Hey guys, I know it's very abrupt, but today I've come to the decision that I won't finish my stories.

To be honest, I had been attached to my works because they kept me safe...and sane. The dark parts of me that I didn't like showing to other people I poured out into my stories. And that's why I made it a promise to myself and to you guys that I would finish them no matter what, out of a sense of responsibility and gratitude towards my readers and my works for keeping me company all this time.

I'd been trying to write them until last month. But June came and I was set on a journey towards self-awareness. With that came the knowledge that I need not be burdened by my "past self", and while I am not angry or sad about my past self, I do acknowledge her. To put it simply, writing Chimerical and The Essence of Apathy is no longer serving me. And even if I could find a way to write them without reaching back in to my past, it must be said that I am not in love with these stories anymore, at least not like I used to be.

What amazes me is the fact that coming to this decision didn't make me sad, in any way. And I haven't quite yet wrapped my head around it, how easy it is to let go of something I used to think of as my child. In fact, I can't be happier these days! So I hope that although this news may be sad to you, that you'll be happy for me too. I'd even go so far as claim that I don't anymore associate with depression (depression who? 😂), which reall