Is this a phase?

Be still heart of mine.

 I’d been sitting in my room for almost an hour, hadn’t changed yet so I’m still wrapped in a towel and cold I might add! But, I couldn’t bring myself to move, my body felt numb. I laid back trying to take in what craziness had just happened. Since, Mark hadn’t come into my room yet I assume I freaked him out a lot. I hope he doesn’t think weird of me now. *Knock knock* Well, here comes more awkwardness how do I face him after I just flopped on him like a fish?

“Uh, yeah?” I said with a shaky tone.

“Can I come in?” Mark whispered.

“Yeah, I’m still in a towel though.” I shouted. Mark opened the door and I covered myself some more and scooted over to let him sit.

“So, that was a bit weird but, we still getting lunch? Cause, You are taking ages! I’ll pick your clothes” He said digging through my dresser. He pulled out my favorite black jeans with lots of pockets and a hue zipper across my legs. He then pulled out my favorite tee black shirt that I had gotten from a KHJ concert and then tossed me my favorite high top converse.

 “Uh, thanks?” I said trying to hint to him to leave but him not catching on.

“Oh, I forgot.” He said turning back to my clothes. He pulled out my sports bra, grey. I hate regular bras. And he grabbed my pacman underwear.. Yes they’re pacman! But, why is he picking them! Psh, ugh no! My headache was back and intense again I flopped back on my bed. “My head is killing me!” I shouted smacking the bed with my hand. Suddenly Marks hands were on my temples massaging away  and boy did it feel great! But, I was still in just a towel! How cold I move though, this was taking the pain away. I closed my eyes and mark spoke.

“Kasi, about last night. Why did you need to get something off your mind? What was it?” He said. Should I tell him? Or just give him an outline. “Well, it’s a uh. It’s just that.. Okay, so you know how Boo left me well, I didn’t tell you why. But, I started liking someone else without even realizing it and I guess she did. I mean I felt something and told her but, I pushed it away because it wasn’t logical plus I wanted to make it work with her. But, the person that I liked is a well, let’s just say it’s not someone I can like.” I said letting out a sigh.

“So that’s why you drank so much? You know it didn’t help. Who is this person? And why can’t you like them?” Mark asked still rubbing my temples and head.

“Well, I don’t know if that person will be okay if I like them. Am I aloud to like them? What if I cause them more trouble?” I sighed some more trying to hold back sadness.

“Kasi, everyone has the right to like who they want. Why wouldn’t they be okay if you liked them? Are you going to murder them? No. Well, I hope not” He said with a giggle. “But, you can like whoever you want! And if that person doesn’t like you then they aren’t worth your heart. I’ll beat em araso?” he said pressing my head a bit hard. “But, who is this girl?” he questioned.

“Uhm, Mark… that’s the thing. It’s not a girl.”

 I said expecting him to freak out. “So it’s dude? Who?” he asked calmly. 

“I can’t tell you. When I feel sure that this isn’t just a phase then maybe I’ll tell you. Right now I’m just confused because I’ve never felt this way about a guy. Ya know?” I said opening my eyes to look at Mark his face looking ahead in question not focusing on mine. Which I was grateful for because I could stare at him for a minute. His shaped chin and beautiful eyes. I jumped up.

“Can you get out so I can change now? You are so nosy you !” I said in a joking manner. “Araso” Mark said getting up and walking out, he was at the door when he turned around. He looked at me and said “PUNK!” and yanked my towel off and ran away laughing. “MARKKKK, I’LL KILL YOU!” I shouted grabbing my cheeks in embarrassment.

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cece_mytlover
#1
Chapter 12: Reread this and loved it!!!
HaruHaruGirl
#2
Chapter 12: This is so cute ; ; Thank you authornim
marktuanme
#3
Chapter 4: LMFAO omg I love this chapter haha.
cece_mytlover
#4
Chapter 12: loved it!!!! ^^