Endorphins: your own private narcotic. Endorphins are neurotransmitters, chemicals that pass along signals from one neuron to the next. Neurotransmitters play a key role in the function of the central nervous system and can either prompt or suppress the further signaling of nearby neurons. Endorphins are produced as a response to certain stimuli, especially stress, fear or pain. They originate in various parts of your body -- the pituitary gland, your spinal cord and throughout other parts of your brain and nervous system -- and interact mainly with receptors in cells found in regions of the brain responsible for blocking pain and controlling emotion  - Tom Scheve - 

Jonghyun stare at his phone and try to digest the meaning of word she burst out before she raid him. 

He bit his own lips when the feeling of her soft lips still linger there," ... your own private narcotic..." mumbling Jonghyun when he re-read the line. Is that mean... I'm her ...., Jonghyun cut his thought in the middle before he turn insane.

He still try to comprehend her mix reaction. 

He can really understand her fury though. 

Between his short and boring answer up to his decision to not tell her that he's coming, but it's been his lifetime habit which run through his veins, he never become a man of words or what he always said, trying to beautify his words.

But her bold and abrupt action after that blow him away.

To heaven, that's for certain.

God! What got into her, shout him in his mind as he sweep his fingers through his hair. but please, please let her have it occasionally!  

Jonghyun raise his head as he trying to listen what's going on outside this "little" room of his. She leave him maybe few minutes ago, hour for all he care, bottomline, it's too long, too d*mn long. 

When will she come back here? asked him rather impatient, or will she come back?

Jonghyun stop his thought when his phone vibrating and make a slow beep beep sound, emphasize incoming text. 

[Are you still there?]

Jonghyun can feel a pit in his stomach tightened and his heart