He stare at his phone.

He won't lie, he's been staring for quite a lot now. 

But, there's still nothing there, no matter how impatient he was. 

Should I the one who texted her? asked him to himself. But, what if she thought that I'm busybody or something? 

Even if she don't, what should I text about? 

Her schedule? asked some voice in his head. 

And make her thought that I'm a stalker or some sort? thought him to the voice.

Your schedule? said the voice again.

Why in the world I wanna talk about my schedule? asked him as he can't believe that absurdity.

A Weather then? continued the voice.

Why? asked him.

I don't know... sound like a safe topic to me, said the voice. 

You are so not helping! thought Jonghyun as he raise his hand and sweep his hair in frustration. 

What is it you want? You wanna to text her, go a head and text her? Why you hesitate for? shout the voice in his head annoyed.  When did you became this coward Lee Jonghyun-ssi? I'm so ashame with you!!!

Shut up! Shut up! Shut the up! shout him the voice. I have my own reason okay, you don't have the right to judge me!

I know your reason! I am you for