Chanyeol POV

I was literally going crazy; it’s been 2 days now and no one can reach Baekhyun; he’s been locking himself in his apartment totally refusing to face anyone; he wouldn’t answer his phone nor reply to any of our massages; I’ve been knocking his door for like forever for the past 2 days; I would call him desperately from outside and still he didn’t even show any sign that he’s still alive

 Baekhyun POV

It’s been 2 days already and am locking myself inside my room; I was just sitting on the floor with the bed nightstand supporting my body and head from the side; I didn’t want to face anyone for the time being; I totally ignored all the calls and avoided listening to any massages; I wasn’t ready to see anyone; I wasn’t ready to see Chanyeol or accept him …yet

Bang Bang Bang

“BAEKHYUN!” I heard the deep heavy voice again; yes; it was Chanyeol; I covered my ears to avoid hearing his voice that brings tears to my eyes

“Yah! Byun Baekhyun!! Open the door!” I heard his frustrated voice

“Baekhyun … please … Open the door hmm? …” he said with his heavy deep voice and the same sincere and caring tone as before

“Babe Baek … please …” he said again while knocking; tears formed in my eyes; my hands loosened from blocking my ears slowly and hesitantly stood up; I walked leisurely toward the door and the bangs were getting louder as I got closer to the door; I swallowed hard as I was now standing in front of the door

“Baekhyun …” he said with a vanishing tone softly; my hand moved unconsciously while trembling and hesitantly touched the back of the door; only this object was between me and him yet I felt that I was so far away from him; I caressed the door softly wondering my fingers around it

‘I miss you …’ I thought as tears managed to escape my eyes; the banging stopped and his voice disappeared; I looked down when I realized that he already left; I shifted my head back to the table where the phone started to ring; it was already flashing red notifying me that I have a massage; I walked closer to the phone slowly and just stared at it ringing non-stop

*beep*

‘Hello~~ this is Baekhyun; I’m not here so leave a massage’ 

*beep*

‘Ok. Fine. I got it Baek. You don’t want to talk to me anymore. Just give me a sign that you are fine hmm? … Baekhyun … please …’

Tears threatened to fall again after I heard his worried voice; I reached for the button and pressed it to hear the massages I received for the past 2 days; I had loads of messages from the guys but tears would rush crazily when his heavy,deep yet tired and weak voice echo around the place

‘Baek … it’s me … Chan Chan … Can you please pick up? Are you okay?’

‘Baekhyun … are you really going to be like this? I’m so worried I could die right now! Please pick up huh?’

‘Baekhyun … Please Open the door; I’ll break it if you didn’t open it!!! Aish! Baekhyun you are REALLY driving me crazy!!!’

‘Baekhyun-ah … I’m terribly sorry; just come and hit me to death; I would accept any reaction from you but please don’t scare me more; Please Baek talk to me huh?’

I couldn’t take it any longer as tears stuck up in my throat making it sour; I closed the massages and deleted the rest not wanting to listen to any

I sniffed wiping off the tears and sighed deeply; I turned to head back to my room but I stopped and my eyes moved slowly to Appa’s room; my heart tightened painfully; I looked around the dark and cold apartment; It felt scary and empty; I felt so lonely and afraid; I walked back to my room and curled myself up into a ball on the far end of the bed at the angle; I covered myself up to feel a little bit safe; I closed my eyes forcefully trying to oblige myself to sleep

Chanyeol POV

I drove off from his apartment and went to meet with the guys; I opened the restaurant door; it was already 10:00 PM; they already closed but still didn’t leave; they all looked at me with the same frustrated expression

“Still couldn’t reach him?” Kris said and I nodded desperately; I sat down frustrated and loosen my tie a bit; I was so tired and I was mentally exhausted from worry

“You should go and rest a little bit Chanyeol …” Luhan said worriedly

“Yeah Hyung …” Sehun said and I sighed; I really felt exhausted and restless; I feel like am going to faint anytime soon now; I didn’t get a tiny bit of sleep since the day he turned away from me; I looked up at them and nodded while standing up

“If we were able to reach him we’ll call you so leave your phone on general mode” Lay said assuring me and I nodded leaving the place

I parked my car and got off; I closed it and heavily headed to the apartment; I suddenly froze in my spot and my eyes went wide; my heart stopped beating and I can barely breathe now

There by my apartment door; he was sitting on the floor at the door stand hugging his knees tight to his chest while bending his head down; I couldn’t believe it was him; my heart ached me terribly seeing him sitting like this; slowly and heavily, I approached him; I swallowed hard looking down at him as I stopped right in front of him; he sensed the existence of someone; he slowly raised his head and looked up meeting my teary eyes; he looked at me and although it was dark I could clearly see his eyes sparkling with tears 

I was looking down straight at his eyes or more like glaring at him right now; I was breathing heavily as tears threatened to fall down any moment now; I was so angry at him making me so worried like this and my heart was paining sharply at how weak and broken he looked at the moment; I hated myself that he reached this state … alone

 “Chanyeol …” he whispered softly with a shaky, fading away voice still looking at me with tears

“I’m scared …” he whispered again and a tear ran down his cheek silently; he was biting on his lower lip to stop it from trembling while looking up at me still hugging his knees; I swallowed hard while looking at his afraid eyes and tears burned my eyes

“Can you play guitar for me?”