force you in this relationship. If it makes you happy, I’ll sign the paper.” And the line ended before Yoongi could register what happened

“ off! I freaking ruin the only chance I have!” he pulled his hair in frustration, “and now he’s going to sign the paper. What are you going to do, dickhead?” Yoongi talked to himself

-Jimin’s POV-

He rushed to the house, and locked himself in the bedroom, he walked to the bed but fell onto his feet and again, he cried. He clasped his mouth to prevent loud sobs escaped from his mouth, he won’t let anyone found him crying again, no, never.

I was afraid that I’d get cut
By your sharp, knife-like words
I just need to breathe and eat
To endure through this
I was a coward, I wanted to endure through

Jimin heard a soft voice coming from another room, it’s Jin’s voice, the younger knows he was just practicing for the performance this evening, but he notice that the lyrics matched his situation. He grabbed the papers on the night stand and a pen, he looked at the blank space for his sign, ‘should I do this? Or will I regret it?’

If I hold onto you, it hurts
But if I let you go, it hurts even more
This place is deeper than a dream inside a dream
I have no confidence to escape from it

The lines hit him like ton of bricks, he dropped the pen and rested his face on his palms, ‘I can’t do this.’ He sobbed, ‘Jimin stop being so selfish! It’s obvious Yoongi doesn’t want to be with you, why you still blocking him to get his own happiness?!’ he said to himself

Knock! Knock!

“Jimin? you okay?” Jimin cleared his throat before answering, “yeah, I’m okay” his voice still unstable, ‘! Why it still shaking?’ Jimin complained

“are you really okay?”

‘NO!’ “Yes” then there is a pause before Jin spoke again, “I can stay at home, in case you need anything”

“no, you have to go. I’m okay, it’s not like I’m sick or anything” and Jimin could heard a quiet “okay” from outside the bedroom

-Jin’s POV-

“no, you have to go. I’m okay, it’s not like I’m sick or anything” Jin sighed, he knows Jimin was lying

“We can’t interfere their problems, they have to sort it out themselves”

“I know you want the best for your best friend, but when they still able to sort their own problem, we can’t just stick our nose.”

Namjoon’s words stuck in his head, “okay” Jin didn’t push him

“hyung, I’m sorry I can’t go to the café to watch you perform” he pologized, “it’s okay, I don’t mind it. I’m going now, take care. Namjoon will be here shortly” Jin continued before he went downstairs and drove to the café

-Jimin’s POV-

It’s been 20 minutes after Jin went out, there were wet dots on the papers, obviously tears. Jimin left the papers and he walked downstairs to the kitchen, he was about to boil some water when Namjoon arrived, “what are you making?” the older asked, “instant ramyeon, you want?” he nodded.

After cooked the ramyeon, Jimin brought the pot to the living room, Namjoon glanced at his face, “so, let me guess, you only cry because of Yoongi” Jimin stared at him disbelief, “what did he do now?” the older continued as he started eating the ramyeon

“nothing” Namjoon didn’t reply, instead he kept eating, “hyung, if Jin hyung dump you then he wants to make it up to you, what would you do?” Jimin asked

“let him try, who knows he would change” Namjoon answered, as he stirred the ramyeon inside the pot, he knew what Jimin talk about, but he pretends to be oblivious to make Jimin feel comfortable talk about his problem

“what if, another misunderstanding occurred? Would you stop to trying to make everything fine again?”

“would you?” Namjoon asked back, “Jimin, he cheats on you, he had with everyone, he dumped you and he hurt you, but you were able to endure all of those things, so why would a small misunderstanding stop you?”

“Because this misunderstanding is not small”

“tell me what’s worse than being cheated on and being dumped” the older challenged him, getting no answer from the younger, he continued, “if you thinking of giving up, remember what makes you held on for so long”

-Jin’s POV-

Jin was on the backstage, he sent Namjoon a text

To: Namjoonie

Everything okay? Is Jiminnie okay?

From: Namjoonie

Yoongi wants to make it up. Stay out from their way, okay?

To: Namjoonie

If I meet him somewhere, I’ll give him one last punch before letting him try again

Jin put his phone on his pocket when it’s time for him to perform, he walked to the stage, he greeted the audience, “..I’m going to sing..” he stopped when he spotted someone familiar sat on the chair on the right corner of the café. ‘what a coincidence to meet you, Yoongi’ Jin smirked at the person, “..I’m going to sing Jar of hearts by Christina Perri..” he suddenly changed his song choice

The music started, he began to sing, his face full of emotions by each lyrics, he is going to stab him with the lyrics. Jin stared at Yoongi

I learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

The person looked up and his gaze met Jin’s. Jin wasn’t staring anymore, he glared as soon as Yoongi looked at him.

Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart

Jin could feel his smirk grew as he sang.

Dear, took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

-Yoongi’s POV-

Yoongi was lost in his thought, he thought about every bad scenarios will happen after this, until the song caught his attention

And now you want me one more time

He looked up, a pair of eyes were already on his direction, ‘Jin!’, Yoongi swore that his look darkened as soon as they made an eye contact.

Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart

The singer smirked, eyes still on Yoongi.

Dear, took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

‘did he purposefully sing that? nah, maybe just coincidence’ Yoongi gathered his things and walked off from the café.

--^^--

-Jungkook’s POV-

The boy stirred up from his sleep when his phone buzzed, he scrunched up his face and blinking several times before grabbed his phone and unlocked it

From: Bambam

Skate park at 11, don’t be late

To: Bambam

I’ll be there, I just woke up

From: Bambam

He’ll be there too. Dress up nicely, your date is waiting for you

To: Bambam

you.

Jungkook got up from his bed and took a shower, after changed his clothes, he took his skateboard and rushed to the skate park. He supposed to arrive at the park earlier if someone didn’t stop him and punched him in the face

“What the hell?!” he wiped the blood from his mouth

“I won’t punch you if you don’t make mess with someone’s husband”

 Jungkook frowned, “who makes mess with someone’s husband?” as soon as he asked that, the man’s words rang a bell, “do you… probably.. know Park Jimin?”

“I know him?! He is my ing husband!” Jungkook widened his eyes, ‘oh so this is the husband!’ he thought, he was about to apologized but the man spoke again

“I know I cheat on him, but that doesn’t mean you can take him away!” Jungkook’s surprised face changed, his usually innocent face now decorated with a smirk

“well, why is that? If you can do it, why he can’t?” Jungkook stepped closer to the man, “because you are more superior than him? Because you work outside so you consider yourself more dominant than him?”

“you er!” the man was about to punch him but Jungkook grabbed his hand and punched him, he know that the man is much older than him, but he didn’t care, he hurt his friend

The punch must be hard to make the man fell down, Jungkook crouched down, smirk still plastered on his face, even though his lips bleed from the previous punch, “you know that payback is always a , right?” he said before got back to his skateboard and showing him his middle finger


SOOO! Jungkook met Yoongi!!

the voting already closed and I deleted the chapter

I'm going to reveal Jungkook's crush in the next chapter

sorry if it's not good enough! please anticipate the next chapter!

By the way, the song Jin sung for practice is VIXX - Error

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Yashvi
#1
Chapter 9: Jungkook u came ....!! please help our mochi...
NeoRei #2
Chapter 13: hahaha it's funny when they're all gay LMAO *sigh* now I'm spamming the comment section..great
NeoRei #3
Chapter 11: Jin! Go back to sleep! XD can't help it LMAO
NeoRei #4
Chapter 9: yea, Jungkook being friends is fine but IF YOU LAY UR HAND ON JIMIN!---
workluvaffair #5
Chapter 1: Oh snap- I know how Yoongi feels when I know I've left a lighter in my pants and 'nonchalantly' ask my mom..
NeoRei #6
Chapter 6: Idk why, but sometimes their conversation are funny xD spoil mood Hahaha jk jk
NeoRei #7
Chapter 2: "I mean we were there for like 10 minutes!"
This part make me laugh Lmao
xxiikimm
#8
Oh my heart~ Can I please hug you, oh dearest Authornim? ╮(T▽T)╭ I just can't control my feels! I was so so so happy that I found your fics! I honestly think that they're so great! I loved it all! I found myself hooked on to it and I read it all in one go! Oh my gath~ I can't even! Thank you for the wonderful fics! The world needs love! The world needs YoonMin!!! Haha! These are so beautiful~ So beautiful. (ಥ_ಥ)❤❤
nickyana #9
Chapter 16: I read the whole thing and I find it... OMGosh its been a while since I read something this enjoyable... even tough in the beginning I already judge Yoongi for being such . But more and more I read it, I just squealed everywhere in my own house in the middle of night. I really need to tell you that the personality of character was beyond perfect, in my opinion. but, really like how I fine Mrs. Park and Jimin is great person such big heart I think I might cry bc of that. Yoongi was the addict really something unexpected and jin for being Jimin best friend, I thank him (I know it's just fiction but I'm to moved) AND I REALLY SHIP ZELOKOOK. ILYSM, THANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS WONDERFULL STORY.