12/21/14

Now, I'm on my flight going to Korea. Not to visit Jackson, but to have a meeting with my boss. 

I have to admit...I really feel nervous right now. 

For a month, I will have to stay in Korea. What if during my stay there, I will be able to see him?

I just don't feel ready yet. I haven't totally moved on.

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*After a few hours*

I am now waiting for my boss here in his office, then I heard a voice behind me.

"Hello Hana. Welcome to Korea." My boss said. 

I stood up the sofa and greeted him, "Oh. Good Morning Sir. Thank you for welcoming me."

"No problem. Please sit down."

I sat down again on the sofa.

"Now, Hana, this is I what I would like you to do. By the way, are you familiar with JYP Entertainment?"

I was shocked after hearing the name of that company.

"Hmm. Yes, sir, but why?"

"Mr. Park jin-young, JYP's founder, is our target client for the month."

"Oh... really. "

I was speechless. 

"But where could I see him?" I asked.

"He told me that you could just meet him inside the JYP Ent. building."

"But... why there? Aren't there any other places?"

"Because that is where he stays."

"Oh. Okay." (Looks like I don't have a choice.)

"Yes. Look, I trust you Hana. I know you can do this.You just have to convince Mr. Park."

"Thank you boss. I'll see what I can do."

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After that meeting with my boss, I had to go straight to my hotel.

 

I just can't understand what's going on right now. 

I feel frustrated. I feel hopeless. I just don't know what to do.

This is a battle between my past and my present. 

I don't have any other choice but to do what I was tasked to do.