"number 49, it's your turn",

as I heard that, my heart started beating so fast that i thought i might faint.

*you can do it ie! it's your last chance to follow your dream, you can't mess up!!!!* i told myself.

and so I started singing. as I was singing, i forgot why i was there, who was in front of me, where i was and specially, that it might be my last time auditioning.

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6 months later, SEOUL, south korea

*vrrrrrrrrrr, vrrrrrrrrrrr

-EONNIIIIIIII!!!!! I KNOW IM LATE IM SOOOO SORRY BE THERE IN 2 MINUTES!!!!

- YAH IE HOW DARE YOU COME LATE ON THE MOST IMPORTANT DAY!!!!! I DEFINITLY WONT FORGET Y.......

*boom*

i was so much in a hurry that i bumped in somebody and fell hard on the floor. i looked up and start to apologize to the boy i just hit.

-omo..... im so sorry, are you o...

-what a nuisance, be careful! said the boy super coldly before walking away without looking back at me.

10 minutes later i finally arrived at the studio and i see my members waiting for me so i hurried to my members and apologized to minae our leader.

-yah, you lucky girl jyp sumbaenim didnt arrive yet. he said he has a special announcement to make. I think it's about our debut!

as she said that, jyp enter the room and we all got up and bowed before taking a seat. 

-hello girls, as you probably know im here to make a special announcement. as promised, you will debut in within the next 2 months but there will be some changes. 

as he say that, 6 boys enter the room and i recognise the rude boy who made me arrive late at the meeting. i think he recognised me too because he his now giving me deadly stare.

-instead of making a girl group, jyp continued, you will be a cooed group. you 4 girls and you probably already know them, BAP.

and that was it. my dream got destroyed with these few words! how was i suppose to stand him everyday.......