Chapter 2: Please keep on living if not for your biological family, then for your family you can make with this fandom/others around you (that you want to be around you). Also ,yes ,fandoms are hard to get into or even stay in but if you meet the right people either in life or online that are there they will become a great source of strength. Not to mention the love they give. Just like you I have had a hard childhood in different ways from you but still really difficult. I have had the same thoughts you have here and there throughout life. But there is always something to live for even if it is something small and others can't understand it. Also remember blood isn't the strongest connection to have with someone it's the mutual love and respect one may receive that really counts weather be human or animal(An animal in my case and just recently in the last year or so an awsome human being). It might be hard but try and let some people in and yes there is a chance you might be hurt by doing so. But it's worth trying and can even open up doors that you may have thought were impossible.
P.s if you would allow me to I would like to be your friend or that person to lend you a listing ear to hear you out
P.s.s stay strong

Chapter 1: Fighting!!! There is so much more in life, it's worth fighting for. Don't give up. Stand again, and be proud of yourself. :)

Chapter 1: Wow, just wow *scoops up the person for cuddles*