''hyung what if we take a vacation somewhere far'', you know for the Spring break

said youngjae. ''A vacation hmmm..,sounds good, but it has to be only us'' said jaebum with a creepy smile on his face

''hyung, your'e really never serious'' said youngjae with a sigh

''you done eating, lets go i have something to show you'' said jaebum grabbing youngjae's hand

''wait..a minute'' said youngjae as he was dragged away from his lunch.

''were here'' said jaebum as he stopped with youngjae right behind him

'' this was the place where it all started....my fear of water i mean''said jaebum ading clarification

youngjae could feel that jaebum was afraid, jaebum tightened his hand with youngjae's and youngjae did the same

jaebum was shaking he was shocked to see the depth of the sea from such a height.

just then youngjae grabbed a hold of jaebums other hand and held it firmly jaebum turned to face youngjae 

eye to eye.

''hyung, whatever it was that had happened to you before, it wont happen again... said youngjae with confidence

''i promise to protect you'' said youngjae hugging jaebum tightly jaebum's hands were still by his side

but as soon as he felt youngjae's warmth his hands automatically grabbed a hold of the boy in front of him.

''you'll protect me..how? when you dont even know what im afraid of'' said jaebum laughing

''hyung are you doubting me now''? said youngjae moving his head away from jaebums chest

''doubting you.. no no no. why would i doubt you'' said jaebum laughing once more

youngjae immediately seperated himself from jaebum and stood with his hands free by his side

'' i see hyung, you don't in believe me, alright then'' and with that youngjae walked away 

jaebum looked at youngjae's attitude and the way he walked away form him.

''youngjae wait aishhh..im sorry youngjae'' yelled jaebum as he ran after his boyfriend

but youngjae kept walking faster and faster not responding to his boyfriend's calls.

then youngjae stopped and turned around he looked at jaebum and said

''hyung, i thought we had a future together but i just don't see it.. i dont know maybe

we should call this off'' said youngjae as he turned back around and started to walk again.

youngjae laughed and started to walk as before

jaebum could not believe what youngjae had just said and so he decided that he really needed to

talk to youngjae and tell him how he feels.

''youngjae, youngjae, youngjae.. it has to be me you know that right, no one else can have you

only i can, it has to be me for you'' said jaebum as he ran after youngjae.

jaebum ran as fast as he could and he ran straight for youngjae looking nowhere else he noticed

that he was running out of breath but his eyes were so fixed on youngjae and his mind was so full of him

that he pushed past his limits and ran straight for him.

youngjae was stopped by two arms grabbing him back, he could feel the arms were jaebum's

and the arms pulled him back and onto a warm chest. before he knew it youngjae was in

caught by his boyfriend he knew that walking away form jaebum would make him desperate but he did'nt know

that it he would be this desperate.

''youngjae..hu..hu..hu..hu it has to be me, it must be me..fo.r..for you'' said jaebum catching his breath while talking

youngjae blushed he was compeletely taken back by the amount of confidence jaebum showed and the power of his words.

''hyung..youngjae said but before he could finish his sentence jaebum

youngjae found himself turning around to face jaebum and 

next he found jaebums lips on top of his, jaebum's lips were warm and youngjae's were

soft they fit together perfectly, jaebum put his hand around youngjae's waist and youngjae put his hand around

jaebum's neck.

as soon as they broke the kiss thier foreheads met

youngjae was happy he was happy that he was wanted and loved by someone this much

jaebums smile was there as soon as youngjae saw hus boyfirends face

''I love you'' said jaebum still holding onto youngjae

youngjae stood there with tears slowly rolling out of his eyes naturally

he took in his breath he knew that jaebum loved him he could feel the power in his words

but somehow those words contained a feeling of ''help''

''i love you too'' and ''i will help you'' said youngjae looking into jaebum's strong eyes.