I'm Hana. A 20 year-old girl from Hong Kong. 

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Jackson and I were destined to get married once we have reached the age of 20.

Just like anyone out there, we were also victims of the so-called FIXED MARRIAGE.

And, just like any Chinese Tradition, this idea was very important to our parents. 

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Jackson and I met when we were 16 years old. By then, they already told us that once we have reached 20, we already have to get married. Why? I don't know. Maybe because this is the only way of keeping the two families together. 

After one year of getting to know Jackson, I fell in love and....it was really not my intention.

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I know that Jackson doesn't like me, not because I'm not his type of girl, but simply because I'm not part of his dreams. 

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"I'm sorry. I just can't...marry you."

Those were the last words he said to me before he went to Korea and became part of JYP Entertainment. 

This was also the first I found myself crying because of a guy. 

After he said those things to me, I really wanted to hug him tight, and never let him go...

but, I can't. I just can't...

just because I know he wouldn't be happy with me.