CHAPTER 6

Junghwa POV

It was monday morning when Junghwa was waiting in the school gate for Hani to come, when she saw her coming Junghwa suddenly feel the urge to be by her side and ran towards her and with a smile drawing on her face she called her name "Hani" . But Hani at the touch of Junghwa´s voice just lifted her head to watch Junghwa´s face, look into her eyes just one second and turned her head and kept walking straigh to the school.

Junghwa stood schocked, couldn´t believe Hani didn´t talked to her, she just passed by her like if she didn´t know her giving a cold look too.

The classes began and Junghwa couldn´t concentrate at all, the only think that was in her mind, was the moment when Hani kissed her and what happened this morning when she ignored her like if she was a ghost that couldn´t see, she felt like going crazy, she needed to talk to Hani so bad or she could explode.

Junghwa: "Is she mad at me, but, why?, in this situation shouldn´t I be the angry person, I don´t understand her at all, just what is happening, could it be that... does she like me in that way?, if that is true then... -Junghwa face turned totally red-. Ahhh how could I face her now, that must be way she can´t talk to me cuz she think I hate her but I don´t, I mean it was just a kiss, I didn´t feel anyth..ing, I didn´t, I..., I did, I did feel it!!"-Her heart fluttered-.

Some days has passed and Hani kept avoiding Junghwa, even thought Junghwa called her many times Hani never answered her phone and the messages she sent her were never seen, until friday in lunch time when Junghwa was in her classroom.

Hyerin: Mmm Junghwa what are you doing here, it´s like a miracle see you in classroom during lunch time cuz you always hang out with Hani unnie, you have been here the whole week too, but must be because Hani seems like is now going out with Taecyeon, I just saw them in the cafeteria together eating.

Junghwa: What did you say, they are... together!!! -Junghwa feel a pain in her heart - " I need to talk to her, why is she with him, why is she doing this to me, must be a reason for all this".

Junghwa waited for Hani to come down from her classroom until she met her and she grabbed her wrist strongly and looked straight to her face, even though her voice was trembling she said to her: "We need to talk Hani, we can´t keep like this", but then someone appeared beside them.

Taecyeon: Ohh Junghwa hello, sorry Hani for keeping you waiting, I had to arrange some things, now we can go!! - Taecyeon felt the atmosphera weird and looked to hani and Junghwa and asked- Is something wrong?

Hani lifted her head looked Junghwa to the eyes and smiled to her while saying.

Hani: Nothing is wrong I was just saying bye, right Jjong!!-Then she turned to Taecyeon and smiled even more- Let´s go!!

Junghwa couldn´t help but to let go Hani´s wrist, trying to hold the tears coming out feeling like if she was abandoned by Hani, she just stood there watching the two of them walking away happyly linking arms!!

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Junghwa couldn´t stop crying, she didn´t eat either, her pain was that big that even got sick and didn´t go to school the next week, she just stayed in her room just crying and sleeping because of the sleeping pills she was taking to get some rest.

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Hani POV

Taecyeon: =)(/&%$"#$%&/... Hani...Hani do hear me?

Hani: Ahh oh sorry Taecyeon, I wasn´t listening you, what did you say again!!

Hani couldn´t think in no other than Junghwa´s sad face when she left with Taecyeon, she just wanted to hold her and say that all was a lie and she loved her deeply but she knew that saying that would only hurt her even more in the future.

After drinking coffee and passing some time with Taecyeon, the night came along and Hani went home and there she was Junghwa waiting outside of her house.

Junghwa: Why?

Hani: Just go home Junghwa!

Junghwa: Why did you have to kiss me if you were going to hurt me this bad like if you were just playing with me!

Hani: That´s right! I was just playing!

Junghwa: What!! We are friends, how could you be like this!

Hani: Hahaha -Hani looked Junghwa and with cold blood she said- I don´t have any friends, didn´t you hear just now, I was just playing with you but I already got bored, so please, don´t annoy me any more.

Hani went inside her house and closed the door behing her to star crying in the floor "I´m sorry Jjong, I have to do it like this..." until she fall asleep and wokened up the next day.

Hani was bussy the next days doing her last exams, every thing was setting up for her but even though she was that occupied in her mind, she always tried to look for Junghwa at distance so she doesn´t know, but her efforts came to nothing when she realized junghwa didnt came to school and so she worried, just what could have happened to her and the other day might be the reason for it she tought, so she decided to go by Junhwa´s classroom and then she pointed this little fellow from music class and asked to Hyerin for Junghwa but she told her Junghwa was sick and will be absecent the whole week...

As the days passed Hani´s worry just got bigger and so she decided to go by Junghwa´s house and ask personally about her to her parents, after school on the way to Junghwa´s house she stoped on a flower shop and bought a pretty bouquet of white lilies but when she was in front of her house couldn´t make it to ring the door bell and chosed to leave before someone sees her and put the flowers down on the front door as she was going away.

JUNGHWA POV

Junghwa's mom told her that a friend from school has come over to see her but at that moment the only person that pooped in her mind was Hani, the most loved person in her life that turned our to be a traitor, a bad person that hurt her so much, "did she came back to mock at me again, I will never forgive her for what she did to me!

The door knob moved, someone was coming inside her room trying to open the door, then Hyerin appeared with a bouquet of white flowers in her hands.

Hyerin: Hello Junghwa, How are you feeling? take this, is for you!! a while ago I saw Hani unnie walking away leaving this behind in the front door, but why she didn´t give them to you personally she must have been in a hurry ...

Junghwa interrupted Hyerin talking and took the flowers to tossed in the trash bin with anger as she heard they were from Hani.

Junghwa: Don´t talk about that bad person in front of me again, Hyerin. She is not my friend anymore.

Hyerin was so surprised cuz never seen Junghwa that mad.

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Then next days Junghwa keep attending school normally, like if nothing hapened, she was sitting on her desk when Hyerin appeared calling her name out loud, she had unexpected news for her.

Hyerin: yah Junghwa did you know Hani is leaving school to go to Europe!! Just know when I went to the teachers classroom I saw Hani talking with her homeroom teacher about it!! Yahh are you listening to me?

Junghwa hesitate hearing the news that Hani is going away "such a coward, just escaping from all the mess she did" -she tought- but at the same time she was surprised that she didn´t know that before "since when did she plan it, so her words were true I was just someone to pass the time", she kept on silence a moment and then she said.

Junghwa: Good for her!!

Even though Jungwa hated Hani at the moment she couldn´t help but to care about Hani, and for her mind passed the idea that maybe she could be the reason she plead that could be true.

That day, when the classes almost fineshed, Junghwa went out of her classroom to go to the restroom, everybody was in class so the corridors were empty, but when she entered the restroom she encounter Hani washing her hands, her mind suddenly went blank, then in a second a bunch of ideas poped in her head, she wanted to tell her she hated her, then demand an explication of why she did that to her, but the thing she wanted to do the most was hug her so bad, she still couldn´t believe it, then when Hani saw her there just stood and was about to leave Junghwa suddenly grabed her and wishpered to her.

Junghwa: If you were going to play with me, you should have done it till the end!!

Junghwa was holding Hani pretty hard without realizing her strengh like a way to release her anger on her but Hani didn´t say anything nor even blink an eye, she just left when Junghwa released her from her embrace. When Hani was gone the tears began to fall from her eyes.

Junghwa: "Why are you not taking responsabilies for you actions, now I am ruined because of you, how can I keep hating you when I love you like this....why did you have to turn me into an idiot!"-she said softly.

A few hours after, Junwha was in the street of her house after school, for some reason she didn´t know, she kept walking and end up just in front of Hani´s house and was no time when she already regret it, Hani´s front door house opened and Junghwa hide unconsciously and keept watching to that direction, what a sour feeling when Taecyeon went out with Hani and she saw them hugging and then Taecyeon wiping Hani´s tears. Junghwa was so heartbroken,she just ran away to end up crying in a bench of a nearby park.

"Junghwa, are you ok" a voice called her name, she looked up to find it was Taecyeon, he sat beside her, "So, know you must know that she is going away, right, well, you wasn´t suppose to know until she was left".

Junghwa: Does it really matter now that she is with... you!

Taecyeon: Hahahahaha-Taecyeon laugh hard. You are so dumb, Park Jungwha, both of you are, you know, Hani asked me a favor, a really importan to her, you know what said to me "Please Taecyeon, take care of Junghwa when I leave" , I know everything she told you, she belived if you hated her it was going to be easier to leave you, mphh that kid really likes you a lot Junghwa, it would be awesome if she did that for me, and I think she doesn´t like just like a friend but you must know that now. I have to go Junghwa, mmm she is leaving tomorrow at 9 am I´m taking her to Incheon aerport, you better say good bye before it´s too late.

Taecyeon left and Junghwa was still sitting there in that bench, her head was a mess, Taecyeon words just playing with her mind, unbelivable ideas passing in her head until she realized.

Junghwa: So, Hani is in love with me!! - she babbled.

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The next morning someone was calling on Hani´s house, Hani opened the door and there was a person in front of her.

Hani: Oh you are early... Taecyeon!!

Taecyeon: Hi, are you ready?

Hani: Yes, come in while I took my things down from my room- she smiled.

Taecyeon: "She didn´t came!!"

Hani: Ahh sorry did you say something- hani said when she returned.

Taecyeon: No, didn´t say anything, let me help you with your bags.

Hani said good bye to her house from the passenger seat of Taecyeon car.

Taecyeon: Let´s go, Hani.