Not too long after we made it back to the studio, the camera crew started coming in. Jay and Simon D came in when they were just about done getting everything together. There was so much tension in the air, it felt suffocating. What made it worse was that Jay didn't even glance my way one time ever since he got here. 

  The boys and I stood behind the camera crew while Jay sat on the couch during his interview. The interview felt pretty dull since I've probably heard them all hundred of times. Most of the time I just zone them out and focus on Jay.    Grey tapped me on the shoulder. "Hyemi, let's get out of here."    "Why? Jay's interview isn't over yet.." I said.    "They always ask him the same thing over and over anyways. It's nothing you haven't heard of, let's go grab some food." He said quickly. Something was really weird about him.    "We just ate, Oppa. Seriously, what's going on with you?" I asked him. "Let's get some dessert then. Come on Hyemi." He started to pull on my arm.    "Stop! Grey what's-" Both my lips and heart stopped when I heard the interviewer's question for Jay.  "Do you have anyone special in your life right now?"    I looked over at my boyfriend who made no changes in his facial expression to the question. "No. Not anyone special. I'm too busy right now. A relationship would only drag me down and distract me from my work. It's too much." He replied shrugging his shoulders. "I don't think the fans would like me being in a relationship right now. It would be a mistake."   I knew that he was lying. I knew that that was what he had to say. That's what I wanted him to say, but it didn't change the fact that those words made me sick to my stomach. I really wanted to vomit right then and there.    I turned to Grey who looked at me sadly along with the rest of the guys who glanced over at me with the same damn sympathetic look I been getting all day. This is why everyone was acting so strange. This is what Jay didn't tell me.    I grabbed Grey's hand and pulled it away from my arm. "I need to get out of here." I managed to say. My eyes were burning. "Please don't follow. I'm fine." I ran out the room.      Somehow I managed to run to the rooftop. I don't even know how I ended up here. Everything became a blur as soon as I stepped out of that room. I just wanted to get away. From the reality.. The reality that Jay and I were completely wrong for each other right now.    Feeling weak from Jay's words, I grabbed onto the railing for support. "Hyemi.." Grey's voice brought me back to reality. I heard his and a few other footsteps come towards me.   I closed my eyes. "Stop." They stopped. "I told you guys not to follow me. I'm okay." Lie.    "If you were okay, you wouldn't have ran away." Grey replied. "I'm fine, Oppa.." My voice cracked, and hot tears started rolling down my che