Jaebum held youngjae tightly and smiled

"I also want to stay with you and hug you like this everyday" said jaebum

"I sometimes have bad thoughts come to me, like if I leave you alone somewhere and you get

Lost what would I do or if you get hurt and I am unable to protect you in a situation later on" jaebum

Had bad thoughts because he treasured youngjae like a precious jewel, youngjae was always shining

Like he was a source of light to jaebum. It was like a angel had fallen on earth, and jaebum

Was to guard the angel until death.

"You know when I was young, my mom and dad fought all the time

So I would go outside and punch the walls like a tough guy, but I only

Ended up with bloody knuckles. But what I couldn't stand was my dad using his strength

To his advantage and assaulting my mothe and you know what's even worse I was so helpless

and useless that I was unable to protect her from him, she would get bruised pretty badly and

I would stand there and cry at the sight. From then on I swore to myself that I would grow stronger

And protect mom from dad and one day I will find that special someone who will also need my

Care and protection, and I'm glad that I found you". Jaebum ended like that with tears flowing

Naturally out of his eyes, "it's funny right, how pathetic your boyfriend used to be" asked jaebum

While facing a heart broken and teared up youngjae.

"No, it was all you could do, you were small and not ready to on take on those kinds of situations" said youngjae

as he locked his arms around jaebums neck and hugged him tightly.

"I dont have a story like yours, my life was spent in complete luxury since I am the only child

,my parents always kept me like they wanted it, behaved and bound to my house.

I wasn't allowed to make friends with the other boys in my class because my mom thought

they were too rough and played dirty.  They were always finding my flaws and wanted

Me to be perfect, which I found out I could never be so I rebelled and ran away I hid in

A dumpster and stayed there for a couple of days, then I left and went back and when my

Parents saw me, they just...just stood there with anger written all over their faces.

They beat me to a pulp and put child locks on the front door and back door.

I hated the indoors,  I couldn't run or play or make noise all I could or would do is study

And study and study all day long. My dad soon found out that I had been sneaking

around to parties and he caught me kissing a guy outside the club, I I tried to explainto him

That he was kissing me forcefully and that I tried to stop him but my dad didn't listen one bit.

He beat me until I started to throw up he choked me and threw me down the stairs.

He said he would disown me for being gay and that I had brought shame to the family.

But I didn't mind it since it was a norm for me" and youngjae ended like that tears flowing

Down from his eyes and jaebum held youngjae's face up removing the tears that seemed to

Glow in the moonlight.

"You know what I think we were truly meant for each other" said jaebum as he wiped the last tear

Off of youngjae's cheek.

"We are never falling apart thats for sure,  I going to make sure you smile every day and

Shed as less teard as possible, alright" asked jaebum and youngjae nodded submissively

And to end their night jaebum pulled youngjae into a passionate and loving kiss.