that nagging feeling.

Out Loud.
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SHIN HYE SAT BACK INTO THE PLUSH SEAT OF HER VAN AS SHE STARED OUT AT THE SCENERY THAT ZIPPED BY. She was heading to the dress rehearsal of her valentine’s day and birthday concert with her manager and her coordi. It had been a heck of a day, running from one CF shoot or meeting to the next. And it was far from over. But she wasn’t tired.

 

She was pissed off. 

 

It was already a little past five in the afternoon and the last time she heard from Min Ho was around ten that morning. Her grip tightened around her mobile phone at the thought. But she caught herself the moment the doubt started to creep in. She then shook her head vigorously as if to physically shake off the negative thoughts out of her brain. 

 

She promised she wouldn’t be that girl. She wouldn’t be the needy or clingy girlfriend. Lord knows they’re both too old for that. 

 

C’mon Shin Hye! You’ve already waited three years for the man, why would you be so antsy after just a couple of hours? she admonished herself. 

 

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Focus, she chanted under her breath. Think about something else. She ran through a mental list of ToDos until she got to a task that she had definitely been avoiding. 

 

When she proposed the finale number a couple of months ago, she was fueled by the desire to make such a big statement--not only to the world but to one man in particular.

 

Yes, she was shouting it from the rooftops. Antis be damned, she was telling everyone that she, Park Shin Hye was in love. 

 

Of course, she had wanted to really spell it out, who she was particularly in love with--but the combined common sense of her manager and Min Ho’s, not to mention their agencies, stopped her.

 

He’s just coming back from military service, they said. Let’s give his career a chance to pick up a bit and stabilize before you make any declarations. 

 

Shin Hye reluctantly agreed. The control these people had over their lives was one of the things she disliked in the business. But they did have a point. Lee Min Ho after all, had one of the most passionate fan bases in the industry and it would be unfair of her to impede his success just because she wanted to be romantic. 

 

Still, she put in clues instead--choosing a dance partner with nearly the same height, build, even hairstyle as Min Ho. He’d be dressed in a crisp long sleeve shirt and dress pants. 

 

A small smile played on her lips as she remembered the music video that starte

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kit_kat #1
Chapter 10: Okay...I have to admit to not having read since the beginning and I need to...I remember that I found it funny that you made Min Ho learn to dance because I always make fun of his dancing in my ff.

Your dance descriptions are so detailed an breathtaking...I was wondering if he was going to catch her. Are you a dancer?

Your details and the way you write their emotions are so good. I can see why branwen is your inspiration. Your Shin Hye reminds me of her Shin Hye.

Ok...need to read from start to finish...and then blame you for my delayed chapter of MTR.
iloveness
#2
Chapter 10: Thanks for the update
branwen #3
Chapter 10: I am breathless.
Soompi is slow these days, not all writers are updating, my own fanfic is depressing, and we are swept up by the busyness of our daily lives. I wondered if Minshinners are having a hard time shipping, or are they losing faith.
But then again, great writers like you give us huge presents today, and you brought back all the positive in me. This really wonderful and brilliantly written story just left me breathless. You are so freaking good! Aside from those detailed words of the dance steps, I love that you focused more on the nerves, their emotions, how they turned from nervous wrecks to giddy lovers dancing on the floor, knowing that they can trust each other whenever they take that leap of faith.
You may have started a bit later but you are one freaking good writer. You have to realize that. And write more. LOL. Now i realized I probably pressured you into writing the dance sequence, sorry if I did, but well, I'm not that sorry coz I know you can do it and it turned out so so great!!
I hope you're feeling so much better. I know you're probably busy but you still managed to write this beautiful fic and make us happy today. Thank you so much. Happy New Year and Happy Valentines Day!
estrelitacristino
#4
Chapter 10: Thanks much for the update writer-nim!Happy heart's day!!!^-^
gelai5 #5
Chapter 10: Thank you for updating, you made this day more lovelier as it is. Happy Valentines day Chinguyah!!! Hope you have a present for Shinhye-ah, another update perhaps kekeke....
mmco67 #6
Chapter 10: thank you! you granted my request, well, this is close enough! hope all is well with you. here's wishing for a more frequent update than before! cheers!
avrylle #7
Thank you for the update dear. I so love this song now...^_^...Maligayang Araw ng mga PUSO!!!
gelai5 #8
Chinguyah, where are you? Update please.....
mmco67 #9
It's been a while, how are you? So much anticipation after the last chapter. Hope you have time to update soon!
valkyries212 #10
Chapter 9: I just discovered this story today.. and i am so happy i did! Its an awesomely beautiful love story, thanks! And i love those small author foot notes, seems like you have a beautiful personality too! Wit + humour!