Namjoon

Guilt
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Hyung? Please wake up, don't join me now. It's too soon for you to join me. Don't listen to my voice when you're awake, only when you're asleep is it really me. I don't hate you, it's only your imagination telling you that I do. Don't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault! It was my own, I should have listened to you. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you. I'm going now, I'll meet you again the next time you're asleep, only trust me then. Please remember that.

The ghostly figure of Taehyung turned and walked into the darkness, fading away until only darkness remained.

'Hoseok! Wake up!' The voice of Jimin shouted as he shook him awake. 'What happened to you? We were worried!' Hoseok opened his eyes and scanned the room. The others were there as well as Jimin, they were all staring down at Hoseok like he was some endangered species. He was no longer lying on the mountain path, but in the dorm in his own bed.

'How did you find me?' Hoseok asked confused. He tried to push himself up into a sitting position, but a sharp pain in his arm prevented him.

'You slashed up your elbows and knees pretty bad, your head is also a mess. Did you fall?' Yoongi asked as he helped Hoseok to sit up.

'Yeah, uh, I was running down the path and tripped. I hit my head on a tree and must've knocked myself out.' He explained, careful not to give away the reason for him running. He didn't want them to worry about him, they had enough to worry about already with all the news reports.

'Be more careful next time, well if we ever let you go out alone again.' We thought you were dead too, Namjoon added silently.

Namjoon - Before finding Hoseok

'Jungkook, where's Hoseok?' Asked Namjoon.

'He said he wanted to go for a walk, but he'll be back within two hours.'

'When was this?'

'About twenty past six,' replied Jungkook. So they didn't need to worry about him yet, he'd be back soon.

'He should be back soon,' Namjoon tried to sound calm, but he was worried on the inside. Since Taehyung, Namjoon had also been feeling the guilt. He was supposed to be the leader, but Taehyung had died, what kind of leader lets that happen. If anything happened to Hoseok aswell, he wouldn't be able to live with himself. He often thought about his younger sister Nam Yong, and what had happened to her under his care. She was only 7 and he was 14, twice her age. Namjoon had been asked b

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BangtanBAPSonyeondan #1
Chapter 12: WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sassyelf
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JustAnotherFangirl46 #3
Chapter 12: I WANT TO CRY!!! CARYS HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO MY FEELS :'(. YOUR WAY OF WRITING IS JUST SO POETIC AND AWESOME, I'M JEALOUS WAH!!!! HWAITING!! PLEASE RELEASE THE NEXT FIC SOON OMG
kkaepsongyehet #4
Chapter 12: *cries in Korean*(TT_TT)
I've never cried this hard over a story(//^//) I can't believe this made me cry like a crazy(TT_TT) I mean..yes I can believe it but I couldn't think it would Hurt this much(//^//)
That was happy but sad ending. I wished all the time V could stay..but I knew he could not.. coz well ppl would freak out..anyway..waaaah(//^//) I can't stop my tears(TT_TT) why is it so sad and happy at the same time?(//^//)
btw. It was longer than I thought♥♥♥ THANK YOU♥♥♥
I...am speechless>\\\\<
Taehyung really came back and saved Hoseok and Namjoon♥ But how Namjoon knew that Hoseok were there? There is few aperture points..like Namjoon at the cliff..how did he know? And those letters to members..what does there read? Could you make bonus chapter and write about those letters and how members reacts to them..and how they feel after Taehyung left..and that letter to his family..I'd like To know how his family would react to it..I mean..he's dead and suddenly they receives letter from him..
but yeah♥♥ I really loved this whole story♥♥it was so beautiful and different^^♥
this whole idea was sooo different and I enjoyed reading this♥♥ and I'm so sorry for you coz not so many ppl leave comments..mostly it's me with my crappy comments>\\\< you deserve way more respect!!!♥
I'm so sorry for Hoseok too(//^//) he had to let go of Taehyung AGAIN! right after he get him back(//^//)
I don't know what I should say..I feel like words can't describe my feels..and words won't tell what I want to say..there is no words for my feels...(//^//)
To be continued in second part. Right under this...↓
kkaepsongyehet #5
Chapter 11: you replied to my comment for chapter 8 and said that anything scarier or worse won't happen to Hoseok. Did You lie(//^//).and that there is only 4 chapters left.. now 3 chapters have become..so there is only one left(TT_TT)
OH MY GOSH(//^//) I listen right now 'That's not me' by Aaron Yan.and I just can't.this song fits so perfectly to this whole situation..Tsumi and Taehyung. And gosh I'm crying(TT_TT)
I cried whole time when I read those chapters. Coz I know that end is coming. And I just can't see happy ending for this..but I believe in you and I hope you'll write happy ending(//^//)♥
Taehyung baby(//^//) you had To die twice(//^//) I'm so sorry V (TT^TT) I hope you Feel alot better now. But why Hoseok, Why? please Tsumi!! Save him!!! Taehyung take over of Tsumi and Save Hoseok!!!! Please!!!!!!!!(//^//) I'm begging you!! PLEASE WRITE HAPPY ENDING!!(//^//)♥
why Hoseok's and Taehyung's plan didn't work. Why Tsumi is so dickhead(TT_TT) I don't like it(//^//)
this cliffhanger(//^//) Please update soon(//^//) I just can't handle my feels*^* I need to know how this will end(//^//)
I can't stop crying..I feel so sorry for them all(//^//) They have To suffer so much..just because Taehyung's darkside..it's not Taehyung's fault..but why(//^//)
and those letters from fans(//^//) they made me cry even more..for a moment I thought that this was really real..that those were really real fans' letters to Taehyung's grave(//^//)
why I can't stop crying? And Hoseok is so cute but..I don'twant him To die(//^//) please don't kill him too(TT^TT)
I think I'm going to watch "BTS BOMB"s so I can live freely and that I can realize that Taehyung and Hoseok is really alive. And that this is just story.this is not reality!!!
JustAnotherFangirl46 #6
Chapter 9: OMG!!!! I LITERALLY CANNOT EVEN!!! THIS IDEA IS AMAZING!!!
kkaepsongyehet #7
Chapter 9: .... *Blank*
Now everything is starting to became clear.
I think I'll leave my next big comment when the 3 last chapters are out. Is that okay? Or then I can't just leave without commenting... but anyway..this chapter.. I have no idea why you said that this chapter Is messy?(0_o) it wasn't.. Or maybe my thoughts Are so twisted that I understood everything right away..? I don't know...But I'm so happy everything is becaming clearer to Hoseok And Taehyung♥ But where the did Taehyung fall?
We'll see in the next chapter^^
kkaepsongyehet #8
Chapter 8: Do you know that feeling when you've wrote good comment and then your ing phone thinks that it's time to shut off? And then your comment is disappeared? Well that just happened to me♥ love it♥
okay..I'll try to remeber what I wrote in that comment..
first of all..Tsumi is se scary>^<
and I'm happy Hoseok started to open up to members..now he don't have to suffer alone and he has ppl to talk about thinks^^♥
and now members can help him coz they know what kind of situation he's in^^♥
so happy^^
I think that tais story is starting now^^ you know what I mean? It's started Already..but I think that now is Going to happen something. And.. I don't know>\\\\<
this chapter Was so awesome♥♥
anyway can't wait next chapter♥♥
kkaepsongyehet #9
Chapter 7: Oh.my.gosh!!!
Do NOT say that Tsumi is behind of taehyung's weakening?? So..Tsumi is more powerful and Taehyung is weaker>\\\<
Bwaaaaaaaah>\\\\\< I just...My feeellzzzzzz>\\\\<
can't wait the next chapter>_<
kkaepsongyehet #10
Chapter 6: Tsuuuuumiiiiiii*^* badumzzzz(*0*)
He's so scary but so poor at the same time...poor-Tsumi(//^//) no...no poor..but...harmless?? Nope..he's not harmless..but now I found the right word: Pathetic!! He's pathetic.. I think I'm only one who feels sorry for Tsumi?>_<
He's scary. But I think he have his reasons to be like that... and I believe we'll find out why he's like that^^
Poor-Jin(TT_TT) he feels bit quilty(//^//) He should not!!
Namjoo too(//^//)
Jungkook when he sing to Hoseok♡_♡ so cute♥♥ so caring♥♥
and your reply to my other comment! I know what you mean by that. That you describe them like you'd like them To be in real life!! I think same way..I mean. I'd like them To be that caring and sweet persons..And I think they are like that in real life too^^
anyway shall we continue^^
That hat♥♥♥ it's going to be in very big part!! Right?^^ I know it's going to be^^
but HOW THE IS TSUMI BECAMING A LIVING CREATURE??? Woaaaah.. it's scary but fascinating^^