I wonder how Hakyeon hyung will react to the other members after this.I put my trust in him.I believe he will not expose my secret to them.Thanks hyung .I take a deep breath.

"Jaehwan,lets go. The judges are here.Lets wait for the result." Taekwoon hyung quickly grabs my hand.

I just follow his steps.I cannot wait for the result.I don't care if I was chosen to be the lucky stars.I am willing to be one of them.I will do anything to become one of them.

Oh yeah, I am planning to do something.Emm , yes the victim for today is the one who is afraid of insects. Yes,Ravi. I don't know why but pranks is my best way to release stress.It is fun,isn't it?

As soon as we reach the practice room..

"Ravi! Watch out there is a bug on yourhead!"I scream to Ravi.

"Argh,Where ?! " He looks around and jumps ."Hyung help me please,"  I could not help but giggle.He is completely afraid and pale.I give a look to Hongbin at the back.

What?

All of them are here. Hakyeon hyung shows uneasy face.Oh my god, I mutter. I am dead!

Hakyeon hyung walks towards Ravi.While I am standing besides Taekwoon hyung . 

"Ravi-ya , there is nothing on your head," He pats Ravi's head.Ravi smiles awkwardly . "Aish, Jaehwan hyung,"

I release a long sigh.

"Mianhae Ravi ehehe , " I am embarassed.Everybody looks at me right now.I know there are nervous but hey, chill out man ! Just relax! I don't think the one who remains serious will definitely chosen as an idol . Okay , maybe. But.. Argh nothing. Ignore me. 

Yes as always I communicate with my own brain.

Two hours later,three judges walk in.I suddenly feel nervous.What's wrong with me? I used to be cool and relax before.Relax,Jaehwan.I told myself. I am gonna accept any possibilities. I can do my best. To be honest I never worried to become an idol even I am sick.

The judges start calling names.And I am not even paying attention at all until,

"And the last member to join the group is..

Jaehwan. "

I stunned.I never thought that I could make it this far.I look around and there is Hakyeon hyung,holding his tears.

I .. start to cry,too.

The fact that I have only 52 months left to live make me cry even harder.