Seulgi was busy doing some school works when her phone beeped, indicating a new message was received. She reached out to the device and slided her finger on the screen, a text message then popped up. Her eyes lighted when the text was from Irene.

Hey, where are you? ;0

Seulgi smiled widely while typing her replies.

At home, doing some works. Why? :)

Her phone beeped again after a few seconds.

Great, now please open the door. It's freezing cold here.. ;)

Seulgi gasped while reading the text, " What? It can't be....? "

She got out of her room and rushed her way downstairs, heading to the front door. She took a peek at the door hole, and there she saw Irene standing at the other side of the door.

" Why is this girl- " she mumbled while unlocking the door.

Irene grinned when the door was opened, revealing Seulgi with her loose night gown. She giggled silently at Seulgi's messy hair, thinking that she just disturbed her sleep.

" Did I disturb your beauty sleep, young lady? " smiled Irene.

Seulgi couldn't help but to roll her eyes at Irene's sweet talks. That was one of Irene's charms - she got this sweet tongue that could melt any girls when she started to speak. And that included Seulgi herself.

" No, I was doing some works, I told you already? Come in.. " replied Seulgi.

Irene took off her heels before stepping into Seulgi's house. Seulgi was leading Irene to the living room when the older suddenly grabbed her wrist, turning her around and pinned her against the wall. Seulgi let out a shock gasp when Irene leaned on her, smirking.

" Your hair is messy, that's why. " said Irene softly while fixing Seulgi's hair.

" Uh, well, it's night so I didn't expect someone to come around at this timing, so I never bother to check on my appearance- " stuttered Seulgi.

Irene hushed her, " No, no, I wasn't complaining about it.. You look nice nevertheless, or should I say, you look so y and hot like this? "

Seulgi gulped, she was so nervous that her heart beat insanely fast as Irene slowly closing the gap between them.

" W-what makes you come here..? Wendy- "

Irene cut her words, " No need to mention her now. It's just me and you here.. and I want you. Now. "

Irene took Seulgi's breathe away when their lips locked with each other. Irene's hands roamed all over Seulgi's body as she deepened the kiss, making Seulgi squirmed against the wall. The kiss became more heated and Seulgi couldn't take it no more as they moved around until Irene pushed Seulgi to the couch, straddling her, never breaking the kiss. After awhile, both of them pulled away, catching their much needed breathe. They stared at each other, their eyes were dark, the lust and desire could be felt. The kiss triggered something, something that need to be undone.

Seulgi tangled her arms around Irene's neck, whispering with her ragged breathing,

" Take me.. "

That was all that needed to be said for Irene to give Seulgi everything that she need to feel, giving her the blissful feelings that couldn't be describe with any form of words as Seulgi let herself loose in Irene's arms.

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Irene looked up from the book that she had been reading for the past fifteen minutes, shifting her attention to Seulgi who was too immersed watching a movie on the laptop. Irene scooted closer to the girl and took a peek to whatever that Seulgi was watching. All she saw was two people - a school girl ( based on her uniform ) and a mid-age woman ( seemed like a teacher or something ) who were talking in a classroom. She had her eyes fixed on the screen, listening to what they said.

" I can't do this.. "

" You aren't doing anything wrong. "

" I just can't- "

Irene frowned, " What are you watching, Seul? "

Seulgi tore her attention away from the screen, now looking at Irene. She scratched her nape, grinning.

" Loving Annabelle. You know about it? "

Irene shook her head, " Never heard about it. What is it all about? "

Seulgi bit her bottom lip, " It's nothing, just a random movie that I thought would be interesting.. "

Irene didn't bought that excuse as she kept asking Seulgi to tell her about the movie.

Seulgi gave in, " Well, err- it's a... lesbian movie? Between a student and her teacher.. "

Irene nodded her head, urging Seulgi to continue, " Tell me about it. "

Seulgi cursed under her breathe, thinking that she shouldn't have watched it while Irene was around.

" It's a sad movie actually.. Both of them like each other, but there's something that's stopping them from giving in to their feelings. It's wrong, thus they are being chained by society's view about gay relationship, but in the end, they gave in, and lose themselves.. But in the end, they had to say goodbye to each other.. "

Irene took Seulgi by surprise as she leaned forward and planted a soft peck on Seulgi's lips. Seulgi looked away from Irene's intense stare. She knew Irene was trying to read her mind again, and she didn't want that.

" Why are you watching something like that? " asked Irene softly.

" Can't I? " Seulgi shrugged.

Irene took Seulgi's hands on her own, grasping it gently.

" Something's bothering you.. What is it? " said Irene which Seulgi replied by shaking her head.

Irene once again lunged forward, grabbing Seulgi's face and smashed their lips together. Irene moved her lips, taking Seulgi's upper lip between her teeth and bit on it, eliciting a sharp gasp from the younger. Before she gave in to her urges, Seulgi pushed Irene by the shoulder lightly as the kiss became more heated. She wiped her lips using the back of her hand.

" Why- why are you behaving like this? Why, Joohyun? " said Seulgi, panting.

Irene composed her breathing before answering her, " Like what, Seul? "

Seulgi couldn't take it no more. She had enough of Irene's confusing and nonchalant behavior towards her. She had never been certain about Irene's actual feelings for her - and Irene couldn't blame her for that. Irene never, ever, say anything about their situation - whether they are just playing around, or if Irene do all these out of pity, or if Irene really has feelings for her. They weren't an item, yet Irene had been treating Seulgi like they were a couple, but they weren't. Seulgi had this in her mind all the time, yet she never dared to confront Irene about it. She didn't want to know the truth, but now, she wanted to know. She didn't want Irene to mess around with her when she didn't has any feelings for her.

Seulgi gritted her teeth, " I've been wondering, what are we? You never say anything about this, about us, yet you treat me like we are something, something special. "

" So this is that's in your mind all these while? You're special to me, Seul.. You've been special since before, that's why I treat you like this.. " replied Irene.

" Special? I don't think so, Irene.. Are we an item? No, right? " Seulgi scoffed.

Irene sighed, " Does it really matter, Seul? All that you should know is, you're mine, and I'm all yours.. Okay? "

Seulgi got up, " You are confusing, Irene..! We got nothing between us, yet you're saying those sweet words to me all the time..! Do you know that it's hurting me?! What am I, just what am I to you... "

Irene stood up, facing Seulgi who was in the verge of crying. She never knew that Seulgi had been suffering because of her mindless act. She didn't knew while she was truly treating her like she was very dear to her, causing Seulgi to doubt her. She couldn't blame Seulgi for that. After all she never asked Seulgi to be hers, yet she treated her like they are something - they are nothing but something, that was what in Irene's mind. But she inflicted pain and suffers on Seulgi. And the girl was crumbling little by little in front of her now.

" I- I like you, Seulgi.. I feel something, but I'm not sure about it yet, but there's really something.. " stated Irene.

Seulgi clenched her fists, her heart burning when those words escaped Irene's mouth. Irene didn't yet sure about her feelings, about their situation, yet she had been treating her like she's hers. Seulgi hated that.

" Do you know that uncertainty ? The feeling when you aren't sure about something, yet you still force yourself to accept it.. Though you aren't certain about it.. " Seulgi's voice trailed off.

Irene breathed out, " I'm sorry, Seul.. I like you, but I like Wendy too.. I love her.. I'm torn too.. "

" I didn't ask you to choose between Wendy and me, Irene.. I never told you to do that because I know you love her too much, and so does Wendy.. It's just that, why are you doing this? It's hurting both of us.. You can stop all these if you want, I won't run away from you. " said Seulgi, tears started to well up in her eyes.

Irene groaned. It was complicated. Seulgi didn't trust her, she knew that. All that Seulgi could think was, whenever Irene being sweet and cared of her, it was just because she pitied her. It was knowing that Seulgi thought of her like that, but Irene couldn't blame her.

" Seul, if I don't like you, I won't be doing all these to you. Trust me. I like you, alot. But love, I'm not sure about it yet.. Sorry.. " Irene reached out and pulled Seulgi into a hug.

 " I- I love you, Irene.. I love you.. " Seulgi sobbed, burying her head on Irene's neck.

Irene didn't say a thing, instead she hugged the crying girl tighter, letting her pour out all of emotions.

Why do I fell for you, Joohyun? Out of all people, why it's you who got my heart? I never thought I would fell for you hard like this, but it seemed like I'm hopeless for you now. It hurts to love someone that you could never be with.. I want you, I want to be yours, but fate won't let me have someone like you. It hurts, Irene...

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 Heol.. someone's gonna kill me bcz this isn't the last chapter... >_>