Tsumi
GuiltHoseok lay there, flat on his back. His eyes were closed but he wasn't asleep. He could no longer fall into a deep sleep.
The voices had stopped. But now they were replaced with physical pain. A constant throbbing like a neverending headache which he'd learnt to ignore, but sometimes there would be long outbursts of horrendous pain which made him keel over and shake. When it went away, Hoseok was left weak and he had to lie there, unable to stand up until his strength returned. But the throbbing would still be there in the back of his head. It got too much for Hoseok to stand.
'Go away..' Hoseok whispered to the throbbing. Then he got angrier, 'WHY WON'T YOU JUST LEAVE!? I CAN'T DIE!! Taehyung told me not to die! His voice cracked while saying Taehyung's name and then he pulled the covers over his head like a small child and cried. Even when the door creaked open, he didn't come up.
'Hoseok?' Jungkook spoke into the darkness and the throbbing stopped straight away.
Hoseok lifted his head and calmed his breathing down, although tears still silently flowed from his eyes.
'I told you not to suffer alone, remember?' Jungkook sighed as he sat down next to Hoseok on the bed. Hoseok looked at Jungkook with red, puffy eyes and gave in to the mankae's stern words.
'I'm sorry. You're right, I don't want to keep it a secret anymore. It's too hard, I need your help.' Hoseok whispered as Jungkook pulled him into a hug and whispered into his ear...'Give me your troubles.' As soon as the last letter left Jungkook's lips, Hoseok felt a stab of pain in the back of his head which caused him to keel over and fall onto the floor with a thud. A voice in his head shouted out NO, no one can share your guilt! Hoseok let out a cry and clutched his head in his hands. He clenched his fists and pulled his hair.
'HOSEOK! Stop, don't hurt yourself!' Jungkooks shouts alerted the others who came running in to find Hoseok writhing in pain on the floor, his head in his arms and his legs flailing and kicking everything nearby. 'Seokjin! What do we
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