Donghae goes in the music studio with his empty body . It is not that he's hungry , is the hollowness inside . A big hole is right in the centre of his chest . He looks alright , but its not to him . The strange feeling is all around him . Empty . Vacant.
  He sat down the chair besides the long table which placed a lot of music electronics systems , that's the view he is seeing everyday . 'Cause , he is preparing a album .
  But the SM Entertainment doesn't have any news for him . Debut as a solo singer , or as a small group with other members ? But the SM Entertainment just called him to write up songs . That's it . All the things he is doing today is just composing , composing , composing and finally , COMPOSING . That's seems horrible with him today , he has none inspirations of the songs to write up .
  What can I do ? Donghae asked himself . His brain is just blank , he can't think of anything . Melody , rhythm , dynamics ...nothing comes up .
  This is truly first time when Donghae feels complicated to compose a song . That thing never happened to him before . 
  So , he gets up from his seat , and down the street to the local Starbuck's Coffee . Well , coffee is the best way to help him . He needs caffeine to wake himself up .
  Just a few minutes , he is out of the coffee shop with a cup of hot coffee in his hand , the warmth creeps in his veins and to his whole body , and straight to his void heart and brain . He takes a slip of coffee ,  the rich , bitter coffee makes him feels great . That's when he thinks he is ready . 
  All of a sudden , a melody is echoing softly in his ears , the melody is so stimulating and dorky , but it seems so perfect to him . Yessssss! He screamed . Well , all the people's eyes are all on him .
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  Donghae hasn't rest even for 1 second since he came back from the coffee shop . He is just making music , melodies , singing , writing , testing , adjusting and doing much more things . But he knew that something's lost . That thing is so important but he cannot guess what's that .
  Is there some mistakes on the beat ? He confirmed , but , NOT . 
  The introductory theme's mistakes ? No . 
  Donghae thinks of many possibilities , but none of them is mistaken .
  So , WHAT'S THAT ? WHAT IS MISSING ? Donghae has asked himself this question for around a thousand times or more .
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  '' Ya , Hyukjae~a'' Donghae called Eunhyuk's name gently , '' I am TROUBLED !!''
  '' What ? '' He asked anxiously , '' Where are you ? ''
  '' I am at the studio , '' Donghae continued , '' WHAT AM I MISSING ?!'' He asked so straightly that Eunhyuk is surprised .
  '' What missing ?'' 
  '' I am composing songs , but I thought I have missed something out . ''
  '' Oh I see...There must be no problem on the song , right ?'' Eunhyuk asked .
  '' How do you know ?''
  '' Ya , these 15 years you are in my palm , Donghae . '' Eunhyuk giggles happily , '' How come I don't know ? '' And Donghae smiled as well .
  '' So perhaps , that's your problem . Anything going bad these days ? ''
  '' Nope . '' 
  '' No friends ...went away ? '' Eunhyuk asked him again , but he is careful with his words , 'cause he knows that Donghae would cry easily.
  '' Nope . ''
  '' Broke up with girlfriend ? ''
  '' I don't even have girlfriend !''
  '' Losing something ? Money , fans , love ...''
  All in a sudden , Donghae's heart is twitching tightly , pains are growing all over again . His heart is so aching that he wants to die . All things went up from his brain . He finally knows .
  He finally knows what is losing. That person is so important to him , and he would pay everything to get him. That person is worth him to sacrifice himself . Donghae cannot lose him , even a second or less . He needs him so , so much that he could never know . He cannot imagine if that person is not alive .
  Eunhyuk.
  He's the one .
  Donghae hasn't eagered a person that much ever , even his parents . He doesn't know why . But he just know that everytime when he is facing trouble or want to cry , Eunhyuk's shoulders is always the place he can rely on . Everytime when he wants to fall , Eunhyuk is always the one who pull him up , makes him strong . 
  But , does Eunhyuk feels the same too ?
  If Donghae is just a fake image , a illusion , will Eunhyuk feel painful too ?
  What if Donghae is gone someday , would Eunhyuk feel the same thing like Donghae is feeling now ?
  Well , Donghae doesn't know any answers of the questions above . He popped himself from the chair .
  '' I am going back to dorm , you too?'' Donghae sends a quick stare of the clock . 02:30 a.m. Already. 
  '' Me too . '' Eunhyuk replied .