Acceptance

I think my roommate loves me...
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‘Lu-Luhan…’ Sehun stuttered as he held Luhan firmly inside his arms. Luhan was frozen as he looked up at his roommates beautiful face, a couple of inches away from his own. Tell me this is not a dream… Luhan prayed. There was a story behind how he got stuck in this position with Sehun... After he left with Chang on Saturday night, Luhan felt something was acutely missing. He could not keep a finger on it but he knew it had something to do with Sehun. He barely knew the guy and they had literally hung out with each other for two days.  And still, Luhan had made a connection with him instantly. He felt troubled thinking why he felt so bad for leaving Sehun alone. He found himself wishing Chang hadn’t shown up at his doorstep. As he had promised, Chang took him to the fancy Italian place. The dinner was good and the atmosphere was just how Luhan had wanted it to be. Luhan had also decided to confess his love for Chang but something felt completely off. He decided he was going to hold off on saying it until he’s sure what was bothering him so much. One weekend away from Chang and he had already started feeling uncertain? But he knew the reason was more than just that. It was Sehun. He had to tell Sehun he was sorry for walking out on him like that. He made Sehun order chicken and he probably had to pay for it because Luhan left abruptly with Chang. I don’t deserve to be a hyung… Luhan though dragging his hand from his forehead down to his chin. ‘Is everything okay?’ Chang asked him, curiously. He had been talking about his time in Busan and promising Luhan that he would take him there sometime but Luhan wasn’t listening. ‘I-yes…’ Luhan said, caught off guard,’ I’m listening.’ ‘If you are not feeling well, we should go home so that you can rest,’ Chang said, his voice filled with concern. I’m such an , Luhan thought looking at Chang. The poor guy flew back early from Busan to be with him. He made up to Luhan for forgetting their anniversary and Luhan was sitting their thinking about his roommate. ‘I’m sorry,’ Luhan said, smiling warmly,’ tell me more about this project in Busan.’ Chang told him that the Busan trips were going to be frequent from now onwards. His company was opening a new branch in there and they needed intelligent people like Chang to handle the place. They were ready to promote him if he decided to take responsibility and Chang was very excited. ‘That is great news!’ Luhan said, thrilled,’ but does that mean you have to move there?’ He could not bear the idea of Chang moving away. It had become a habit for him to see him almost every day after work, just him being there by Luhan's side so that he never felt lonely. ‘Not really,’ Chang said, to Luhan’s relief,’ I have to be there 4-5 times a month but not full time. I might not be here couple of weekends with you but I promise I’ll make it up to you.’ Luhan smiled back, nodding. He reached across the table to hold his hand, wondering how he could allow himself to have second thoughts about Chang in the first place. Luhan excused himself to go to the restroom in a while. He didn’t forget about Sehun still and wanted to text him to apologize. ‘Hey Sehun, sorry for today, man. I did not know Chang would show up. Thanks for being so understanding.’ He did not have to wait too long for Sehun’s reply. ‘It’s okay, hyung. I’m glad you got to celebrate your anniversary and did not have to spend it with a loser like me.’ Luhan’s smile dropped. ‘Yah! Call yourself a loser again and I’ll jettison you right in the middle of Han River.’ ‘Kekeke~ Hyung, you are so adorable!’ ‘Wait you little , let me come home and whack your for calling me that,’ Luhan threatened him. After a couple more messages, Luhan left the restroom grinning like an idiot. ‘Something funny happened?’ Chang asked, looking at his expression. ‘Just Sehun being a brat,’ Luhan said, still sniggering. Chang’s expression turned dark at the mention of his name. ‘Is he bothering you?’ he asked, his voice deep and dangerous. ‘What? No, no, he’s really nice,’ Luhan said, shaking his head. ‘You sure?’ ‘Absolutely, he’s been a really cute dongsaeng,’ Luhan affirmed. Chang felt troubled hearing Luhan call him cute. He still remembered Sehun’s scowl when Chang had gone to pick Luhan up from his place. He had to have a man-to-man talk with Sehun and let him know that Luhan belonged to Chang. Sehun decided it was time for some cleanup. After he was done talking with Luhan, he texted Alessandra. ‘Hey, can we meet for coffee tomorrow?’ he said. ‘Coffee? You know we can’t do it in public places, right? :P ’ Sehun sighed and typed,’ are you free or not?’ ‘I am. Let’s meet around 3pm.’ ‘Sounds good.’ He met her for coffee the other day and told her that he could not continue being her -buddy. Alessandra was shocked. ‘B-but why?’ she asked. ‘I… I think I like someone,’ Sehun said, carefully,’ I’m going to pursue that person and see how it goes.’ Alessandra frowned. ‘Is she prettier than me?’ He… And yes, he’s the most beautiful person… His doe eyes, his button nose, his rose-pink lips and his big heart… ‘That’s not the point,’ Sehun said, pushing back his thoughts about Luhan,’ I would like to give my best for that person and I don’t want to keep you hanging because of me.’ Alessandra didn’t say anything. She looked sad as she sipped her coffee but otherwise did not protest. ’I had a great time with you,’ Sehun said, trying to make her feel better,’ but I need to move on now and become serious for once.’ To his surprise, Alessandra nodded calmly and said,’ I understand. I had really started liking you by the way.’ ‘I’m flattered,’ Sehun said, smiling genuinely,’ thanks for making it so easy for me.’ And it’s finally done… Sehun thought as he walked back home. Breaking up with Alessandra was long overdue and he would have done it either way. Being around Luhan only made him realize he had to do it sooner than later. He wondered what Luhan must be doing at that moment and when he would come back home. Luhan did not come back home till Monday night. Sehun had given up for the day and turned to his bed. He had drifted off to an uneasy sleep when he heard the sound of door closing. His eyes shot open and he ran out only to find the sound was Luhan’s door closing behind him. He did not want to appear desperate and clingy and so decided he would catch hold of Luhan tomorrow. He had to wake up early anyway because of the morning shift at the grocery store. He turned back to his bed and tried to listen to Luhan’s movements in the room next to him. His mind felt at peace just at the thought of Luhan being in the same house as him and this time, he fell asleep peacefully. Luhan had slept terribly. He had waited in front of Sehun’s room for such a long time anticipating whether he should knock and wake the kid up. He wanted to see Sehun and talk to him so badly but he figured Sehun would get mad at him for waking him up. He dropped his raised fist down instead and headed towards his room. He decided to wait till tomorrow to meet him. His mind was troubled still and as a result of that, he could not sleep well. He rubbed his eyes and got out of bed when his alarm rang. He had barely fallen asleep a couple of hours ago and it was already time to get up to go to work. He groaned as he dragged his feet on the floor, his eyes still closed. Yawning, he moved towards the bathroom to wash his face. Suddenly, he bumped into something robust and started to fall back only to be saved by a pair of strong arms. His eyes shot open in horror as they stared back in the dark beige eyes so close to him. It took him a few seconds to realize that Sehun was holding him close to his own body, saving him from hurting himself. His one hand was around Luhan’s waist and the other one holding the back of Luhan’s head so that he did not hit the wall behind him. And he was just wearing a towel around his waist… Just.A.Towel… Luhan wanted to screamed like a crazy fanboy right then... The beautiful musky scent coming from Sehun almost bewitched him as he realized that Sehun had just gotten out of the shower. It wasn't that had never seen him shirtless before but this was somehow different. Earlier Luhan had only thought of him as his roommate. Now he was a little more than that. And he was still wet from the shower… The drops of water from Sehun’s wet body were permeating his thin T shirt and he felt the warm wetness enveloping him. Sehun’s face and hair were dripping wet too. The water droplets fell lightly on Luhan’s face and neck tickling him and he arched his head back a little as he felt the droplets running down his body, violating him in an exhilarating way. He looked up at Sehun and saw him breathing heavily as his eyes devoured Luhan’s image. Luhan’s knees weakened as he stared at the y beast who was holding him tightly and exploiting him with just his eyes. He placed his hand firmly on Sehun’s fine taut chest. Sehun tightened his jaw and swal
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Oshlzy #1
Chapter 6: And eye glass leopard 😂😂😂