Entry #2
Day X
Name: Kim Jongdae
Date: Still not sure
Time: Late evening
Location: Myeongdong
Day 7
It’s been a couple of days since I’ve found this little diary of mine and I guess I’ve only decided to document important stuff.
I’ve walked for about a day or so before settling in this café like place. I still haven’t seen anyone around and I still don’t know what’s going on. It recently hit me that I haven’t once felt an ounce of hunger, which again, I don’t understand. Maybe my body really has shut down?
I’ve come up to a couple of conclusions the past couple of days and, so far, I know that I:
- Don’t have a heartbeat anymore (am I really dead though..?)
- Don’t feel a sense of tiredness (though I still have the capabilities to sleep, though for no proper reason)
- Can’t remember anything from before the time I woke up and,
- Know that my brain still functions. (Clearly)
And apart from all of that, it feels like my skin is slipping away; almost to the point of decomposing and it really isn’t a very fun feeling. To top everything off, I’m makeshift living in this random café I found because I realize that having a base is a better chance of survival; after all, I am still unable to figure out if there is even an ‘anyone’ out there to survive for. Nevertheless, it’s better to be safe than sorry right?
After all, I may just be stuck here for a long time and I’ll most definitely need the time to think. To add onto this madness, I do get flashes of my memory from time to time and it frightens me. I used to have a life, yet I can’t remember it coherently anymore.
Just what is going on here? Why, of all people, did I have to have this done to me? I just want to be who I was.
I need answers.
Wait. I think I hear something outside moving. I think I’ll go check it out.
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