yonghwa walked across FNC building lost in his thoughts about what happened yesterday when he met seohyun , he clinched his fists irritated whenever he remembers that scene of seohyun crying in another man's arms ... this is the second time he sees her crying that hard & helplessly and it's always him being the reason for her torturing and pain .. 

why am i doing this to her ! he asked himself countless times since yesterday on repeat , he swore that he's going to avoid her from now on , just like the past years , he can keep it up for the next coming years too , acting friendly as if nothing happened nor yesterday nor 4 years ago .. 

once the secretary saw yonghwa , he stopped him 

" the CEO is asking for you to discuss your new project " the secretary said 

" new project !!! " yonghwa wondered what kind of project could it be , he thanked the secretary and went to the CEO office 

after knocking the door twice , CEO han allowed whoever on the door to enter 

yonghwa entered and bowed to him respectfully , curious about the project 

" sit down please " han said as he checked out a yellow file on the table

" what kind of project i'm going to do ?" yonghwa asked immediately after he sat on the chair 

" it's from MBC , it's going to be a hit project as MCing , advertising included " han said cautiously looking at the file 

" wow .. seems interesting " yonghwa said satisfied 

" anyway the project is about WGM couples reunion ... " han said as he glanced yonghwa 

" reunion ? couple ... please explain " yonghwa said trying to compose his emotions , he looked at han waiting for his reply 

" you and SNSD seohyun are doing this project together .. as a famous WGM couple " han said calmly 

yonghwa widened his eyes in a shock ! he stood abruptly and took a steps to leave " i'm not going to do it " 

" we already accepted the offer " han said calmly which made yonghwa lose his composition , as he took angry steps toward han's table , he hit the table strongly with his palm 

" why would you accept a project without asking me first !!! " yonghwa shouted as his eyes flared with anger 

" because it's beneficial for your career " 

" career !! i got enough of you controlling my life using my career as an excuse , you always do that ... my life is a mess because of you " 

" if you want to give up now and lose everything and what you have sacrificed too .. it's up to you " 

" i already lost everything " yonghwa said with a low tone seriously , he remembered seohyun crying because of him and said determined " i'm not gonna do it and i don't think seohyun will accept this project too " 

" SM already accepted the offer , see ! no one is making a big deal of this except you " han said as he sighed 

SM agreed already !! what about seohyun ! i thought about it .. does she want to do it too ? or is it her company's decision .. as i thought about it i left the office quietly , walking aimlessly at the corridor lost ... 

suddenly someone called me shouting " hyung , wait " 

jungshin approached me with a serious attitude 

" hyung , you have heard about the project right ? " he asked me with a serious worried tone 

i nodded quietly gazing at the floor 

" you have to refuse , hyung i'm begging you to refuse the offer " he said determined looking at my eyes seriously frowning ,- i hated it - him ordering me around when it comes to my relationship with seohyun  

" why should i refuse work ?" i said with a smirk as i turned around to continue my way to the training room 

jungshin hurried to block my way , he looked at me with a serious eyes , his hand tightly squeezing my shoulder " don't mess up her life , don't do this to her " 

his words suffocated me , i'm such a pain in her life i know it , and now she's finally happy again with her life , with her new love interest , i've always prayed for her happiness even if it wasn't me included in her life ..

" don't worry i'm not interested in her anymore , it's just work " i said with a low tone , removing his hand that gripped my shoulder  

" i don't trust you " 

" you don't have to " i said glaring at him before i walk away , i don't trust my self either this is the truth but if it's my fate spending more time with seohyun ... i would like to watch over her closely even by using the work as an excuse ..  

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" i don't want to do it " seohyun shouted at the secretary 

" seohyun-ssi .. SM already accepted the offer , if you think about it .. it's a great opportunity for you to shine again as the most famous and loved WGM couple ever " the secretary said as he looked at seohyun amazed by her refusal , it's the first time she goes against a project that much , that's why SM accepted without returning back to her cause she never go against SM .. 

" please .. " seohyun pleaded as her voice started to disappear , she doesn't want to spend time with him or it could be dangerous on her heart , on her new life that she's satisfied with right now 

" we accepted the offer two days ago , and they sent us the schedule already , we can't go back in our words now , it's matter of time before netizens knows too about this .. " the secretary said sighing heavily , seeing seohyun acting like this his heart aches although he doesn't know what's the real reason behind her refusal 

seohyun's knees weakened and she got tired mentally , so she sat back on the chair quietly , feeling like a doll that got no way to escape the company's control .. she never hated it as much as this moment 

" seohyun-ssi , please get ready as your first schedule will be in china after two days .. " the secretary said as he checked the file 

" china !!! " seohyun can't get more shocked than this , doing schedules with yonghwa outside korea is so dangerous , on her heart and mentality especially after him becoming that bold over years .. 

seohyun left the office and walked like a ghost across the corridor , her phone rang with changmin's name on the screen , she turned the phone silent and slipped it inside her bag again .. 

" yaaaaah seohyun " tiffany shouted in seohyun's ear to wake her up 

" eh ! what !!! " seohyun was flustered almost dropping her bag 

" i called you many times and i thought you've turned deaf , thanks god you're still healthy " tiffany said as she hugged seohyun playfully 

seohyun gave her a half smile , " let's talk " tiffany said seriously as she grabbed seohyun's hand dragging her to an empty styling room , she locked the door after them 

" now talk " tiffany demanded crossing her arms 

" about ?" seohyun acted clueless 

" the things that are confusing you " 

seohyun wanted to act clueless forever but then looking at tiffany serious eyes and her words too , she was suffocated a little 

" unnie " seohyun started to talk with a weak almost broken voice and continued "